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^ Ive never tried whippets. Watching the Steve-O documentary completely turned me off on trying it lol. I guess the closest is when I got nitrous oxide when my wisdom teeth got pulled. It was cool, couldn't feel anything but def was aware of everything. The sound of him yanking them out was awful lmao.

Anyone tried 5-MeO-DMT yet? New RC available, wondering if I should try it out.
 
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Nitrous is an amazing drug. Seems like a few people get really addicted to it, but I've only actually met one person ever who's like that. Nitrous on top of a psyhedelic (especially LSD) is probably the most profound place I've ever been to, though you can never remember it all and it lasts for just this brief flash. Nitrous at the dentist is different from nitrous as a drug because it's mixed with oxygen so it's a constant low lebel instead of a brief high level.

Heh, 5-MeO-DMT isn't a new RC, it's one of the first ever available. It's not an RC actually, it's found in nature in many sources and has been known about for a long time. I actually have never tried it though, but it's supposed to be about as intense as something can get. There are literally thousands of trip reports out there, check Erowid.

Oh hey welcome, by the way, nice to see a new face in here. :)

CosM1c Charlie said:
My long-term relationship With my daughter's mom was a disaster and it effects me still. She was a really cruel and manipulative partner. Thank goodness the woman I'm with now and plan on marrying is the complete opposite. The key is her accepting the fact that I will always be "CosM1c Charlie" and my ex wanted to change me. She Pretty much tryed to control every aspect of my life.

if I let's say came back tripping on Acid it would be this huge issue. I just never should have gotten involved with a woman who hated psychedelics. And all drug us pretty much if it's not her own.

Thankfully my sexy soulmate ive got here trips with me <3
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Wow are you me? 8o I could have said this exact thing, all of it, except my ex and I never had any kids (thank god)

I just woke up from a really cool dream where I was exploring a haunted house with some friends, who were all Bluelighters. We were partying in the house, and I had this control room of some sort of set up in an attic crawlspace where I had all these buttons, I can't remember what they did but it was really cool and complex. And I was planning to trip on DPT in the house, the dream involved us all trying to prepare. I snorted 40mg, which made me feel really cool, but then I was waiting for the night time to do a much larger dose. I'm not remembering all the details anymore but it was a really cool dream.
 
I'm beat up from work...pulled or tore my right rhomboid muscle in my back/shoulder. Worked like that for days until I finally broke down and paid for the doctor. $200 for the doctor and muscle relaxer/naproxen script. :( At least I feel a lot better and know it isn't anything major. Gotta go back Tuesday for another round of treatment. Hope everyone has been well.

I don't think this job is going to work out and I've almost walked away multiple times. Sick of working this hard for peanuts. It's terrible how they treat the people I work with. Every person I've trained ends up quitting within a few days. I've been thinking about what I want to do in life and I'm toying with the idea of going back to school. You guys think it's a good idea to pursue chemistry/PhD at the age of 33? I'm not sure if I'll be able to compete with the youngin's. I really want to learn it though. The more I've read about chemistry the most fascinating it becomes. I really wish I had access to a lab just to fool around with simple/basic stuff.

I'm torn between going ahead with that and putting my trip to the AT off yet again or just sucking it up for another year and going to the AT. I'm also toying with the idea of starting a CBD crop this year because I just found out I have use of 200 acres. This has been my problem all my life I have no idea what I want to do long term and I bore so easily.
 
Hey cg! I'm waiting for temporary disability pension. Unlikely I will get it but would be nice to get some "free money". I could get welfare/income support but I have savings so this is the only way now to get any welfare benefits since I'm student.

Getting drunk today for the second time this year. Quitting alcohol has been easier than I thought even tho I used benzos a lot in january. I had no withdrawal effects btw and I took 35x2mg clonazepam during about 1 month period.
 
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I'm beat up from work...pulled or tore my right rhomboid muscle in my back/shoulder. Worked like that for days until I finally broke down and paid for the doctor. $200 for the doctor and muscle relaxer/naproxen script. :( At least I feel a lot better and know it isn't anything major. Gotta go back Tuesday for another round of treatment. Hope everyone has been well.

I don't think this job is going to work out and I've almost walked away multiple times. Sick of working this hard for peanuts. It's terrible how they treat the people I work with. Every person I've trained ends up quitting within a few days. I've been thinking about what I want to do in life and I'm toying with the idea of going back to school. You guys think it's a good idea to pursue chemistry/PhD at the age of 33? I'm not sure if I'll be able to compete with the youngin's. I really want to learn it though. The more I've read about chemistry the most fascinating it becomes. I really wish I had access to a lab just to fool around with simple/basic stuff.

I'm torn between going ahead with that and putting my trip to the AT off yet again or just sucking it up for another year and going to the AT. I'm also toying with the idea of starting a CBD crop this year because I just found out I have use of 200 acres. This has been my problem all my life I have no idea what I want to do long term and I bore so easily.
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I think it's never too late to pursue something you enjoy. 33 is young, so what if it's older than a lot of people in school? It's either pursue something you love or keep plugging at away at something you hate. My mom went back to school at age 55.
 
Haha, the old too many edibles situation. =D

Man guys I'm on these intense mood/mental state swings recently. It switches so quickly. I'm really stressed and just feeling sad right now, and overwhelmed. There are a variety of reasons. Damn it, when did life get so stressful? 4 years ago every day felt amazing. Now there's so much on my plate emotionally, it's crazy.
 
