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Nice, I look forward to reading it. :) I'm really curious about it after a number of glowing reports. Never was interested in diphenidine or MXP, but ephenidine sounds like a pretty different thing.

Also I'm going to get to try 3-MeO-PCP quite soon. :) I did get to try it a long time ago when someone sent me a small sample, before hardly anyone had used it... I received instructions to start at 2mg and be very careful. I only had enough to try it at 2mg, then 3mg, then 7mg. The 7mg experience was pretty nice but mild. This time I'll get to try it properly.
 
I am liking 3 meo PCP okay. Nothing like mixing some MXE with a tryp/phen and plugging and BOOM, instant magic :-/
 
I was just texting with my girl, who's in California for a month or two. She was telling me that her stomach has been hurting a lot recently. She's been having some kind of unknown health issues for quite a while, it gives her pain in various abdominal regions (seems to slowly move around) and a pretty intense lack of energy and general feeling shitty. Not all the time, but her energy level is just plain down basically always. It does seem that she probably has something going on, but also I've noticed that she has lost a lot of motivation for exercise. When I met her she was in pretty good shape and now she has so much less endurance and less muscle mass too (and she's tiny to begin with). I've been thinking that she needs to start exercising/working out and that it will help her a lot with the low energy and crappy feelings, because that's how I fixed it for me.

Well anyway, she told me she realizes that she's been ignoring things because it's easier than dealing with it, and not taking very good care of her body, and that a lot of this could probably have been prevented. I told her that I think that's true, but you can always start. And I told her that for me getting back in shape really helped so much. She said she agreed, but then she got called to start work so she had to go. But I'm happy because the topic has been breached, I have been feeling strongly like I should help her get there, but I didn't want to hurt her by suggesting it. So now it's been said. I want to help her do that, because I know at first it's hard to start working out because it feels really hard. But pretty quickly it starts to become envigorating and everything gets better. I know she knows that, because she's been in really good shape before.

I'm also worried about what could be going on with her though, because this started when one day she thought she had a UTI but it turned out she didn't and it wouldn't go away. She got all the usual tests and it didn't turn up with anything it could be. One doctor said she probably has interstitial cystitis, and another said she doesn't. She eliminated the majority of foods and added them slowly back in. During this time it seemed like the pain was happening less often and getting better. Certain things make it happen if she has too much, but sometimes it seems to happen anyway. Over time it started affecting her stomach usually instead, though sometimes still the reproductive areas. And it wasn't until this started that her energy level started dropping. I don't know what it could be but it makes me nervous. And it terrifies her I think. She went to get an ultrasound months ago after the initial visit, or I think she did, I guess I'm not really clear on whether she did. She's been avoiding going to the doctor since then, I think because it really scares her.
 
^That's worrying, it wasn't until my second Crohn's flareup that that was diagnosed, so I know how it is with painful mystery illnesses. I send my well wishes.


The forecsast for today is a nice afterglow in sunny southern California. And, wait wait wait, I'm just seeing this, there's a carafe of wine next to my bed, and I definitely didn't drink yesterday, so it's been there since the night before...wow, alcohol in such close proximity to me that I didn't drink. And I have that bottle of Santero rosso spumante I've been saving all week (it's an older bottle, since I can't find the label of the one I have online). Let's get started~
 
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Synthetic cannabinoids, Halloween edition:
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Thorns I didn't know you had Crohn's, I guess that makes us disease relatives, ive had Ulcerative Colitis for 24 years, and full colectomy 17 years ago. Now I have primary sclerosing cholangitis which is associated with. I'm just happy I feel good at this moment. Tomorrow is never guaranteed for anyone.
 
Oh man, I forgot it was Halloween today! I would have made a different decision last night. My decision was to take some propylhexedrine... I wanted to take a psychedelic on Halloween though. I dunno, maybe I will, but I'm less inclined to take drugs 2 days in a row than I used to be.
 
Spent the past two nights in a marijuana haze; I gathered all my loose change from working and such the past year, and took it to the bank to cash in. Turns out I had 50 bucks worth of change hahah, so shortly after I went by my pot dealer's and picked up an 1/8th. I've been getting almost uncomfortably high :| Haven't decided if I should just blaze all day (it's pouring here) or try and do some MXE tonight in honor of one of my favorite holidays. At the very least, I'm gonna go pick up some pumpkin flavored beer :)
 
I got high like that last week... I usually just smoke a hit or 2 or 3 at a time, but we ended up passing around bong and after bong after bong and I remembered what it used to be like to get high, when you're fucked up and everything's crazy.

So I regret taking that propylhexedrine yesterday because now I feel kinda shitty, but the good news is I finally motivated myself to spend some free time cleaning and straightening out my guest room and making plans for a reorganization of my house. I've been needing to do it for a long time (like, years), and whenever I'm not busy (which is not often) I keep failing to get the motivation. I got a lot done in the last couple of hours, I'm gonna Bluelight a bit and get back to it. :)

Then tonight I have plans to go with a friend or friends to a free show at my favorite local venue. Should be good times. :)
 
Not doing drugs on Halloween? That's a serious crime in my neck of the woods! Just consumed 750 mgs of pregabalin, will be ingesting 5ish mgs of 3-MeO-PCP, and somewhere around 12mgs of 4-HO-MiPT! Part time!! I wish I could be holing, getting stoned though, but oh well!

When you get to try that 3-MeO-PCP, you should defintely test it with DOC or 4-HO-MiPT once you've got a feel for it Xork! Good stuff!
 
Last night I went to a club in San Fran and saw mr carmack play. I haven't rolled that hard since last time I saw him play at bisco. I did a candy flip with a little bit of 2fma and my god it was incredible.

