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LSDMDMA&9981522 said:
I accidentally 30mg 2CB
custie arent you the guy who doesnt liek fear and loathing in las vegas?
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the movie? yeah.. i thought it was pretty stupid. the book is one of my favorite pieces of writing though. in general i just don't really like drug movies that are like TOTALLY TRIPPED OUT MAN and get everything wrong. i really got the feeling that the director of fear and loathing has never taken a psychedelic.
 
Gah, fucking nightmares! I had one where I was booted from my work and basically my planned career/life was ruined. I'm under a lot of work stress these days, which is probably why I'm having them. Bloody hell.
 
Fuckkkk I think waaay too much sometimes. I'm so confused... :(

I just keep thinking and thinking, until I find something that I can't understand, and then my brain relentlessly forces me to try to understand it, but sometimes I just can't do it!

I think myself into a bottomless well of confusion.
 
^ Unfortunately I don't think I could ever put it into words. I'm thinking about how thought itself works, basically. Kind of like my brain trying to look at itself in the mirror, I guess? :D



I wish I could show you guys my 15 y.o. sister's music. But, we share the same last name, and I don't want to compromise my anonymity. You guys really wouldn't believe her though. This kid in 10th grade producing this wicked awesome electronic music that's beyond 99% of anything on the market today. Hah, you'll never believe me, though...

Maybe I'll try and make an anonymous MP3 upload, if there's a demand.
 
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TheAppleCore said:
Fuckkkk I think waaay too much sometimes. I'm so confused... :(

I just keep thinking and thinking, until I find something that I can't understand, and then my brain relentlessly forces me to try to understand it, but sometimes I just can't do it!

I think myself into a bottomless well of confusion.
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Yeah this is a bad place to be :\

Good hip hop lyric about that

I am one of the strong, but also in the same trap
Exercising my brain
Realizing that pain will be arriving
If I dive into the cesspool of my mind

-Eyedea- "Void (internal theory)
TheAppleCore said:
^ Unfortunately I don't think I could ever put it into words. I'm thinking about how thought itself works, basically. Kind of like my brain trying to look at itself in the mirror, I guess? :D



I wish I could show you guys my 15 y.o. sister's music. But, we share the same last name, and I don't want to compromise my anonymity. You guys really wouldn't believe her though. This kid in 10th grade producing this wicked awesome electronic music that's beyond 99% of anything on the market today. Hah, you'll never believe me, though...

Maybe I'll try and make an anonymous MP3 upload, if there's a demand.
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There's totally a demand. As in, I DEMAND to hear it :)
 
nearjat said:
I am one of the strong, but also in the same trap
Exercising my brain
Realizing that pain will be arriving
If I dive into the cesspool of my mind

-Eyedea- "Void (internal theory)
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Nice. Yeah, I seem to recall hearing those lyrics -- I'm pretty sure you linked us to the track? Good stuff. I'd never heard psychedelic hip-hop before. :D

There's totally a demand. As in, I DEMAND to hear it :)
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Aye, I will promptly begin bugging her for an MP3. :)
 
I'd like to hear your sisters music too, TAC. Anyway, we know her last name is Core too, what, do you think we're STUPID??? ;)
 
TheAppleCore said:
Fuckkkk I think waaay too much sometimes. I'm so confused... :(

I just keep thinking and thinking, until I find something that I can't understand, and then my brain relentlessly forces me to try to understand it, but sometimes I just can't do it!

I think myself into a bottomless well of confusion.
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Aye, I've spent quite a bit of time in that place as well.


Anyway, the thing was pretty cool, gotta go to some family dinner so I can't explain too much at the moment. The tiny tiny bit of 2c-e I took was totally overpowered by the H (I scraped the little bits of residue off all the old bags I had, and got pretty decent off of it). Oh, also picked up Era Extraña, I like me some Neon Indian.

I've also spent 50% of my allotted October money, and it's only the second (no drugs purchased yet either, well unless you count some beer and a pack of Lucky Strikes, which I've never actually seen sold anywhere before...yet a Chinese restaurant sells them).
 
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I'm being smothered by nostalgia at the moment. The past feels really close, time is folded and just beneath the now is some really magical epoch of my life. I feel like I could walk right into it....

...actually, this is making me feel really sad. I wish I could rewind back to 2001 when I was 19 and on the verge of the chaos that has defined my latter years and try and steer a different path. Life feels like a really surreal dream. I cannot understand how I could have experienced things which were so purely good and true, and yet wind up in situations that were really dark and demeaning. Meh. Fuck regrets. The thing is, the chaos is the good bit...:|

Well, I have a little over 1 week left in Melbourne and then I'm away. Gonna forge some new good memories :)
 
So some of the cooler installations included slinkys on a ladder with amplified sound, a traveling karaoke cart, some tripped out analog synth performance in a park (I got a free cassette from'em, will listen to it tonight), and an icecream truck (which sold delicious icecream, the song done for it was the thing being presented though), and an improvised jazz performance. There were some other neat things, some things I couldn't appreciate due to inebriation (ya'know, booze and opiates probably wasn't the best combo for art appreciation) or whatevs. Pieces ranged from goofy fun with random noises, explorations of things with spoken word, music, or sound effects to influence mood and engender thought, to the super-pretentious. Fun stuff.

I've been thinking that while going out and doing things ends up being pretty pricey, it positively impacts life quality which is more than I can say about my pricier drug habits. On the other hand, I have no one to go out and do such things with, and chillin' with junkie and tweaker folk is the whole of my social life (plus the shit just feels good), so yeah, the brunt of my funding will continue to go into that.
 
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What is this art show you speak of Never? Sounds pretty awesome!

Finally got my hands on some black tar :) Cutting my habit from 60 dollars a day to about 10 haha. Praise da lord! (of highly addictive drugs)
 
nearjat said:
What is this art show you speak of Never? Sounds pretty awesome!

Finally got my hands on some black tar :) Cutting my habit from 60 dollars a day to about 10 haha. Praise da lord! (of highly addictive drugs)
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Sound Walk, an annual sound art event in Long Beach. The best part was that I got this really awesome free cassette from some multi-artist, accoustic synth collaboration under the Lavish Womb label, called Synth Cult. I have been totally walking around the streets listening to it on an old Walkman. Anyway, here's a pic from part of their setup at the event (they had a few of these sorts of contraptions with artists inside https://picasaweb.google.com/114069173998286668355/Tonebutcher?authkey=Gv1sRgCLr8nN3av_rjEQ#5658803479013927618

And how does it feel to IV that muddy looking water (or are you using a different ROA)? I should be shootin' it up myself pretty soon for the first time, the thought makes me a bit uneasy, but the speedball is calling me.
 
It can't be healthy to IV street drugs... you don't know if they're cut, and if so, what they're cut with. Or if it was just an impure synth. I certainly wouldn't advise it.
 
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