☮ Social ☮ [PD Social General Talk Thread] Observation Tank for Fractallized Redundancy Modules

[Cream Gravy?]

Which leads to something I ought to admit, I'm addicted to parenthetical comments (I know it's bad writing, but I can't stop), do they have a 12-step program for that?

In college my teachers were always telling me to stop using them hahah. I still haven't broken the habit.

 

[Yeetbeat]

Stuff

Heavy, dude I can only try to imagine what it's like watching someone so close to you decline in such a way and chin up man, keep going forward. It might be hard, but you'd be surprised how many people are behind you if you need

work stuff

Man, that'd ruin me personally. I figure you can't really elude too much into the details of this situation, but I can at least say I'd have a small bit of experience in similar shit with work, and the stress of not knowing what's going to happen can definitely eat away at you

In college my teachers were always telling me to stop using them hahah. I still haven't broken the habit.

Hi everyone, my name's Troy (and I'm an addict).

 

[vortech]

In college my teachers were always telling me to stop using them hahah. I still haven't broken the habit.

I've also been recovering from the overuse of parenthesis. You should have seen my book before the public version, I spent a lot of time paring down the instances of parenthesis that were used out of laziness. Semicolons, dashes are good allies in the battle, but still there's no better way to embed a statement in a statement.

Well I've technically done that before... Not alone but like 100mgs of MXE, 1-3 mgs of 3-MeO-PCP, and around 100mgs of DPT IM'd. I find DPT/MET to be an extraordinary addition to pretty much any dissociative. I'd preach that combo from the moutaintops if I could...! Pretty much everyone who does DPT with MXE, ket, or really any NDMA antagonist seems to love it. It's god like in a lot of ways. Like a sort of ultimate extravagant endeavor!

I give a good nod to the glory of the DPT MXE combo in my book, and by the way, since I haven't linked it here yet: https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BznGre-0Bn01TGplanp0NmFGYWs/view?usp=sharing

 

[Help?!?!]

My my, that stuff does make one more talkative, took a bit extra last night over a bottle of wine. I've been making a concerted effort to share the [comparatively] positive parts of me lately, and here I go gettin' all overly honest about the sad stuff. That's no darn good.



A year and half in limbo, jeez, that could drive anyone to drink. May the passing of this trial be the start of something brighter.



PCPy is one of those drugs that I'll never have but really want to try, it's right up there with secobarbital (lol, can you imagine me with a supply of one of the better barbiturates? I'd prolly go the way of Jimi Hendrix, unintentionally of course.).


Which leads to something I ought to admit, I'm addicted to parenthetical comments (I know it's bad writing, but I can't stop), do they have a 12-step program for that?

If your talking about gabapentin, it certainly does make me chatty!

Yeah I was pretty bummed out I never got to try 3-MeO-PCPy/r when they were briefly released!

If they had a 12 step for that I would need to go to meetings multiple times daily(as you probably already know! I only do it online, there's always things to add!)...

Thanks Trozz, I'm trying to keep on keepin on, and I swear I ain't lyin' or I'd say I'm a lion, but my name...is Ryan!8( I appreciate it! This is the third go round having to watch the terrible slow decline of a family member... I hate when it's winter and everyone's hacking/coughing from colds. Gives me aniexty...

 

[Xorkoth]

That's some pretty heavy stuff Help and SKL.

I went to see the band Joe Russo's Almost Dead last night, didn't even know they were playing. Last summer I saw the same group under a different name (Bustle In Your Hedgerow) at a festival, they played all instrumental Led Zeppelin, and it was incredible, but I was also on psychedelics and MXE so I always wondered if it was really as good as I thought it was at the time. Well, they fucking ARE. In this group they play Grateful Dead songs, and holy SHIT are they good at it. Those guys are unreasonably talented, it was one of the best shows I've ever been to. At Lockn (the festival) last year they were hands down the best thing I saw. They're playing at Hulaween this weekend, actually tonight... my friend is going and I wish I could too.

 

[Xorkoth]

If you recall, I talked about how the drummer in my band got in a motorcycle and broke his leg... really bad break, compound break of both lower leg bones, he would have bled to death without medical intervention, he was way up on the parkway and it took 30 minutes for an ambulance to arrive so his friend had to tourniquet him so he didn't bleed out... he got a titanium rod hammed through his bone from the knee to just above the ankle. Anyway, he's healing SO fast, originally they estimated 12 weeks to be able to start walking at all. Now his date has moved to only 6 weeks to start walking, and the other day he came over and played drums... he played for 2 hours, using his broken leg for the kick drum, and did great and wasn't even tired. He got the blessing from his doctor to be able to play drums now, before he can even walk! It's like a month after the injury. Pretty incredible!

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^That's an impressive recovery. And I must say, it's always nice to hear about your shows and hikes and whatnot. I've been reading through the RC dissociative threads, and it's really highlighted the duel nature of PD, those threads being populated by those of us who take the Hunter S. Thompson approach to drug use. There's an undercurrent of darkness and aimless wandering in it, I can't even call it self-destruction, because I as far as I can see we are people with nothing to destroy, there's just a swirling maelstrom of gleeful abandon pitted against a deep emptiness and malcontent. So when I come in here and see people like yourself who are in psychedelic harmony with the world (which is a fancy way I've saying you've got your shit together), it eases my mind and reminds me to look for the light at the end of the tunnel.