Now I'm on my way back to the farm. HELP?!?, to answer your question, yea the finger hash is mighty tasty but we use gloves so I have to awkwardly clean it off the gloves. When I get back I'm gonna make a big pile of everyone's finger hash and blaze it with everyone :D

I hope everyone else is doing well, love you all!
 
Gonna hit a halloween party in a couple of hours... I've been pretty sober this week, after finishing my last 100mg of 4-FA on Monday. I still have a small supply of ETH-LAD and some AL-LAD, but I'm a bit burnt out on 'em, and most everything, including marijuana. lol What a place to be, when I'm not compelled to use what I've got, or even to get more of anything else. Of course, being on-call since yesterday has something to do with it--but really, mostly, things calm down for me in the fall, and I find I just drink a lot of beer. (Used to smoke a ton of cigs, too, but I've been quit for a long time now--now I just vape.) I'm kind of interested in playing with 5-MAPB, though, and it would be a new experience for me. My ex-girlfriend and I are back together, mostly because my only interest in other women (besides her) is carnal, and she's the real deal, best-friend, caring/kind, would do anything for me kind of woman. I guess I finally realized I'm too old to be fawning over twenty-somethings anymore. lol

The party tonight should be pretty fun. It's at the house of a touring musician-friend of mine, and it's always a blast there.

Happy Halloween everyone.
 
And so it begins.... Rainy and murky outside, perfect!

I think I'll get on to mile 24 of my walks to cap of the week! Gonna get some sit ups, push ups, and yoga down!

The needle sunk into that muscle, and now I'm swirling down the rainbow road of the ethers!

<3!
 
So ... last night I got roaring drunk. In the middle of the night, pitch black, I go to use the bathroom, and trip over my cat. Being drunk I don't break my fall and hit the side of the sink with my forehead, big gash. But that's not the least of it. So then, yeah, I hit my head ...fade to black, I immediately concuss, lose consciousness, drop, but here's the good part .. then I fall backward, and my bathroom is kind of elevated off the main floor, so then I ping pong the other way, slamming my back onto the partition bit, aggravating an longstanding chronic back problem I have as well as having a nice huge gash on my forehead. I am now in a really significant amount of pain, unrelieved by Motrin, Flexeril, lidocaine patches, Robaxin, and whatever else, a hot pack, a bit of a benzodiazepine and some liquor helps a bit but still yeah, damn, walking with a pronounced limp and pretty much unable to transfer out of/into bed without a lot of difficulty. For some inconceivable reason I took it upon myself to go to work today. May or may not call in sick tomorrow and the next day ... so yeah, I'll probably have to go to the doctor and all that, maybe get some carisoprodol or if I'm lucky a decent opiate (not really likely at all.) So yeah, not any kind of fun.

I am developing a shitload of medical issues lately ... chronic back, a hernia, GI stuff. I am not a kid anymore definitely and hard living is no joke. But still, I kind of find the whole scenario last night hilarious. I would have fucking paid to see video of myself falling forward, concussing, and then ping-ponging falling backwards again and whatever my cat's reaction to all of it was. You gotta have a sense of humor, right? :)
 
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I just want to know if your kitty Kat is okay? They are usually good at getting out of the way, ask em what happened.

Help, exercise is good. Yoga is good. I usually have a run of 4-5 days in a row where I do it. My body starts feeling right, then I fall off and don't do shit for 3-4 days. Rinse repeat.

Second week in a row no psychedelics. Record for the year. Next weekend thoughgot an all day outside thing I am thinking some LSD for sure. Maybe hit LSD and 50mg Escaline with some mxe. Should have some 2c d and 4 ho met by then. Maybe try one on the tail end? Probably not tho.
 
Yeah kitteh survived unscathed but a little pissed off I think. On the other hand I'm barely able to get out of bed without terrible muscle spasms right now. About to try to stand up and put on pants which will be a challenge in itself and then head to urgent care. I've already taken a pharmacopoeia without good results so yeah...we'll see. I just hope I don't get treated link a dumb drunk or drug seeker when I go there especially starting to rattle off all the shit that I've tried already, and in the unlikely event that I get an opiate, it's going to be some moody vics or percs. Out comes the ice and the coffee filters :D because God knows the last thing my liver needs is APAP and I could use at least one noddy evening :) Not sure on how long I'm going to be out of work which sucks because there is a lot going on there that I feel responsible for, but also the nature of my job involves potential for physical injury every day, that's how I got the bad back in the first place. I was just reading up about the newer standards of care for post concussion care and they are talking about taking fairly extensive periods off from work and I'm not really down for that, so I'll probably omit that detail, mine is not serious anyway, a few minutes of LOC and a mild cognitive foggyness the next day. (Like they say, healthcare providers can make the worst patients, LOL.)
 
Damn, SKL, that sucks! But it's funny if you can afford to look at it that way! But also... that sucks balls!

G/F and I ended up taking 1/2 hit of ETH-LAD each before the halloween party. Really made all of the difference -- it was enough to set the night off w/ a little energy that was lacking after a long day of overtime as well as brought everyone's amazing costumes and make-up into surreal life. Damn but some of these folks did an amazing job.
 
So the doctor was pretty cool, we talked professional to professional and she was just basically like what's wrong with you and what do you need. So well, I got some muscle relaxants and some Percocets, some of which are currently chilling in the freezer. I do a mean CWE, I mean crystals of APAP tier. Probably in another 15 minutes it'll be ready. And I have zero opiate tolerance at this point so this is going to make my day. I think 25mg and a beer should do it. Super pissed about football right now though.
 
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