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Do you feel like ass cuz you ate a kpin, or did you eat a kpin cuz you feel like ass? lol

haha i'm digging that shit, llama-- I really never listen to music like that, but I've been omnomming amps again todays and its oddly comforting to me in this state.

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WTF mang...

nuke just posted this link in ADD. It's a study re: MDMA, and its blowing my mind. What is going on here? It claims that MDMA increased dopamine in the brains of mice that don't have dopamine transporters.

Huh?

MDMA is really strange stuff, man. I thought it's pharmacology was strange even before I saw this latest evidence.

Apparently:

In the striatum, MDMA increased extracellular dopamine in wild mice, mice that don't have dopamine transporters, mice that don't have serotonin transporters, but not in mice that have neither type of transporter. Apparently it also slightly increases extracellular serotonin in mice that don't even have serotonin transporters!

That's pretty big news, if you ask me. Apparently we need to revise our explanation of how this stuff works..
 
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naw, i took a kpin becuase i felt like ass.
i did 120mg+30mg DXM last night, not enough to get real ridiculously high you knwo?
now you see why i like that kinda shit.
i'm rather impaired atm so i'll be back.
i need a smoke, or 15.
i'm gonna pass out before i end up doing dex because whenever i get benzod up at my house i want to do dex (?) when benzos+dex=fail
im going ot sleep, maybe i'll dream of being happy for once.
 
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Want to know what's sad? Buying quite a few balloons of H and not getting any discount :(.

But enough sad talk, tonight is gonna be a good night! Instead of buying super cheap liquor I splurged and got some pretty decent pastis because I felt like it (clearly I am a master of budgeting). Actually it's not a horrible financial decision, cheaper to nod on H + booze than just plain H.
 
I drank and danced from 5pm to 9pm... danced a lot. My wife and I came home and she crashed (she had a lot of fun at the show). Got home at 10, took about 65 mg MXE over the last half hour and smoked a bowl... waiting for the mxe and bowl to kick in. first time smoking weed in like two months... gonna be crazy. (not worried about the mxe, I've taken 40 mg twice with a mildly enjoyable result, this increase shouldnt blow my mind and its not physically dangerous, and I already danced off the booze and ate some food before taking the mxe). remember kids, I'm a big guy, don't do this at home (although i am at my own home now, i can do this at my own home). Gonna feel fun in like 20 min lol. Time to watch some american dad.
 
you know that feeling when you are up in the morning from a unexpected long trip (like not slept all night at all) and you re supposed to act all normal to other people and make up excuses maybe, like i drank a little too much last night and so on, jsut to explain the tiredness?

funny thing is im still feeling a bit goofy. damn that proscaline, ill never get to figure this one out. my back hurts a bit and all id want now is to curl up in bed and be warm. but nooo, gotta be all responsible and shit, go help people, get ready for work on monday, and work on the research paper.

ah well.
yucatanboy, how did the trip go in the end? you sounded like on the edge of a beautiful night
 
That much, impressive, were you using pure powder or something? I can't imagine tapering from such a high dose though. That must of taken some serious fortitude.

I was taking prescribed tablets as well as black market/diverted tablets. No powder, thank god...I'd been tapering for about 3 years, which lessened the w/d, though I had multiple seizures during thisss.. Ultiamtely, I feel better, more alive and whatnoot.
 
Coming down with a fat cold, need lots ov echinacea and vitamin C, hopefully the anti-oxidants in this wine will help too. Don't fail me now immune system!
 
Well it's wonderful to here you've kicked habit successfully willow, after 3 whole years of tapering to finally be completely off, that must feel good to have accomplished that. Is anxiety/insomnia or whatever you were prescribed them for something you can deal with more effectively now?


you know that feeling when you are up in the morning from a unexpected long trip (like not slept all night at all) and you re supposed to act all normal to other people and make up excuses maybe, like i drank a little too much last night and so on, jsut to explain the tiredness?

I don't really talk to people often, so unless I'm acting warm and friendly I can ignore/avoid folks and seem normal. Haha. Though when doing 4-meo-pcp which kept me up the night and left me somewhat impaired the next day I'd just say I drank a lil' too much (actually that's my catch all excuse), of course the folks think I'm an alcoholic or something 'cause of it. 8)
 
^I was prescribed diazepam for anxiety/PTSD; it helped of course, but bought back a whole host of other issues...I've been doing drug rehab, hypnosis/counselling so I can truly face the world without shaking with fear...:\

But yeah, I feel I can deal with anxiety better now, things like meditation, spirituality have helped me, but moreso- psychedelics have helped me confront genuine repressed memories and made me aware that what had happened to me wasn't my own fault...

Anyhow, yeahaaaa- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyEao-K480Q

Drinking a low carb beer, tastes yummy. Well not drinking, I just downed 3 in 3 respective gulps, now to nurse another...Peash :)
 
watched american dad, passed out for a bit, woke up super floaty :) (i think thats the mxe, i fell asleep for the come-up) I had to have some tums and yogurt, had some stomach acid from today, i drank screwdrivers and beer earlier and had In N Out (tasted awesome at the time). Feeling relatively good, a little beat up and tired. Its wierd when the night kicks ass so early (It was some great music and then we left the party when it ended before 9?! because it was at a public park).

Took some ibuprofen, since my back feels a bit jacked (I was dancing for four hours! thats my exercise for the day, lol! I gotta remember to stretch before rocking out). hope it doesn't hurt tomorrow.

Edit: gotta say, these local djs kicked ass. One of the best banging techno sets I've heard in a looong time (although he opened up with a disco house track I recognized: Tim Deluxe - It just won't do (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-G4A0NZqPo). True burningman quality set. I wish it was blasting from Robot heart. He also had one amputated leg and was holding his toddler son for some of the set. Dude was a badass. After him a dj spun some progressive hous, a dj spun bumpin breaks before that. SOOO much fun.

MXE is fun.
 
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lol @ cats

I just thought my cat was having like a serious problem, he was kind of sitting there dry heaving. I was like "Oh noez!"

Then all of a sudden, he vomits a giant hairball onto the ground, sniffs it, looks at me for a second, then walks into the other room like "hey bro, clean this shit up for me". :D
 
Howdy llamaman

how's shitz?

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The robits....... @_@

Prepare for the coming attack.
 
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