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Sometimes it bums me out to come in the PD social thread and see so much talk about meth/amps, smack, coke, etc. Isn't this the psychedelics forum?

Obviously everyone is free to do what they want, but one of the biggest things I've learned from psychs is that life is a gift and you should cherish it and take good care of yourself. I've never done a whole lot of 'hard' drugs or whatever but I used to fuck around with yayo a good bit and had a minor habit/problem going, which I quickly realized the stupidity of when I started doing more psychs. Not trying to preach but everyone who hangs out around here are great people and I just want you guys to look after yourself. It also seems like a lot of you guys mention how unhappy you are a lot. There is a connection.


Wow sorry.. not trying to come off all high n mighty, but I don't really know how else to say it, and it's always on my mind when I come around here.
 
I cut back on the amps
i'm gonna be right back on soon, but i'm perfectly OK with my drog use
say eyyo for yayo
 
effingcustie said:
guess i just miss the days when PD social was all folks talking about dmt and love & light
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Speaking of which, I'm planning on another DMT trip in the near future. In one of my chem lectures they keep talking about the indole structure and every time the name indole is spoken I'm just like mmmmmm. Maybe this weekend I will feel up for it, I could use an explosion of beauty at the moment.

Just got done with my first phys org test, was difficult but think I did fairly alright.

Also: I echo custie's thoughts

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I'm sorry if I put people off with my talk of opiate abuse.. I just like you guys and that's something going on in my life right now. I like you guys just because you're cool people so I post here and not much in other places, I personally get a lil squirmy hearing people refer to "the light" and all that but we can all be friends despite our differences :) Honestly frequent use of psychedelics does it's own type of harm sometimes too. Everyone here is what others might refer to as poly-drug abusers, just of different flavors lol. Yes this is the psychedelics forum, but it's the social thread. We can talk about whatever we please here.

Yes myself and others do talk about being unhappy a lot.. sorry I guess.. I've never been a happy person. I've had people that make me happy but that's always fleeting.



And how does it feel to IV that muddy looking water (or are you using a different ROA)? I should be shootin' it up myself pretty soon for the first time, the thought makes me a bit uneasy, but the speedball is calling me.
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It's not any more murky looking than a fat shot of powder dope, I make sure to use lots of water to minimize harm to my veins. Just filter and use like 80 units of agua and its not gross at all.
 
I don't mind reading about amps or coke use, it gives me insight into a culture I've never participated in. Of course we're all poly-drug users, but of a different type I like to think. I don't like reading about someone shooting up either... But I'd rather hear about it than not hear about it you nah mean? /Ghostface

Earlier today I took a caffeine pill for the first time *gasp* I know, I know, madness, but I ended up getting none of my essay done like I had planned.

Ended up talking to a friend who's traveling in eastern Europe about politics, philosophy, computing, Wu-tang solo albums, cocaine and hookers. You know, the IMPORTANT things in life, instead of you know... doing anything productive. On a similar note, he told me he wants to go on one last "anything" binge for the end of his trip, and all I could really tell him was to research what he can get safely where he is (prolly some benzos or codeine OTC) gauge the risks, and enjoy himself if that's what he wants to do. Sometimes that's all that can be done, and looking back it probably was better than doing the essay, which can wait being due in the afternoon tomorrow, and only a 1% deduction per day even if I don't get it done... 'Cus dats wut friends are 'fo, ya know?

I'm somewhat craving some kind of opiate as well, was looking at some poppy seeds last week, but it's probably not worth it. Might order some pods, as I hear that's the sure ticket, but I'm a bit put off by the duration. Do you really nod out for like 10+ hours and are sedated into the next day? I'm going to try Mckenna's "vegetable television" recipe before I do that though, both because their contra-indicated with the MAOI and because I want to smash my ego before massaging it. There ya go, from the darkness to the light, that's PD social in a nut-er yopo shell :)
 
effingcustie said:
It also seems like a lot of you guys mention how unhappy you are a lot. There is a connection. .
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I totally agree with you. I've noticed that when PD Social is talking about psychedelics, there are genuine sort of conversation, but when its opiates/amphetamines/etc, it seems like everyones posting these non sequitirs that are unrelated to anyone elses post, but more kinda talking to ourselves online.

