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^ Damn, that sucks. :( My cats are both in their 11th year, and they're still entirely spry and seem young to me. They're indoor cats so they should live longer. But it's in the back of my mind. The day either of them dies will be a dark day for me, they're such a big part of my life.

And welcome back, glad to see you post, we were wondering where you had gotten to recently. :)

yepyep: oh my god, Zion is amazing, I went there with my family 2 summers ago. My dad is disabled and we hiked around with him, pushing him in his wheelchair, on some of the easy trails, and then my brother and his wife and I went hiking on some of the more exciting trails. I wish we could have stayed longer, we only stayed a day and a half, we did a 5-day tour of the Grand Canyon, Zion, Lake Powell, and Vegas. I want to go back to Zion sometime and actually camp (we stayed in the nice lodge) and stay for at least a week. It's one of the coolest/most beautiful places I've ever seen. Sort of a mountain oasis in the desert.
 
^The folks were trying to arrange that the last couple days, but between our poverty and work schedules were having trouble with it. She passed away this morning (I was sleeping at the time), probably of dehydration (she's had lung tumors for a while, so it could be a spreading cancer thing).

xork said:
And welcome back, glad to see you post, we were wondering where you had gotten to recently.
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Ever since I got my second job, I've basically been drunk while at home (8-16 drinks per evening on average).

I intend to have my ability to drink pharmaceutically removed from me. I mean, forgetting my troubles through substance abuse has been the greatest happiness of my adult life, but I wanna try to improve myself and the booze is in the way. I've been thinking about hobbies and shit I can do to make existence more bearable, and my new job is affording me the opportunity to improve my conversational skills (which I lost half a decade ago).
 
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It's also a good note that cutting back on the drink will give you even more money towards whatever hobby you may find :)
 
its really early to say for sure, and i never thought it would actually happen, but i think i may have finally found my other half. in the last few days i've been hanging out with this girl emily that i used to work with, and even tho its absurd that we already feel this way, we both agree that it seems like we were meant to be. hanging out feels so natural, no effort required whatsover. which is awesome for an introvert like me. and we have a lot in common. she is just weary of any drugs other than marijuana, after past relationships that went poorly... but i think we'll be enacting a "you do you" policy for now.

seriously so excited about this girl tho. and excited that i finally have good news to share with you guys for a change.

and to reiterate -- seriously never thought i would find my one, and especially didn't expect it to happen now, nor was i really looking too hard for it considering everything else i have going on right now. it just happened. :)
 
^Awesome man, that's such good news. :) I think most people end up saying they find it when they weren't really looking.

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^The folks were trying to arrange that the last couple days, but between our poverty and work schedules were having trouble with it. She passed away this morning (I was sleeping at the time), probably of dehydration (she's had lung tumors for a while, so it could be a spreading cancer thing).
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Sorry <3

I intend to have my ability to drink pharmaceutically removed from me. I mean, forgetting my troubles through substance abuse has been the greatest happiness of my adult life, but I wanna try to improve myself (in the time remaining before my second amendment rights are restored to me and I can put a bullet in my very lonely head) and the booze is in the way. I've been thinking about hobbies and shit I can do to make existence more bearable, and my new job in the barber shop is affording me the opportunity to improve my conversational skills (which I lost half a decade ago).
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That seems like a good idea. You'll get to save some money, be more clear-headed, and you never know, maybe without all the alcohol and some self-improvement in terms of things in your life you feel happy about, you'll find yourself in a better place. :)
 
Congratulations, pharmakos. :) It may be early, but that's still great regardless as a lot of people never really get to have that happen. I hope it sticks.... It sounds like a good one!

Xorkoth, I just read your post about the podcast you're doing, that's pretty awesome! That really does sound like a great opportunity you've opened yourself to as well, kudos on that. :) I bet it'll be a hit!

Thorns Have Roses, I'm sorry to hear that. :( A few years ago we lost our family cat that had been with me since early childhood, it really wasn't easy. It was pretty obvious when his time came too.... He went from sick but surviving to zero pretty quickly. Very sad but I'm glad he lived a good full life at least.... It sounds like your cat was very loved too and I'm sure she was happy with the time she had. <3



I have a close friend who was hospitalized for psychiatric problems recently who should hopefully be discharged pretty soon, and she's going to be staying with us for at least a few days afterward. I want to make sure she is comfortable and also celebrating freedom, and normally with our group that would probably involve some substances but that's probably not the best idea at the moment.... She's on an intense cocktail of things already: two antipsychotics, a SSRI, a tricyclic, an antihypertensive, a benzo, and a non-benzo I believe. So adding more on top of that is probably not smart....

