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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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Well I survived guys I managed to come down quite a bit and get myself together here at work. Cooking has been going fine but I learned a valuable lesson today about double dosing supplements that you've never tried before. My dumbass shouldn't have put myself in the position to have to learn that lesson but it is what it is. Think that in the one scoop range it would probably be good for working out possibly I will try that on my next day off but I will not be using it as a pick me up for work ever again.
 
Yeah I have made a similar mistake a number of times over the years at work. Fortunately now I work from home, but I even did it when I worked in the office. It makes the day really stressful. Sometimes it can work out trying something new for work, but it's not really worth the risk.
 
Working from home is the best thing for your professional drug fiend with corporate cover story…

…but of course most likely his damnation also..
 
Glad you found it man, but I feel yeah on being bummed out about replacing everything. I've done the same thing before a couple of times.

Just got my kettlebell and have been doing a mild workout this afternoon. Doing the exercises with proper form is harder than I thought swinging that thing around. I've been doing cleans and then shoulder press. Snatches and doing curls I'm trying to hit my arms/shoulders the most right now.

Have work at 5:30pm so I'm not trying to go real crazy and then be sore when I get there. I'm really happy I got this tho and it's all gonna work out great by the time I go pick up the 35lb ones next month I will have a good base from working out with this to be ready for it. I already got a nice little endorphin rush going on from what I did already, I drank a protein shake and had a bar so I got like 50 grams entering my system right now. I'm totally back to loving working out, this makes me very happy.
 
At work, we just got signed for some business with a massive multinational client. I could get fired if I tell anyone who it is because they have an incredibly strict secrecy clause (we're not even supposed to tell our partners/spouses). So I won't, but it's pretty cool. We're in our "proving ourselves" phase and if we do really well, we could be their exclusive market research supplier which would be a game changer for my company, it would bring in a HUGE amount of work. So even though I don't do client work anymore, I'm programming these first few projects so I can make sure everything goes 100% smoothly, and so I can develop a template/process for the other programmers do be able to churn out more work with them quickly and efficiently. I've spent the day on that, man I forgot how shit easy it is programming surveys, lol.

Atomic_Decay said:
Working from home is the best thing for your professional drug fiend with corporate cover story…

…but of course most likely his damnation also..
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Fortunately I have always had very good discipline when it comes to work. Working from home is definitely ideal for me, within a short time of moving to a home office, my boss told me that she noticed a distinct improvement in my efficiency and availability. When I worked in the office, when the end of work hours came, I would leave unless it was super busy and I would ignore requests unless super urgent and someone called. But at home, I am frequently on my computer, and I have no commute, so I'm way more willing to do a task whenever. In fact I have to struggle to make myself have boundaries and not just do work at any time, 24/7/365.
 
Xorkoth said:
You called it. Jesus.

Where was it?
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So on Easter my dad picked me up for a family gathering, in the car I said "fuck I forgot my wallet" but apparently I didn't and it ended up onder the seat somehow.
I called him later to look for it but he must've overlooked it.... Today he found it lol.

Replacing everything sucked, it's too long to explain it all but almost every little thing that could've gone wrong did, it was absurd, I was jumping out of my skin.

All good now though, 100 bucks lichter in total but I have my peace with it, hopefully never again
 
I very rarely feel the effects of drugs in dreams, but I have had a couple of dreams where I legitimately tripped. One dream I had, I had an ego death and woke up at the peak of it like WOW!!! That was during phenibut withdrawal, I had the most outrageously vivid and lucid dreams then, and it was also closer to my ibogaine flood, which caused me to have a totally different dream architecture for years.
 
Any drug related dream I have the whole dream is spent procuring the drugs, then figuring out how to hide it in some sketch way as if in real life I’m not a full blown adult and then just as I’m about to relax and get to it I wake up. Blue ball drug dream every time.
 
i started dreaming about MXE even though i can't find it. I was at some mansion with a kg of it lol, All these hippies were chasing me down in this dream tryna steal it off me. In the dream i was snorting shit loads of it i never done it, But the dream effects were fucking amazing lol. In the same dream i also did acid and got my ass handed to me i went into this mega vortex of visuals and heard rap music infact i think it might of taken me back to one of my 2020 trips cause i got teleported to my old place i lived at. Those acid visuals were ruthless as fuck in the dream spot on acid trip. for some reason i have had a urge to do acid lately but don't got the time. Haven't had a acid dream like that in a long time.

Maybe ill get some more acid in the future. I haven't craved acid like this in a while. Nearly a year coming up to my big trip last year. after that all the acid i took was only quarter hits etc. Can't believe all this time has flown by already. Its fucking nearly half way thru the year.

I feel like shit from drinking for a few days again. Cause of loneliness. alochol gives me sore joints
 
stardust.hero said:
Any drug related dream I have the whole dream is spent procuring the drugs, then figuring out how to hide it in some sketch way as if in real life I’m not a full blown adult and then just as I’m about to relax and get to it I wake up. Blue ball drug dream every time.
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Yeah this is almost always how it is for me, too.
 
Funny, all my drug dreams are also about scoring and I can't. Or getting it and waking up. Never had a dream with real drug effects.
 
My girlfriend caught COVID while she was on vacation in Italy. Now they won't let her board the plane and come home for another 7-10 days and she is freaking out needless to say. Has to pay for a hotel for all this extra time now, I'm pretty upset I hope she is gonna be okay. Was looking forward to being reunited with her in a few days, now everything is up in the air. So sick of all this COVID shit it's really such a drag. Thankfully she is asymptomatic and isn't showing any signs of sicknesses yet, and hopefully won't at all.

*Scratch that*

Says she has a sore throat and is starting to becoming achey, what in the fuck.
 
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JackARoe said:
Funny, all my drug dreams are also about scoring and I can't. Or getting it and waking up. Never had a dream with real drug effects.
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Yep almost always for me, too. It's also almost always meth in my dreams. Not opiates, which I actually have a lifelong problem with. ALWAYS meth, which I have done just a handful of times.
 
Xorkoth said:
Damn that sucks man. :( At least she isn't feeling really sick.

I'm so sick of covid, too.
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Room for + a big another? Very directly personally though.

It's top rank terms of life impact every level vs any/every other thing in life.

Has society imagined...past the worst. Returning to... etc?

I believe it is now simply stealthily very rampant, grossly underreported. Vastly misunderstood.



But....Drug dreams!

Lol, fuck, you lot man. Ever since, my drug dreams, I have dropped more LSD than my sense would lead me to in waking reality.

Never actually scoring drugs lol. The trips are so vivid, lifelike but extra kalaideskopic and interdimensional. Kind of flashbacks in a way.

It became a dreamtime norm virtually, v v messy dreams too.

Exstacy too. I would wake up, feeling actually high on exstacy smoke weed be buzzing all day.

I am rarely not tripping in my dreams, I never even think about scoring any drugs or effort towards taking enough.
 
Oh no, Charlie - that sucks! That's an awful situation. I'm glad to hear that she's not feeling too sick, though.
 
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