Anyhow, I've been building up my gabapentin properly today, and threw in 888mg DXM polistirex...I woulda preferred to go for 1776mg (how delightfully American) but I'm out of cannabis, and stressed out, so I'm just goin' for something relaxing.

 

[Xorkoth]

I'm glad my posts bring you some light, my friend. Sometimes I think I go on about it too much when I see other people having a hard time, but my hope is always that it brings positivity into the world somehow.

This is the first night I've just stayed home by myself in... I have no idea how long. I figured I needed to rest, and I have a trip report to finish writing, and I need to work on getting my house more in order. Just called my parents too, I hadn't talked to them in a month.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Now I know why they say bupropion and dxm don't play well together. I can't melt. The experience unexpectedly took me to the other world intact. It was empty and I filled it with beautiful things. Sometimes I like to think that dissociated people's spirits actually all go to some astral plane to mingle with each other over cocktails, I envisioned it. And I went to places in my mind where I met ideas personified and had discourse with them. Conflict identity recurring, scribbled message on notebook, "I am we, but we are missing my other I."

 

[Xorkoth]

Haha, I love tripping statements like that.

 

[Help?!?!]

I'm glad my posts bring you some light, my friend. Sometimes I think I go on about it too much when I see other people having a hard time, but my hope is always that it brings positivity into the world somehow.

It certainly does for me. I would hope most of the psychonauts would be civilized enough to try to partake and be happy for others joy rather than jealous or have misgivings about it...!

Did the gabapentin work better with the stacking THR?

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

It was unexpectedly harsh, I figured I'd just be nauseous while listening to music or something, but that stimulant edge kept bothering me, and it shoved my problems in my face. Given that I woke up at one point and could barely perceive the strings of what had happened before I'd say I somehow holed, which is when I talked to those ideas whose identities shall remain anonymous. I have fragments of it. In the beginning things were tough and it was rocks everywhere, but when my belief in the other world returned it let me in and it was an art deco, mardi gras sorta thing, and I talked to some people there about important things. I feel like I learned something and then forgot it, it's about the plurality of identity.

You can move this to the social tripping thread if you want. I'm just used to posting in here.

Did the gabapentin work better with the stacking THR?

Yes.

 

[Xorkoth]

It's cool, we can talk about whatever in here.

I never jived well with DXM, but I miss the early days of MXE when it was just so magical for me. Dissociatives are crazy things. I've been thinking I want to try ephenidine, it sounds nice. And maybe give 3-MeO-PCP a real try.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^The side effects are terrible, but there's a certain magic to it. Also, I tend to get obsessed with dissociatives, so DXM has the benefit of being unabusable. I don't think I could handle something like ephenidine in a healthy manner.

Man, I am in a happy place right now, awesome dissociative comedown, I'm numb and loopy. Hopefully the folks aren't gonna make trouble 'cause I'm obviously inebriated.

 

[Xorkoth]

Nice man, I love happy places. It's great to experience them, even if they're facilitated by drugs.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

I need to think about what happened some more, it was more like a serious psychedelic trip than theyou typical dissociative escapism. 'twas a bizarre day. And if anyone was wondering, the musical selection was Jimi Hendrix -> Beatles -> Grateful Dead.


Here is musics for y'all.

 

[Help?!?!]

I need to think about what happened some more, it was more like a serious psychedelic trip than theyou typical dissociative escapism. 'twas a bizarre day. And if anyone was wondering, the musical selection was Jimi Hendrix -> Beatles -> Grateful Dead.


Here is musics for y'all.

I'm only wondering about the identities of those who shall remain nameless! I mean what if I was there with you since we were dissociatied at the same time and ended up sharing cocktails in the astral plane but forgot about it?!?8(

Ditto on epehidine, seems pretty crazy!

 

[jammin83]

Sounds like a solid day thorns. I'm out of mxe and I can't trip that much right now but a couple bottles of robitussin has hit the spot more than once. Maybe I'll give it a go. I feel inspired.

I feel like I shouldn't post in the social tripping thread cuz I don't really trip too much.

Slight upswing today. Slightly manic, switching poles, all that. Got a job for decent pay in Denver. Have a place to go. Right after christmas which happens to be my bday as well. Catching some cheese for nye. Pretty stoked.

Excited to be in a place where I really want to build my life.

Cheers fellas.

 

[Bagseed]

^ congratulations for your job!

my sister is having a birthday party today, I haven't smoked any weed in a month (voluntarily), and tonight is the best opportunity to get very high. looking so much forward

 

[vortech]

I mean what if I was there with you since we were dissociatied at the same time and ended up sharing cocktails in the astral plane but forgot about it?!?8(

Ditto on epehidine, seems pretty crazy!

I'm so glad I'm not the only one who considers that thought!
Also, I'm excited because I finally get to try Ephenidine this weekend! I will surely write a detailed report of the trial.