☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

[CatfishRivers]

i do feel bad picking out those ketamine boogers. They still have so much goods in them.

want to see and hear something cool?
ocean

lol k boogz...even with just my meager 50 mg I had a couple of those and wondered if i should just stick them back in my nose lol

that video was awesome! I love that style of guitar, sort of like John Fahey or James Blackshaw...thanks

welp time to shower before football starts! since my team doesn't play until tomorrow night, it's all about my fantasy football teams today. If I win in all 3 leagues today then I am in first in all 3 leagues! One league has a golden football trophy and I want to hold it for the year sooooooo much! hahahah I need to get really high for tomorrow's game tho, cause the higher I am the easier it is to project my mind tendrils through the tv screen and onto the actual playing field where I am able to block field goals with my mind. Gotta get the brain lubed and ready to block some balls! hahaha I love controlled delusions! So much fun to believe in hahaha

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

yep gabe.
and another thing i didnt like
i was smoking blend before i "came up" on the dxm
fell asleep
woke up fucked up
went back to sleep
dxm is shit, it just makes moving around harder and makes you confused.
wow ED is full of people who are completely retarded
some of the people in there make me wonder if this is true even though i know its not

 

[CatfishRivers]

the after ecstasy brain needs more hot lava in it, obviously. Needs to be topped off...

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

id really like to see a brain after dxm
i can pound down a half g of mdma in a night and i felt fine after i got more sleep.
this shitty DXM, and i feel perma-retarded.
i feel like i should be in special ed.
granted thats probably where most dxm users are anyway

 

[Delsyd]

or maybe plain brain jut needs to chill

 

[daysonatrain]

express is the best way to go.
IMO it is less sketchy because they are trying to get it to you asap so that is the #1 priority and you have a pretty good view of what is happening via tracking.

/topic bordering on naughty

thanks delsyd, i figured it was getting close but didnt think it crossed over into being against the rules.

which, for some reason, kept reminding me of the same good pleasurable sensation/pressure in the back of my jaw feeling i get from drinking orange juice. does anyone else get the oj happy jolt feeling too? it wakes me up just like caffeine does actually...mmm hot chocolate and more yummy baked carrot cranberry walnut bread.mmmmmmmm. i feel like i am having good thing overload here...hahah

i get that catfish, but cant say i enjoy it, its more like a shock that makes me wince, im hypoglycemic and it usually happens in the morning after not eating in a while.

Haha, probably within the borders of naughty and all but we give leniency because it's not a thread made by a greenlighter for that specific purpose but buried in the social and asked by a legitimate member.

beautiful day in Maine PD, hows everyone?

 

[Delsyd]

i think the point youre miing about DXM is that you have to hit the right dose. Reach the right plateau or whatever.
Then the positive of the mental effects will out weigh the negatives.

On ketamine you feel kind of fucked in the body too, but in a very pleasant way. And it only lasts a couple hours.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

uhh
no
id rather have the shittiest comedown i ever had from nights of methylphenidate and amphetamine and shit than feel perma-special the way i do now.
dxm is pure shit, thats been my position on it for a while and now i shall never need to attempt to convince myself otherwise.

derp

 

[Delsyd]

you know, i agree with you.
some like it and some dont.
You fall into the latter category, which is fine.
But dont talk shit when others talk about taking it.
Please

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

alright fine diggity
fine
BUT
if someone steals it, i shall tell them they shouldnt steal. i actually paid for the fuckers.
i am gonna try to go to sleep or something

 

[CatfishRivers]

id really like to see a brain after dxm
i can pound down a half g of mdma in a night and i felt fine after i got more sleep.
this shitty DXM, and i feel perma-retarded.
i feel like i should be in special ed.
granted thats probably where most dxm users are anyway

I said this here before already, but the semester I did dxm almost every single day at college, I got a 4.0 and even with 5 extra credits (of course I skipped most of my classes that I could skip tho lol). Just sayin' dxm doesn't make a person stupid de facto. It did the opposite for me and my friends. We got very creative and would make albums, collages, and role play crazy skits in costumes and stuff...rarely a dull moment during those dxm daze.

I think some people just get it in their head that being high is supposed to feel one way, whatever way it happens to be that they have already fallen in love with, and then just fail to appreciate other highs because they are on some level comparing it against another high that maybe not always is a fair comparison and strips you of enjoying the experience for what it is. It's just something I've noticed in a few friends who seem to worship 1 or 2 drugs, and never seem to enjoy the others much. To me each one is enjoyable even in just the sense of getting to experience it and learn what it is like. But to each his own I guess, just a theory...

 

[Delsyd]

have yo been up since last nigh?

 

[CatfishRivers]

not me, I slept like a baby and woke up glowin'...but I think yer askin' LMA.

hahah this reminds me of yesterday when someone waved at the a&p and i thought they knew my grandmother who i had taken shopping, but she didn't notice so not to be rude I waved back, and sure enough someone behind me then starts calling to the woman who i thought was waving our way lol...

 

[Delsyd]

To me each one is enjoyable even in just the sense of getting to experience it and learn what it is like. But to each his own I guess, just a theory...

i feel the same way.

except the ones that i dont want to try

 

[tBirdee]

uhh
no
id rather have the shittiest comedown i ever had from nights of methylphenidate and amphetamine and shit than feel perma-special the way i do now.
dxm is pure shit, thats been my position on it for a while and now i shall never need to attempt to convince myself otherwise.

derp

DXM is pure shit FOR YOU.

That said I don't really like it either...

 

[phenethylo J]

I have so much pain, confusion, and sufforing in my life right now; I could really use a breakthrough psychedelic trip to organise the peices.

 

[CatfishRivers]

i feel the same way.

except the ones that i dont want to try

hahaha yeah I am not sure I have encountered many I am reluctant to try under the right circumstances and right time in my life...I've lately been growing more and more curious about Kambo Sticks (frog venom that causes extreme discomfort but gives way to feelings of being cleansed and rejuvenated) but where you have to sort of burn your arm first and then apply the venom there, which seems to leave a scar from what Ive read...but it sounds like something I want to experience at least once!

But my point is not to think in absolutes about it all and you'll be open to having a wider spectrum of experiences, instead of a more limited either/or way of deciding a substances worth and potential.

 

[alantis360]

uhh
no
id rather have the shittiest comedown i ever had from nights of methylphenidate and amphetamine and shit than feel perma-special the way i do now.
dxm is pure shit, thats been my position on it for a while and now i shall never need to attempt to convince myself otherwise.

derp

yeah if you really despise dxm that much, dont expect to enjoy k at all. Maybe dissociatives are just not for you. Although I never feel as "special" as you describe when i come down I would never take a ritalin or amp comedown over a dxm one. To each your own though I guess...

 

[CatfishRivers]

I have so much pain, confusion, and sufforing in my life right now; I could really use a breakthrough psychedelic trip to organise the peices.

sorry to hear that. Are you able to address the pain and suffering in any tangible ways that might help reduce the stress and suffering you are experiencing?

 

[daysonatrain]

I have so much pain, confusion, and sufforing in my life right now; I could really use a breakthrough psychedelic trip to organise the peices.

sometimes psychedelics are not the best thing to be using in times of great emotional stress. sometimes. at times they have done a good job of showing me perspective and helping me pull myself out of ruts my mind has been stuck in. though at others, usually when i was quite depressed, they have sucked me into a whirlwind of negative thoughts and hallucinations, not a fun time exactly.

make sure your in a steady mind state before taking anything too mind blowing. meditate, exercise and eat well a few days (or at least the same day) before.

hope things get better for you soon, peace