• Psychedelic Drugs Welcome Guest
    View threads about
    Posting RulesBluelight Rules
    PD's Best Threads Index
    Social ThreadSupport Bluelight
    Psychedelic Beginner's FAQ
  • PD Moderators: Esperighanto | JackARoe |

☮ Social ☮ [PD Social General Talk Thread] Observation Tank for Fractallized Redundancy Modules

Status
Not open for further replies.
pharmakos said:
So I have testicular cancer. Getting my left testicle removed either this Monday or the Monday after that. Won't know til they biopsy the testicle if I'll need chemo or not.
Click to expand...

When I was 18 I was found to have a 'hydroseal' in my left testicle. In other words my left nut was way bigger than my right nut. They operated on it. They removed my left nut from my body and basically popped the hydroseal and put it back in. Looking back, that was when I first discovered the versatility of recreational opiate usage, as I was given a script to play around with for at least a few days while my nutsack healed. My left nut is still 1 and a half times larger than my right nut, and the doctors said that is a natural occurance that they will not delve into. So yeah. I have nothing to hide after sharing this.
 
^ Thanks for sharing. <3

pharmakos said:
So I have testicular cancer. Getting my left testicle removed either this Monday or the Monday after that. Won't know til they biopsy the testicle if I'll need chemo or not.
Click to expand...

Holy shit man... just wow. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. Fortunately we live in a time where cancer is much easier to beat than it once was. I believe in you. <3

This really scares me though, as I believe we're about the same age and well, shit. And I've been thinking about cancer a lot lately... I need to quit using my e-cig/vape as I am increasingly sure it's not good for you at all. Shit starts happening in your thirties, for some people. I gotta go back to the doctor soon.
 
i'm a bit younger than you -- 29 years old. i think the biggest risk factor for me was smoking an alphabet soup of synthetic cannabinoids over the last 5 years.

testicular cancer has the highest survival rate of any cancer pretty much... but can get messy if you don't catch it right away. i let it go on a bit before i got looked at, since i didn't have medical coverage til january 1st.

and yeah, i don't think e-cigs are as healthy as their manufacturers would like to make you think. but i suspect that they are almost assuredly still better than inhaling pyrolated tobacco leaf.
 
Could you tell something was wrong or did you just happen to have it caught? That's what freaks me out, is not knowing and then starting to realize something is wrong and it's really bad before I even knew about it.
 
i had a lump develop last summer. really should have tried to figure out how to get something done about it sooner, but i didn't have insurance and just kept hoping it would go away on its own...
 
Have been playing guitar for about two months. Think I know ~15 chords. Thats all of them right? Haha.

Usually play 30min-hr a day. I like it. I need to get a book, looking up shit on the internet is distracting.

Have been learning to fix things on my car, due mostly to necessity. Have never kept one long enough without wrecking it before to have to do kany repairs... &#55357;&#56840;

Being able to do brake pads/rotors yourself for ~$200 for all four instead of $600-$1000 at a shop is a nice feeling.
 
^Reminds me of going to a place called Arcadia back in my old college town. They had all you can play arcade games for just 5 bucks for the whole day, and they always played stuff like Crystal Castles hahah. Also reminds me of just playing my old Game Boy Color!
 
Yesterday after a long night of tripping and partying, I woke up with the weirdest thing... my uvula (the dangly thing at the back of your throat) was quite swollen, to the point where it affected my speech and got in the way of swallowing. It was only a bit sore, but it looked crazy and was pretty puzzling, especially since I felt absolutely fine. Now today it's not swollen at all but my throat is starting to get sore right around there and I feel a bit under the weather. So I guess it's time for cold round 3 in the past 6 months. :\

Also, recently my girlfriend woke up in my bed with a really sore back. She'd mentioned to me before on several occasions that my bed was hurting her back, but I didn't realize she meant like, actually hurting it. She spent the next 2 days in pretty severe pain, to the point where her back has never hurt that bad before. It's feeling mostly better now but she is afraid to sleep in my bed again... obviously that's not good for me. I mean I spent the night at her place last night but I want her to be able to do the same at my place still. I have a nice mattress but it's 10 years old and honestly it isn't the best for my back either, it's really soft which I like but that reduces the support, plus it's starting to get saggy. So, time for a new mattress. Sucks to have an extra expense, but sometimes you have to do it. Fortunately one of my really good friends has a crazy connection for wholesale mattresses and just started a business, and when visiting home I helped him set up his shop. He's going to give me an insane deal on a nice mattress, the only thing is, I have to ship it here (700 miles away). I'm going to look into what that costs, does anyone have any idea what that might be?

yepyepwoah said:
Have been learning to fix things on my car, due mostly to necessity. Have never kept one long enough without wrecking it before to have to do kany repairs... ��

Being able to do brake pads/rotors yourself for ~$200 for all four instead of $600-$1000 at a shop is a nice feeling.
Click to expand...

For real. I'm going to do my front brake pads with my friend tomorrow, He showed me how to do it last time I needed to change brake pads and I could do it myself except I don't have the tools. It's such a money saver. Between 2 of my good friends, I actually have people who can help me with a lot of stuff.
 
any new jams xork? im sure you guys are coming right along. love to hear some man. :)

the uvula thing happens to me on drugs. usually from severe dehydration i think. mostly happens to me on cocaine.
 
Did you hear the last ones I posted from 12-30 and 1-5? If not they should be back in the last page or 2. There are some new ones since then, I don't have them yet though. I might soon have some good takes of some of our structured songs too.
 
ill have to check it out xork.

A b in rocket science (or equivalent) isn't too shabby. well done good sir. knew you had it in you man. keep it up!
 
that exam was far from rocket science. many of the exams I have to do I could never pass studying only a week. but thanks :)

edit: music I recommend:
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top