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thanks! it cool to add a touch of 3-meo-pce with it at some point? i've worked out all personal kinks with that one and tolerate it well now.
 
The 3-Meos (dissos in general but particularly 3-MeO-PCP and 3-MeO-PCE) really amplify LSD anyway (haven't mixed with AL-LAD but I would expect similar results). But it's a stronger synergy if you take the lysergamide after the disso. Adding the disso after is less potent. One time I was at a recording session at my bandmate's studio, he was recording this band and interviewing them for our podcast. I decided to take 1/2 a hit of ALD-52 (50ug), a dose that should have been very light, just a nice sparkle to the day. But I was already on some 3-MeO-PCP. I took it, and then the band came and brought a ton of people, including their families, including some kids and parents. The acid kicked in and it was SO strong, faces were melting, I rettreated into the control room and hid, I was only comfortable around my friend. It was super hectic and I'd say it made it 4 times as strong at least, very unexpected.
 
meh, i kinda fucked it up. i forgot to take my remeron last night so i took it this morning. and then i forgot about that. i'm barely feeling the lad. usually i can trip full force, but that's like 18 hours after the remeron. or maybe it's just one of those times where it takes a bit to kick in. we'll see, but at 80 minutes ago and only some slight feels i'd say oops. fortunately i have another hit to try it again in a month or so. i can't take big doses, so it's not like i was ever gonna take 300mcgs at once anyway (i get bad trips easy).

gonna take subs and 3meopce, enjoy my day with the bonus of extra saturated color, and not kick myself for the silly mistake.
 
I was under the impression most people needed at least 300ug for a full trip, sometimes even more, didn't you take 600ug most of the time @Cream Gravy? =D

But it's supposedly coming back later this year luckily
 
@Xorkoth as soon as I started reading your post I was hoping you'd say she stood up to him. That's exactly the kind of psychological push required to dissolve deep seated unconscious complexes, and I think it's very likely that's exactly what was needed for shift to happen - heh - for her. Hearing that she's already lighter and happier, I feel confident that's what has happened. Seriously, I'm pretty well read in psychology and her standing up to him was and is a massive achievement. A final push may be required of he threatens suicide, however. It could be very important for you to share what you've noticed since she stood up to him, help her see what an impact it's made, bring up the possibility that he may try to come back in psychologically by threatening suicide, and facilitate her to coming to her own conclusion that she has to stay detached lest she further seal in her own depression and suffering.

So many wishes to you guys 💛
 
Thanks for that reply, I did tell her when she told me the story that I was really proud of her for standing up and I thought it was very important that she did. I will try my best to keep her on this positive path.
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I was under the impression most people needed at least 300ug for a full trip, sometimes even more, didn't you take 600ug most of the time @Cream Gravy? =D
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I dunno, that's not what I read in most reports. That said, I thought it was pretty light duty. 275ug for my first time game me a visual 2hr peak and then just annoying headspace for four more hours. That said, I find LSD to be pretty similar (but more potent,) so I didn't think it was all that unusual. YMMV
 
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Seriously, I'm pretty well read in psychology and her standing up to him was and is a massive achievement. A final push may be required of he threatens suicide, however. It could be very important for you to share what you've noticed since she stood up to him, help her see what an impact it's made, bring up the possibility that he may try to come back in psychologically by threatening suicide, and facilitate her to coming to her own conclusion that she has to stay detached lest she further seal in her own depression and suffering.

So many wishes to you guys 💛
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I agree with psy. Lots of growth by standing up to him. Interesting. Standing up to him is a form of nurturing yourself. Taking care of yourself when someone is trying to manipulate.

I have been trying to analyze the "victim mentality" that I see is some people. It would be an uncomfortable place for me to be a victim all the time. It is like a person is trying to squeeze compassion out of the Universe. I see no other reason to be a victim. Someone who is in victim head does not feel nurtured by the Universe, God, Mother Nature, whatever you want to call it. ( I think the most profound psychedelic experiences are when I feel nurtured by the Universe for lack of a better way of putting it). I mean we all nurture, a mother with a child, a person with a pet. And we all want to feel nurtured. It starts with nurturing ourselves first. That is why squeezing out doesn't work.

However when someone tries to control me by threatening suicide I can get real cold and matter of fact. I can not stand when someone uses the suicide card. At that point I realize we are all responsible for our own actions so yeah, go ahead! (I can be cold but it annoys me) Pull the suicide card with me and I am the opposite of nurturing. But I know it is a control mechanism desperate people use.

And all of this effects you too Xorkoth as you see. He angers her, she gets depressed, you try and nurture back,maybe with no success God, life can be hard. Sometimes I could use a nice break from all the drama in my life. Luckly there is very little for me, but even interactions with people at work or elsewhere, I can not get away from it.