She already knows there's no negative interactions with cigarettes and based on my conversation with her yesterday I have a pretty good hunch that that would be a good starting point... but what else does one crave when they get out of a mental facility? What do you feel the most deprived of when you're in there?
 
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She already knows there's no negative interactions with cigarettes and based on my conversation with her yesterday I have a pretty good hunch that that would be a good starting point... but what else does one crave when they get out of a mental facility? What do you feel the most deprived of when you're in there?
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Good food? :)
 
^dude I want her to take me to siberia too

I feel like she's trying to neigh at times.

either way she's hot as hell.

I found some legit mescaline! 380mg of it. I think i'm going to take 300mg and if its not strong enough snort the other 80mg

I think it will be strong enough though because its a white powder and it looks pretty fuckin legit! the person who tried it was on benzos but he said he liked what he felt haha. I was told it passed a GC/MS so I think its going to be the healing experience I need right now.

as soon as the bank transfers my btc im buying 4-aco-DMT. I can't wait! mescaline and 4-aco are some healing drugs I totally need right now after binging out on uppers and benzos for a while.

I also smoked the strongest DMT i've ever tried the other night by the guy who made it. I went up to him after his DJ set to tell him I liked his music and eventually he got to showing me his extraction. It was white like synthetic DMT but it was made with a normal extraction. he loaded 50mg into the pipe and told me to take two hits but I only took one hit and it was still the strongest DMT experience I've had thus far.

I also have recently gotten into (possibly) the best shape of my life. The only other time I felt like this was when I was a senior in high school and I was captain of the diving team. My body seems to be constantly transforming in cool ways from all these different preworkouts I take and drugs and stuff. Either way I should start going to the gym and putting up some big weight. I've only been doing pull ups, push ups, and pliometrics so far but its been working pretty good considering I started working out again on about dec. 5th and I look wayyyyy better now. I am blessed to have very good genes and a really fast metabolism.

THR: I leave this quote to you, as someone else here did to me before: I hope this confrontation with mortality inspires you to see the beauty in the world.
 
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^dude I want her to take me to siberia too

I feel like she's trying to neigh at times.

either way she's hot as hell.
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She's making all kinds of animal noises. And playin' the shit outta that Jew's harp.

If all the gals in Yakutsk are like her, I need to move there ASAP
 
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Good food? :)
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Good suggestion, we're taking advantage of that right now. :) Luckily we picked our living space from a stoner mentality as well, so there are plenty of wonderful food options around! ;)

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Kaleida, you can check the stickied thread on unsafe combos: http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/648356-List-of-Dangerous-amp-Potentially-Unsafe-Combinations
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Thanks for that, but I wasn't looking for drug suggestions. I don't think seven prescriptions alone is even a safe combination personally. :\
 
^Ah, ok then. Yeah, seven scripts is a lot :\

Best wishes for your friend's recovery <3
 
Thanks. <3 She seems to be doing a lot better right now. :) There's lots of cannabis smoking (which seems to be okay still) and video gaming going on over here at the moment, and I believe yoga coming up next!
 
But will there be any gorgeous Siberian Jew's-harp players storming in to make lots of crazy animal noises? Cuz then it'd be a real party. ;)
 
but what else does one crave when they get out of a mental facility? What do you feel the most deprived of when you're in there?
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IME, drugs and the ability to go outside. And that many prescriptions is pretty extreme, my psych was unwilling to have me on more than 3.


Ya'know, PD, what I won't miss about drinking? Having to check this site everyday to find out what I posted the night before. I intended to spring the booze quitting thing on ya after I had done it, and spin it and recent life developments in the most positive light, which I figured would please everyone, but instead I get on here in a state where I just put out all my thoughts unedited. Plan ruined.

I'm also considering trying to give up cigarettes for vaping, I'm up to a pack a day, and I'm getting tired of coughing up gunk and the stains on my teeth.
 
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^ I stopped smoking by substituting with an ecig for a couple of weeks (it was borrowed, and when my friend wanted to have it back, I decided not to buy my own but to try it without). definately made it easier to quit the tobacco (when I quit, I was smoking 10-15 handrolled cigs a day).

do it man, quitting cigarettes is one of the best things you can do for your health :)

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vape on brother! lmao

I just ordered a vape from fasttech. They're super cheap but I accidentally ordered the lithium battery which made it take forever to get here. like literally its been about 25 days since I placed the order and I still haven't gotten it.

Either way I love vapes, and I ordered two ceramic donut atomizers which are great for dabs OR DMT

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keep on bein the sober soldier tho my man!
 
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