It all seems pretty standard. The pedophilia thing doesnt shock me, there has been a breadcrumb trail all along. And we as a species have been fucking up the land for a long long time. If you've ever celebrated a birthday in the past than you have just as much of a reason to celebrate it today. Do the things you like, which surely dont consist of dwelling on stuff that is out of your control like most things in the world. A birthday is the one day you can pretty much get away with making the day whatever you want it to be, no matter how messed up that can be, you can always fall back on "its my birthday, yo, buzz off."
Get high on your drug of choice like it aint nobodies business is what i'm trying to say, since it truly isnt anyone's business.