I do watch NFL. (sometimes CFL) When the games are on I usually just smoke and veg in front of the TV. American Football, and I am sure a host of other sports I am naive to, has all the elements of life that wouldd make it work. Teamwork, individual talent, momentum (driven by cheerleading), and sportsmanship. I mean these guys tackle each other and then help each other up. lol
I watched ML Baseball but after the strike in 1993 I lost interest. Boring
BTW good to see you Buzz. I was just reading and catching up. If I may throw out my opinion. You are more in the now and present than most people I meet. Most could not take half a hit of acid let alone a large dose of a lysergamide. Their brains would spill on 1/10th. I did have a friend lose the plot over 35 years ago. 4 hits of strog acid. We watched him absolutely freak but we kept him inside and waited it out. He came back to reality the next day. Looked at me and joked "the only thing that acid did to me was give me a cold.." lol He was kidding, but back being captain of his own ship and signaling so. Which I already know you are. And he still enjoys tripping today coming up on 60 and it never happened again with care. He is a musician.
So I get a little miffled when these guys with their fancy degree labels us because their job requires them to supposedly "put the patterns together" to justify their career. I think what I am trying to say is I for sure have all of it. ALL OF IT, OCD, BPD, GAD, etc.... I have little bits of all of it and I think we all do. But those guys would not have a career without solidifying those things. So stay well my man, keep questioning anything throw your way. I trust you more than them. I think a balance is needed, you know, wise like a owl and sly like fox is what works. Taking some of the medical advise and tweeking it maybe.
Sense of humor is important. That comedian Billy Gardell was joking that if one guy looked at the other when they were building the Continental Railroad and said I don't think I can work today I am a little depressed, the other guy would be like get the fuck back to work. lol
My own life is a mess. My wife is stuck in Canada, dislocated hip and recovering and because of Covid I can't go get her. Even with the Compassionate entry paperwork. But it is all health Canada and not Immigration so once Covid goes away her Magesty will let me in. In addition I got two parents over 85, stubborn, starting to have health issues. Thought of a trip to get me out of a funk. Eh, I am just really looking forward to looking forward to something, anything again. Tough times.