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I am against ultimate wishes all things ideally aligned, suddenly contemplating taking exactly 500 micrograms after a month break from Acid.
I have piles ongoing. So close to an end there like, the (paaaiinful) "work" is nearly done most part.
Not over. Navigating pitfuls, continual resurgances, re aggravation.
Stuff of horrors.
It will pass. Has taken enormous mental power, like swimming a channel indefinetiely.
Hardest thing I know by miles.
Back! Jip and structurally weakass long years, broke in October.
Now. Not...a...bother!
Chiropractor yesterday, 1st 8 hellfire weeks, normally back is mislined allover.
Not a single adjustment.
It hasn't bothered me. Lots improvements but piles been THE worst ting ever.
I have maybe another round to go. Eging clear. Learning how to eat, evacuate, and not burn in hell lol.
One day sleep.
LSD, it does help me through the hardest situations and spots, long as my mind is settled. It is atm. Good weed, good fiji kava.
I have been quite pigsick, exhausted extreme.
But can't sleep cos lots BM needed, can't happen yet, if sleep (not option anyway for any bounty), fast awake, volcano, ouuch ouuuuch!
Like this am after 3 hrs sleep.
So. Maybe Acid is called for. It will see me through the next 40 hours.
I cannot face another round of it so tired.
I'm up for it, just not in body. But needs call.
I may, reach for those tabs now. Impulsively as ever.
I have piles ongoing. So close to an end there like, the (paaaiinful) "work" is nearly done most part.
Not over. Navigating pitfuls, continual resurgances, re aggravation.
Stuff of horrors.
It will pass. Has taken enormous mental power, like swimming a channel indefinetiely.
Hardest thing I know by miles.
Back! Jip and structurally weakass long years, broke in October.
Now. Not...a...bother!
Chiropractor yesterday, 1st 8 hellfire weeks, normally back is mislined allover.
Not a single adjustment.
It hasn't bothered me. Lots improvements but piles been THE worst ting ever.
I have maybe another round to go. Eging clear. Learning how to eat, evacuate, and not burn in hell lol.
One day sleep.
LSD, it does help me through the hardest situations and spots, long as my mind is settled. It is atm. Good weed, good fiji kava.
I have been quite pigsick, exhausted extreme.
But can't sleep cos lots BM needed, can't happen yet, if sleep (not option anyway for any bounty), fast awake, volcano, ouuch ouuuuch!
Like this am after 3 hrs sleep.
So. Maybe Acid is called for. It will see me through the next 40 hours.
I cannot face another round of it so tired.
I'm up for it, just not in body. But needs call.
I may, reach for those tabs now. Impulsively as ever.