I know I used the word nurture a lot. My last 4-ACO-DMT trip showed me a lot of what that means. And we all want it and need it. I am still trying to understand it so I throw the word out a lot. :)

Wishing you the best also and thanks for sharing that. You type well Xorkoth and get your point across clearly in all your posts and trip reports.
 
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I dunno, that's not what I read in most reports. That said, I thought it was pretty light duty. 275ug for my first time game me a visual 2hr peak and then just annoying headspace for four more hours. That said, I find LSD to be pretty similar (but more potent,) so I didn't think it was all that unusual. YMMV
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I've never had it actually, waiting impatiently for the moment it makes a return :)
Who knows how I got to that conclusion in my head hahah, maybe some voices resonated louder. =D

Annoying headspace in what sense btw? I have this feeling often by the end of LSD trips, where I'm still tripping but I can't seem to be able to think, undirected and scattered, which always made me feel like I'm really missing something about the psychedelic, but it's been a while so... On most tryptamines and especially phenethylamines it feels like the opposite anyway.
I wanted to trip this weekend but I ultimately couldn't damnit, and I can't seem to find a right time. About time spring comes around too!

Hope things work out with your girl Xork, and for you by extension, I don't have as much value to add as Jack & psy but my heart goes out to both of you.
 
'My heart goes out' might sound a little heavy lol, but I think the underlying point is quite clear

Weed man, I don't smoke much but it's excellent every time, last so long too. Some strawberry tasting hybrid....
 
I love weed. It is my best friend, along with my dog. Oh and my wife, and parents, and some friends, well they are all my life. But me in the park with my dog on a nice day with weed is heaven. If I died and went to heaven that is what I would want. lol (just smoked, Fire OG)
 
Sounds great man, the exact scenario with all imagined but inevitably positive context... it's right in my head man, I'd wanna be there
I like cats better though, I was at a friends yesterday and he had this cutest cat, she was very drawn to me, slept on my lap for half an hour, constantly walking or rolling around on me. I've never had a cat and I feel like I miss some natural spontaneity with animals but the love is real!
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I was under the impression most people needed at least 300ug for a full trip, sometimes even more, didn't you take 600ug most of the time @Cream Gravy? =D

But it's supposedly coming back later this year luckily
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Yeah I always ate mine in 750ug strips because of inconsistent results. Least I got effects from was 450ug. Could have degraded though it was a gray color by the time I tried any of my AL-LAD.
 
it wasn't the remeron. 150mcg of al-lad is light. i had some of the most fun in my life. it's hedonistic lsd. everything is shimmering and neon. mixed with 3-meo-pce, beznos, and subs (which are recreational, not maintenance for me). i was ripping through lights flashing off iridescent pavement downtown. on my bike cutting through traffic in a tshirt at 20mph. it's 40f out in chicago tonight, which is like a burst of spring for us. the city was alive and i tore through it.

this drug is good. i was a god. everyone's love for me died and i rode through it.
 
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I tripped the hardest i've ever tripped on 450ug of al-lad. Couldnt see anything but white, total ego death astral projection territory. Smoked a lot of cannabis which launched me to the hyperspace but I couldnt see shit even before it, the visuals were so strong
 
Only a few weeks til shroom season starts back up here giving acid a extended break even doses under 100 ug send me off to another realm now with all objects melting and morphing into fractals.
 
Been looking at nootropics all afternoon/night. What an exciting world, just ordered some but sadly Lions Mane powder was sold out...

I don't need many more drugs to spend my money on so I managed to find something else =D what do you guys like?
 
I like the classic piracetam, I find it subtle but definitely noticeable, and it feels healthy for the brain like a nutrient. I also like noopept (snorted it is better, just like 10mg). My favorite nootropic ever was hydergine, but it's hard to find and really expensive. I haven't tried a whole lot of them, some people are nuts about them. I like to buy a tub of piracetam and use it daily til it's gone and then take a break. Right now I have a 5 gram jar of noopept that has been going for... I dunno like 6 months. Haven't had a break in a while (though while I'm iboga microdosing I'm not taking any).

My favorite, honestly, is a blend of 14 medicinal mushroom powders (including Lion's Mane) I get in bulk at the food co-op downtown. I take a teaspoon every day when I wake up, it's great.
 
I see, I haved use piracetam before but ran out and never ordered it again. I didn't order any this time around but when I do I might go for some of it's analogues. More research is needed. Can't believe I forgot about noopept though.
Got some standard stuff like magnesium, l-theanine, melatonin and chaga mushroom powder.

I will keep doing more research, and my eventual hope is to find something (or a stack) that works well for my stuttering (its not that bad, but sometimes it is and other languages are especially hard). I can't believe some of the stacks people take though lol
 
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