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I heard that bad interactions between penicillin and alcohol, was nothing but a myth.

NKB: I think you would enjoy phenibut, as an alternative to booze. It does remind me somewhat of kava, with the long duration, relaxation and optimism
 
Figured I'll be spending all my monies on SD trip in a couple days, no reason not to drink until then. Then I can start a period of involuntary sobriety (those tend to last the longest) since I have no income coming my way in the immediate future.

mitchi said:
NKB: I think you would enjoy phenibut, as an alternative to booze. It does remind me somewhat of kava, with the long duration, relaxation and optimism
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That might be interesting actually. Though if I had a bank account (haven't since bank closed mine due to always having $0 in it) I'd probably hazard a GBL purchase.
 
I would like to try out GBL but the risk of overdosing seems too big. I'm sure I would drink until going into a coma.
I Hope you get some funds in your bankaccount, in one way or the other. I'm at minus 15.000, or something like that. Buying without money, that's at treat
 
If it complements walking in the evening, then i got to have some. It's just too cold for that right now (if its got to be enjoyable)... Damn i miss the summer!
 
I heard that bad interactions between penicillin and alcohol, was nothing but a myth.
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I am on azithyromycin, which does have some interactions (i think there are some posts in ADD or Ecstasy discussion on it). What I am more worried about is getting my immune system more wacked out by taking drugs or alcohol so that whatever bug I am fighting right now doesn't go away.

Once I am healthy again I am definitely going to be exploring mxe more.
 
yucatanboy2 said:
I am on azithyromycin, which does have some interactions (i think there are some posts in ADD or Ecstasy discussion on it). What I am more worried about is getting my immune system more wacked out by taking drugs or alcohol so that whatever bug I am fighting right now doesn't go away.

Once I am healthy again I am definitely going to be exploring mxe more.
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Even I take a break from drinking when ill (helped me get over it quickly methinks, that and lots of rest). Wise move.

mitchi said:
If it complements walking in the evening, then i got to have some. It's just too cold for that right now (if its got to be enjoyable)... Damn i miss the summer!
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It does so much! Increased music appreciation, not quite as sedative/cloudy as booze, euphoric, and it brightens the colors of the world and makes everything look magical. I mean, gabaergics in general can do this if you hit the sweet spot, but GBL/GHB does this even more so (also caused HPPD like visuals during duration IME). It's in my top 5 favorite drugs fo sho, it also pairs incredibly well with cannabinoids (they take everything good about it and make it even better, and vice versa), great walking combo. :)

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Still stuck in Heroin mode from Saturday
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That sucks man. Stop whilst you can still avoid w/d. Takes me less than a week of evening use to get'em enough to throw up and be bed ridden for a day or two these days for me at least.
 
I only had it that night so Ive had no WDs at all. The joys of the nod, oh how I missed it. Now all I can think about is "moar moar moar" but I guess I can just smoke the cravings away.
 
That's good then, with the help of booze I was able to keep H use to non-physically addictive levels last I used. Good model to follow. The desire to do more hasn't left me though...

Anyway, while me previous buyings of 1L of vermouth have lasted me 3 or 4 days, seems I finished it all in one evening today. Damn.
 
I thought maybe doing it once more after 4.5 years it would go away. But nope, I want it just like any other day.
 
I had quite the socially awkward day yesterday and at 2am with the help of a little alcohol everything got blown into the open. As I was going to bed I overheard my mental stability being questioned in the other end of the apartment between two of my new friends, so I just went out and told them to give it to me straight; I'm all about gaining self awareness.

My social insecurities cause me to feel like I constantly have to prove something, and if I ever perceive the feeling that I'm being slighted I go a little nuts. Competitiveness is also very intense. Whenever we're playing games I tend to get a little too into it. It's all just excited eccentricity and I'm not actually mad when I get pounded in a game, but to some my reactions seem to make them feel uncomfortable.

Militaristic is an adjective that got used, and I see why. Considering the times we live in I do have a part of me that's rather paranoid and aggressive, and at times, I would like to have a war to fight in to release some of that. There's also sometimes that anti-social thought of 'it feels good that people think I'm a little bit crazy'; it enhances the alpha-effect. Ya, mental stability questioned indeed. Soldiers die, the only people who truly want to be soldiers are partially suicidal. That's another aspect that's not totally absent. