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^^ I hope so too man <3 Sending positive thoughts to you...

Bluuberry, thanks for the words and tips. :) I have been gargling salt water, which helps. My strep test came back negative, which is good, but something is going on in there. The doctor told me that in 80% of the cases where a man comes in describing a swollen uvula, it's after a heavy night if drinking (and other dehydrating drugs I presume though he did not mention those specifically), and then intense snoring all night. I know I tend to snore when I sleep on my back, and that night I passed out om the couch on my back, No idea if I snored or not but my girlfriend tells me I sometimes do if I lay on my back. And he said because of the irritation of it, people who are prone to canker sores will get them after that, So it's good I don't have strep, but at least the antibiotics he gave me "just in case" would have made it go away in like 2 days. Canker sores that get constantly agitated take a lot longer to fade, and apparently caused by some COX virus that only some people seem prone to... and I have to eat.

Oh well, first world problems. :)
 
Man, I could have sworn I saw that Llama had posted in here earlier today... but I see no new post now 8(

If you're out there man, we love you!

Thinking of Help?!? too... still haven't seen him round in a while... hope you're alright man.

My thoughts go out to you too pharmakos. I can't identify with having cancer, but I've had a scare in recent months and know that it's nothing you just shrug off. I hope your other ailments clear after your surgery too. It wouldn't surprise me if they did, the human body is weird like that... God knows where so many pains and ailments come from, they seem to come and go like the tide.

As they say at Walgreens when you leave, "Be well," all you PDers.
 
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I heard that Llama dude might be around. Maybe even cruisin' in his Pinto. Who knows.


He did post, though I'm going to presume he attempted to edit it on the mobile site coz the post was deleted (I presume this since I can read it still, and can't see why you'd delete it).

I'm sure he'll be back in haha
 
So... wow, I went TOO hard this weekend. Got some ethylphenidate and methylone, and got snowed in with my girlfriend. I had 15mg of etizolam, since I dislike EPH without it but with it, it's one of my favorite stimulants. But... it makes me very impulsive. I went through a bunch of the methylone, most of the EPH, and all of the etiz between Thursday and Saturday, and then yesterday, I went to go hang out with my friends and play music since I was finally able to leave my house, and we ended up doing more. When I arrived, I took a large dose of EPH, and asked my friend for some etizolam, which I was given 3mg of. We started doing methylone, and my memory was a bit spotty (duh...). I took some 3-MeO-PCP, not sure whether I took it once or twice or the amounts, though my guess is I took about 5mg in 2 increments. Then some impulse seized me and I also took 20mg of 4-HO-MiPT, then promptly forgot I did so. Then we went downstairs to play music... we decided to do it extremely free-form (us all being extremely intoxicated) and have a "musical conversation". My memory came back to me fully about a minute into that, when I suddenly realized I was REALLY, REALLY altered, and I didn't know why right away since I had forgotten about the 4-HO-MiPT addition. Everything was really intense, I was playing music but I didn't know how (we recorded it and it's actually hauntingly beautiful and focused, I love it). But during the experience, I came about as close to freaking out as I have in a long time. I felt different from anything I've ever felt before. It felt like my brain was broken, I felt insane. But at the same time I felt incredibly loose and uninhibited. The state I was in scared me though, especially before I remembered I had taken a psychedelic on top of everything else. It's really hard to describe what it was like, but the feeling had a strong undercurrent of threat to it. I ended up having a good night overall, I slowly came back to myself. I felt better after I dimly remembered taking the MiPT, and went to check and discovered that it was indeed gone. I drank some beer and it helped anchor me. Almost 12 full hours later (like 5am) I was ready to drive home, and I did. When I woke up this morning I felt fried, like I hurt my brain, and I had to work after getting about 3 hours of sleep on top of it. As the day has gone on I feel much better but just doing stuff mentally is definitely harder than usual. I don't usually regret drug-taking but I do regret my brashness this weekend, especially yesterday. I'm pretty sure that one shouldn't ever mix strong dopaminergic drugs with 3-MeO-PCP. I certainly won't again.

And man I need to check myself when I have methylone or ethylphenidate, I really do easily slip into a pattern of abuse...
 
^^ Sorry man. <3

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Wow, that's crazy! I know what you mean about impulsive with ethylphenidate. I've avoided that one since I overdid it a couple of years ago! Intense, man!
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Yeah. I actually had an amazing weekend though, even though my girl didn't take any of the drugs, I was extremely emotionally opened all weekend and she was on my vibe, we got really deep, she revealed some stuff that hurts from her past and cried and I was able to be there for her in a very real way, and we talked about how we feel about each other and how it has developed in the most total and honest way we ever have. It really brought us even closer and we also had tons of fun. For that, I don't regret it at all. But last night was pretty reckless.
 
Old disso habits creeping on me, used 3-meo-pcp 3 nights in a row. Every night I ended up in a some kind of hole after smoking weed. Had some difficult times too but mostly just great time. Almost dosed today too but it's time to take a break..

Amazing substance.

 
Yeh, 3 meo pcp is a lot of fun.
I used it for 4 days straight this past weekend while being snowed in and now I'm also putting it away for a little while.
It's too easy to over use dissociatives. I've been doing that for the past month or so.
 
re: overusing dissociatives... 3-meo in particular seemed to me like it can creep up on ya, and before you know it you've spent a week straight on the shit.
 
What dose of 3-meo-pcp did you take? (maybe twice, as you said).

I've actually come to the conclusion that doses of just 1 or 1.5mg of 3-meo-pcp are quite nice with (long-lasting) dopaminergic drugs like Vyvanse or 2-fma or meth when I'm not actually looking for some kind of hyperfocus--just seems to smooth things out. It doesn't exactly make it easier to relax, but just easier to go with the flow.

Of course I'm not speaking of recreational doses of stimulant (well... not for me, anyway, but stimulants pretty much cease to be recreational for me during the parts of the year that I take my Vyvanse prescription. At least unless I take dosages to absurd--for me--levels).

but I would normally dislike combining a stimulant with MXE, for example--it just leaves me feeling agitated yet impaired.

3-meo-pcp is just so 1-dimensional (but in a good way) --it produces dissociation, but at least at the low dosage range doesn't muddle your thoughts or make you feel physically agitated the way MXE can. Obviously the real contraindication for combinations comes in the form of mania/delusions of grandeur/otherwise losing the plot, as so many people have experienced train wrecks with just excessive use of 3-meo-pcp alone. But of course that's dose-related--and personally, I don't like the way dissociatives make me feel in higher doses. Luckily noopept and/or sunifiram have always been able to neatly abort an experience anytime I begin to feel irritated at how slow my brain moves on dissociatives.

Anyways... I know you didn't really intend to take the 4-ho-met, Xorkoth, but.... Be careful, there. Tryptamines can seriously jack up your blood pressure--and the METs are amongst the physically speediest, even though subjectively I at least never really notice it while on them the way I do with 4-ho-mipt, for example. But combining it with binge amounts of both ethylphenidate and mephedrone--both serious vasoconstrictors and and the ethylphenidate in particular being prone to cause bouts of heavy tachycardia--sounds like the more dangerous combination you tried. You seem to keep yourself in good cardiovascular health, which is good, but I wouldn't be surprised if you an aged to jack your blood pressure up to levels that would scare a doctor--even with the etizolam.
 
It was 4-HO-MiPT actually, not MET. I've combined it with 3-MeO-PCP twice before with positive or neutral results, the first time it actually barely affected me, like the 3-MeO-PCP blocked it. The second time it was very nice. The problem was with the ethylphenidate and methylone. I think all that dopamine combined with 3-MeO's dopaminergic properties and reacted badly. When this came out the first time quite a few years ago and I was given a few doses to test by a friend, I was given a warning not to combine it with anything dopaminergic. I got lax because I had combined it with much smaller amounts of less dopaminergic things before to pretty good effect, so I got careless. And the etizolam led to a decision I wouldn't have made otherwise, which was adding a psychedelic into that cocktail. So, lesson learned. :)

For the record my blood pressure felt fine, physically I was very relaxed in fact, it was just that I felt insane and it was difficult to deal with for a while.

Oh and I really don't know what dose I took, I suspect either 5 or 10mg because when I take it I generally take it 5mg at a time.
 
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Hi. I have a question there's probably no solid answer to, so I figure I'll ask here for opinions. What do you think will happen if someone completely incapable of visualizing things in their mind (No CEV ever, No novel OEV) takes something that is generally speaking guaranteed to generate real hallucinations, such as a 1mg+ LSD dose or smoked DMT?

I'm mainly asking this because the potential answer might be something like it completely blanks all sensory input for the duration, and that might be pretty bad times. I'm not sure how uncommon it is not to be able to visualize anything, but if anyone has any ideas I'd be happy to hear them.
 
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hello PD fellows!

weather here is crazy, more than 10°C, in the middle of january... sun is shining as well. can't remember any winter with these temperatures.

next exam on friday. quantum mechanics again... but today I studied with two girls after the lectures, and now things make more sense than before^^
 
Yeah, here we had Spring-like weather up until the past maybe week and a half, to the point that some plants like bulbs started growing. Then it dropped way down and got down to 9 degrees F (way below 0C) during the nights, and a few days ago it snowed 12 inches. But it's supposed to be in the 60s in a few days.
 
Viv said:
Hi. I have a question there's probably no solid answer to, so I figure I'll ask here for opinions. What do you think will happen if someone completely incapable of visualizing things in their mind (No CEV ever, No novel OEV) takes something that is generally speaking guaranteed to generate real hallucinations, such as a 1mg+ LSD dose or smoked DMT?

I'm mainly asking this because the potential answer might be something like it completely blanks all sensory input for the duration, and that might be pretty bad times. I'm not sure how uncommon it is not to be able to visualize anything, but if anyone has any ideas I'd be happy to hear them.
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I honestly have no idea on this haha, the question regarding what would happen in the mind of someone who'd been blind from birth is similar, though even that never really got an answer.

Should whomever this is you speak of decide to give it a shot, I'd strongly recommend DMT as the trial substance due to its duration. As you said, it might blank out sensory input in some way and be uncomfortable - at least with DMT you won't be stuck that way too long :)


lol Bagseed...I presume not much study was accomplished? Or at the least, your attention was being drawn elsewhere :P

So I'm strongly considering buying a proper drone and starting a small aerial photography project for weekends. I haven't seen anything similar advertised at all so I may be able to grab a niche market with real estate companies and car clubs etc while there's little competition...hmm!
 
Nice idea trozzle. Sounds like that could work out pretty well for you, I've never heard of that being advertised either. Plus it seems like flying a drone would be fun!
 
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I honestly have no idea on this haha, the question regarding what would happen in the mind of someone who'd been blind from birth is similar, though even that never really got an answer.

Should whomever this is you speak of decide to give it a shot, I'd strongly recommend DMT as the trial substance due to its duration. As you said, it might blank out sensory input in some way and be uncomfortable - at least with DMT you won't be stuck that way too long :)


lol Bagseed...I presume not much study was accomplished? Or at the least, your attention was being drawn elsewhere :P

So I'm strongly considering buying a proper drone and starting a small aerial photography project for weekends. I haven't seen anything similar advertised at all so I may be able to grab a niche market with real estate companies and car clubs etc while there's little competition...hmm!
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Thanks for the input Trozzle. I'll be sure to chime in if I ever find out the answer. I was of course in fact speaking of myself. Not purposefully trying to be vague, it just happened to come out that way.
 
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