Personally, at this moment in my life, I'm the happiest I've been, almost forever. Mainly, the horrible crutch of drugs has gone, no opiates, no benzos, no seizures, and its great. Drug addiction seems absurd, like intentionally cutting your foot off and choosing to become a cripple. At least thats my thoughts...
 
Don't get me wrong nearjat, my feelings are more from a place of concern than annoyance or being put off. I don't exactly post That much in here anyway, but when I come reading through and see the trouble I just get concerned is all. And I realize you guys know for the most part exactly what you are doing. Idk.. I just want everything to be peachy and full of happiness and rainbows or at least dealing with the pitfalls and stressful aspects of life in other ways than shutting it out through chemical means. But then again I don't know y'alls lives that well and I have had an extremely fortunate time on this planet so I can't say much. I have no idea what I am trying to say, have just woken up haha.
 
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Yeah, of course you all can talk about whatever you want here. I'm just saying all this cuz I want the best for you guys and it's not gonna come if you choose a shot of dope over actually making an effort to deal with the things that make you unhappy. But I'm sure you already know that so I'll shut up now.
 
Don't worry I really appreciate the concern, but you are right saying that I know that already haha ;) There's tons of shit making me unhappy that I need to deal with. I just don't know how. But everything will be ok.
 
Dosing pretty high w/some more of the Yellow Sunshine (wonderfully pure, high-dosed LSD-25. white on white blotter) tomorrow evening. On my last high dose I noticed some vasoconstriction in the hands and genitals, which is a fairly new problem for me (happened once before candyflipping -- taking a piss hurt like a motherfucker), and I believe it led to my headache. I mean, my hands always feel a little "short-tendoned" (harder to make a fist), and have through everything from other LSD trips to mescaline to 2cx, but this was more visually noticeable. And the genital vasoconstriction just sucks for obvious reasons -- makes sexy time during the peak a bit more of a challenge to accomplish. Anyway, I usually just smoke a bowl and the vasoconstriction eases, but as tomorrow will be pretty high dosage wise I'm thinking of keeping some aspirin on hand with my several grams of good smoke. I remember hearing an urban legend in one circle a time ago saying that taking aspiring with LSD can really fuck with certain receptors in the brain.... doesn't make any sense to me from what I know of both compounds, but I just figured I'd check and see if anyone could confirm or deny.

Also. This October has been beautiful weather for pushing the boundaries. So far.
 
^ Can't confirm or deny, but I've also never heard of anyone having vasoconstriction issues with LSD. Are you sure it's caused by the 'cid? I have always understood that LSD generally doesn't have any serious physiological side-effects.

willow11 said:
I've noticed that when PD Social is talking about psychedelics, there are genuine sort of conversation, but when its opiates/amphetamines/etc, it seems like everyones posting these non sequitirs that are unrelated to anyone elses post, but more kinda talking to ourselves online.
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Interesting observation. Although, I post a lot of totally random thoughts and ideas here, and I only take psyches.
 
Axed said:
Everything is clearer in hindsight, eh?
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To an extent, yes, but I personally felt that in the midst of addiction, life was terribly fucking hard. Of course, there are differing degrees of addiction, but my own path went from fooling around to straight up desperation really quickly. I knew how miserable life was then and there, no hiding from it. In hindsight, I actually don't know how I survived it, but I know I can never go back to it. It will be my end if I do...

Anyhow, enough grimness :)

Glorior Belli- They Call Me Black Devil

Ooh, blues/black metal...
 
^ Cool tune, I love bluesy rock vibes. BTW willow, have you checked out Younger Brother / Vaccine yet? I'd be interested to know what you think.
 
^No, I haven't, I didn't actually know it existed until now. Having a listen on youtube now...

I love this quote.
Carl Sagan said:
From this distant vantage point, the Earth might not seem of any particular interest. But for us, it's different. Look again at that dot. That's here, that's home, that's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there – on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.
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