phenethylo J
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Allot of it has to do with with health problems like my chronic pain and such, also allot has to do with the overal situation of were I'm at in right now, one of many things; feeling that I'm not gonna make it to grad school. I keep trying in mainy ways to fix shit but it doesn't work which makes me feel worse. I do feel a good psychedelic will help although I run the risk of a bad trip right now; from past my experiences it's the bad trips the end up teaching you the most.

), hopefully I'll find work sooner rather than later so I can get back to using shit they test for. I mean yeah I have some decent stuff now I can use, but I'd like to explore benzos more thoroughly in the near future, and I might actually be getting that 4-meo-pcp I ordered a couple months back soon (the vendor is supposedly reliable, but after all this time I'm kinda skeptical I'll ever see the stuff).
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