They really snuck up ate 2 at felt nice for like 3 hours. Decided that it would be fine to eat 3 more and it started to get really heavy out there. I cook out front in the customers view so it's kind of if I'm on display in a sense.

So I have to maintain character
When the second batch hit was crazy :)
 
I've overdosed on edibles only once, I was lying on my friends place and couldn't get up for hours. We were drinking and redosing way too much. It was really uncomfortable. Somehow my friend with little to no tolerance didn't feel that bad, when I was lying on mattress on the other room at night I remember I was thinking he would be fucked up so bad but afterwards he told me he was ok. I think it wasn't so bad compared to smoking too much when I was younger and drunk and vomiting all over the place back in the days though.
 
Guys I'm so relieved today. Yesterday morning my roommate had someone come buy his bed and I couldn't find one of my cats anywhere afterwards. They had left the front door open for like 10 min so I thought maybe she got outside even though thats not like her at all. and a winter storm was starting here so I was freaking out thinking about her being out in it. She likes to tear holes in box springs and climb up inside them so I was thinking maybe she was in the bed still but my roommate called the people and they said they looked up inside the bed and didnt see anything. I tried to stay calm all day but it eventually started wearing on me, I broke my phone and went off on my girlfriend. I've had my cats for 2 and a half yrs and they're sisters and basically inseparable, it would've been heartbraking. Then at like 11pm last night my roommate got a call from the people and they said she was in their room so she was hiding up in the box spring the whole time. I'm just so thankful I don't know what I would've done had I lost her.:o
 
Oh wow, what a relief! I totally empathize because my cats are so much a part of my world, they're some of the closest living things to me and I love them very much. One of them disappearing would be a huge blow to me. I love that feeling of euphoric relief when something really bad is over or averted. It really makes you appreciate life and what you have. Not worth the terribleness of thinking it happened but at least it ends well. :)

One time my cat got out, and was out all night, which is unlike him. And while I was looking for him I heard a pack of coyotes quite nearby yipping like crazy and all I could imagine was them catching my sweet kitty and eating him. That was at like 1am, and the whole rest of the night I was trying to find him and just increasingly feeling despair. Then at 7am he showed up at the door and the sheer euphoria I felt was amazing.
 
^maybe it compares to the euphoria I felt when I got accepted to university. I worked like crazy for the entrance examination, read like ~6 hours a day for 1-2 months in library. When the results came it felt like MDMA comeup for a few minutes.

probably the strongest euphoria I've felt sober if you don't count something like being in love.
 
SM, I definitely resonate with that. Glad your kitty came back too. Nice Xammy. For me it wasn't even euphoria more just like genuine happiness from the relief and peace of mind but that in itself felt so good considering the frustration and sadness id been feeling before. Sometimes reality checks, provided they have a good ending, aren't a bad thing. You stop taking things for granted or reevaluate your behavior.

Speaking of MDMA-euphoria about a year ago I sourced some MXE after not having any for like a year straight due to the bans. I ordered it to my friends house and on the way to pick it up for about 30 min I felt like I was legit rolling. The fact that just the act of obtaining it was so euphoric is makes me think it must have rewired my reward system pretty good.
 
Fucckk. My friend and I were catching up last night (and getting pretty drunk), when we decided to fuck around with all his guns. We were out on some land and we blew through like 120 5.56mm rounds in his ARs, 40 or so 20 gauges out of his shotgun, and 50 or so .45 rounds out of his handgun. All without ear protection. My ears are muffled and ringing hardcore now. I really hope I haven't permanently damaged my hearing to the point where I can notice it long term. Pretty sure there is some permanent hearing damage already though...
 
Oh man, I hope not too. I'm in 2 bands right now and one of them always practices in a room with amps, quite loud. And lately we've been practicing like that with my main band, too, and (I'm right next to the drums. After practice my ears tend to ring. I keep forgetting to bring these noise reducing earplugs I bought for this very purpose. Gotta start remembering that.
 
It was fun though lol. We were just blowing through the magazines on the AR-15. I've never shot at night before, all you could see was the flash of the muzzle. Looked so badass.
 
NewFaceSameTripper said:
^ Ive never tried whippets. Watching the Steve-O documentary completely turned me off on trying it lol. I guess the closest is when I got nitrous oxide when my wisdom teeth got pulled. It was cool, couldn't feel anything but def was aware of everything. The sound of him yanking them out was awful lmao.

Anyone tried 5-MeO-DMT yet? New RC available, wondering if I should try it out.
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I've had 5meo-dmt a handful of times or so. It's interesting but keep in mind its closer to salvia than nn-dmt or other tryptamines. I like salvia allot though; such a shame it got banned like 9 years ago here.
 
Had some LSD on Saturday, good stuff think those guys slipped me 300ug hits without letting me know. :D Capped it off with some MXE and slept til 4pm yesterday.

Now it's Monday and I have to go back to work. :(
 
phenethylo J said:
I've had 5meo-dmt a handful of times or so. It's interesting but keep in mind its closer to salvia than nn-dmt or other tryptamines. I like salvia allot though; such a shame it got banned like 9 years ago here.
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Never tried salvia, all my buddies who tried it said it was unpleasant. I guess it's not new, it's just new product from my go to RC vendor. Think I'll pass on it. Thanks bruh
 
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