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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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Psychedelics are a road to greater self-awareness and self-actualization. But the path is fraught with potential for delusion and rose colored glasses, and a lot of heavy trippers become just really out of touch, while feeling they're more in touch than everyone else. I would say that disciplined spiritual practice, meditation, etc, probably are a less dangerous road to go down for trying to heighten your awareness. A peak psychedelic experience can happen, whether intentionally, or not (my first trip changed my life but I expected to see some dancing fairies and giggle a lot, sort of like super weed, with hallucinations, I did not AT ALL expect the sort of paradigm-shifting, life-altering experience I had). When a peak experience happens, it is a brief sort of "shortcut" glimpse to a way of being that is much different from anything you've experienced before. This can, in positivre cases, lead to great amounts of thought and introspection, and can lead to changes in lifestyle and belief system. In some cases, this can be highly beneficial for the person (like me). The risk is that, well, for one, not everyone is comfortable enough with themselves to handle a trip, despite the acid head mentality of "let's dose everyone, the world would change" (I was that guy for a while for the record). Some people are deeply in hiding, and a trip can be powerfully confronting, and that confronting can traumatize people and lead to negative outcomes. And then the other risk is that for someone who had a peak experience and it changed their perspective, they can start to chase the psychedelic experience/ego death, instead of integrating their experiences and doing additional work while sober to try to truly become the thing that this trip showed you that you could be.

I have felt a few times that the drug (generally plant drugs, especially ibogaine) has its own consciousness and intention, but I am easily willing to accept that it is just an aspect of my own subconscious mind projecting into a separate presence, during a highly altered state. I am agnostic about that sort of thing but I lean toward it being just an aspect of yourself. I believe, from my experiences with oneness on early psychedelic trips, that we are all the universe experiencing itself subjectvely, so we all technically have access to information outside our human selves, since we are so much more than our human selves.

But again, I am not going to try to claim I know for 100% sure that is true. I do believe it, I would not say I am agnostic on that point, but I try to always keep an open mind and allow my opinions to change. But also like I said before, my beliefs bring me a lot of peace and satisfaction and a sense of spirituality and connection to something greater, which I believe humans evolved to crave and need to be totally in balance.
i've been both, the guy who thought psychedelics would cure everything, and the guy who psychedelics couldn't cure/would be very difficult material to work through/was delusional about waht i was experiencing.
 
man this cunt tried to fuck me around at the headshop. Said my ID looked fake i was like wtf lol bro i am way fucking older than you theres a 12 year old kid on the next counter and the only other people in the shop are what look like to be 15 year old girls that are about to smoke weed for the first time and have no fucking idea whenever to buy a pipe or a bong lol. And you ask me for fucking ID mate im a at least a decade older than you. Fucking dude must of be tripping on some hella LSD or someshit lol. anyways i pulled out numerous ids and got my grinders and papers. Fucking idiots these man lol.
 
fuck i feel happy after that bit of weed i did need that destress going to work hard today and get all my stuff done. Haha they asked me if they were fine last night. I told them you were chill don;t overthink things its just been blazed. Though i might lay off smoking to much its pretty intense or roll way smaller joints in hindsight. I was trained to never tap out to achieve that super psychedelic cannabis trip honestly was nice getting baked in nature and reflecting on how life led me to this moment. I hope the cannabis managed to detox some of the psychedelic wiring out of my brain. it truly is getting stronger the more i trip.

She said i was the best club in the city aswell lmao my songs man will fuck your shit up while baked love deep house out of holland.
 
i fucking love weed man was so euphoric lying in bed chilling to music really took me a on deep meditative journey
I’m with you brother. It’s my favorite drug and the most useful to me. I feel blessed that I get the effects from it that I do instead of the anxiety many people report. In fact I get the opposite, I’m more anxious sober and it helps me with that quite a bit. It also helps calm me down if I get worked up and angry, and helps me get restful sleep. And now with delta 8 thc I’m able to stay medicated all day with a relatively clear head.
I love everything about it. I even love non psychoactive weed like CBD hemp.
A joint would still get me really high since i usually just take a couple hits off the bong and I’m good.
 
This time i did not get anxiety! I was using my LSD enhanced rewiring to hack control. I was anxious before smoking and just felt relaxed and chilled and just looked out for my friends cause they not use to high potency skunk walked them back and let them know not to worry they aint been weird or anything. Overthinking on cannabis can be a battle. I was just tapping into the love and light of inner being and enjoying the music on this rare ocassion i can smoke up to feel some joy.
 
Yeah man, you're lucky it hasn't changed for you. For many years it was just like that for me, anti-anxiety, chill every time, my favorite drug by far. In the last few years it has changed dramatically. I still love it and have some profound experiences on it sometimes but it is NOT anti-anxiety at all. I have to be careful when I use it and if I feel any underlying anxiety it is going to make it way worse. It would be amazing if I could unwind at the end of the day with weed, but I'd rather be sober usually. Well, I'd rather take things I shouldn't than be sober. But I'm finally getting that under control.
 
I feel you man i usually get mad anxiety. I had not smoked since dec but will use weed as a special thing to destress once every couple weeks to just have fun and take time out for myself rather than just always stressed and doing so much work. And met another really cool girl her thesis is on micro dosing. But she never done psychedelics. This uni has a drug license i wish they offered me the cannabis extraction master project for chemistry though would of been fun. But i guess saving the marine ecology and climate is more important and thats what the universe wants me to do.
 
I know smoking weed is not recomended while tripping but if anyone here is brave enough I do recommend smoking some CBD while tripping. For me it still makes the trip stronger without increasing the anxiety.
I usually don’t smoke regular weed while tripping until after the peak when I’m trying to get back some of that sparkle.
Last summer I went hiking on a half tab and forgot to bring weed with me, but I did have a couple hemp joints. A couple hours into the trip I wanted a little boost in effects so I smoked one of the joints and the synergy was wonderful. The tiny bit of THC in hemp was able to make the trip a little stronger while the CBD calmed down any uncomfortable effects that weed usually gives a trip.
 
One of my problems with smoking on tripping is that i push it to hard with the lung capacity LSD gives you. So will just smoke and smoke til im totally gone from planet earth which leads to utter confusion and inability to let go. I use to push the limits to much and know that my mind just handle the amount of really heavy combos i use to do in the past.
 
I smoke 24/7.
It was the miracle cure for my insomnia back in the day. Of course it comes back anytime I stop.
Don't even remember what that was like at this point....
And now I smoke all the time because my non-stoned mind is a massive hyper critical asshole that will metaphorically immolate myself.
 
self control is something i lack 100%. I can not stop myself. I wish i could then i would be able to so much more functioning nights. Though last trip i smoked on had like 6 puffs on half a tab and it sent me into a heavy spiraling trip for a while. was with some dudes not on acid aswell who were smoking up and giving me some puffs as we walked along the beach. but if its my own weed lol i will smoke til my entire stash is gone.
 
Sometimes I worry that my smoking is contributing to my anxiety.
But I am very aware of the thought cycles that lead me here. They were going to happen anyways.
When I go traveling I can totally stop with no problem. There is something so quenching to my
soul about traveling around and seeing the world, it is it's own high.
But I suppose under most conditions the fact I use it to quiet this part of my mind that I should probably
just come to terms with means I am using it as a crutch.
I don't know when the notion that marijuana was my best medicine was lost.
 
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