Ya its been about 5hrs since I had a meal. Fried eggs and curry fried rice, with a bowl of grapes an blueberries.... the fried rice made an appearance not long ago and Im doubting my choice for such a spicy meal pre trip lol .. I grab some healthy snacks for later and I have fruits and veggies ready to go. Figured just something I can nibble on and put down
So I dropped a little later than I would have liked but whats an hour at this point. Ive accepted Ill be up all night anyways lol ...
In high school we used to listen to the album Vegas by The Crystal Method. A lot lol
When we started tripping regularly we kinda made a silly tradition that we would drop about 1 min into High Roller when he says: "Alright, you are go".
So ~387 ug 1a (that one's for you
@AutoTripper hehe
... it was 4 tabs minus a corner from when I tested it upon receipt) under the tongue, when prompted lol
Ill eat the m in about an hour, got a redose of some mde for 90 minutes after, if I see fit (who am I kidding lol).. figured itll etend the roll with even less side effects.
Gonna get off here and prep the fire before things get too swirly lol
(Its only been 15 minutes but I swear Im getting first alerts lol)
Haha, thanks for the humour mate, have an excellent one. I love ALD, only taken it twice- 200 ug with 33 (lol, it was a third) ug 1cP.
2nd time 250/2.5 ALD tabs,
Both magical, full on trips.
Still have 10.5 tabs in fridge. If I was up to tripping tonight I might grab some as it’s the gentlest.
Just walked my mum to the local Hospital A&E after she woke me up at 12.15 am, we’ve both long Covid for months and she has dangerously high blood pressure and heart fibrillation.
I so didn't feel like getting outta bed, no food yesterday, majorly depressed atm too, I was looking into the idea of simply giving up communicating, I think it would do me good, I need to kill off a few personas within me that ate just habitual and ultimately cruddy.
I could do it too. Like, Im so damn self-secure, especially in any social/human company setting, I’d not be uneasy keeping it zipped, I'd not shy from eye contact, exhibit any slight body language awkwardness.
I’d be able to break protocol by free choice, out of respect at times, necessary formalities.
I feel I could stick to necessary formalities. Stop my silly loudmouth forever fallingbon deaf ears.
We have a right to be mute you know. Like Syd, partly for similar reasons I feel, except my brain is intact, fully present, fully communicable at will.
But so secure again, Im literally fed up of talking, thinking, expressing. It’s all become so meaningless round in circles.
Gonna need some drugs though. Had Etiz 2 hrs ago to comfort me to jump out of bed and quickly treat allergies, dress and take a chilly midnight walk to the hospital.
I wasn’t allowed past reception so back home, tired AF just had cannabis edibles, I would drink some kava but had 52 grams on empty tummy yest afternoon before semi sleeping all day skipping food.
@tired of crap real sorry bro, don’t want to put you on a downer, just being real in the moment as always.
If I wasn’t so tired, exhausted and stressed, even with my mum up the road, I’d just drop or plug a load of tabs. My body just can’t take it atm, nervous system and fatigue.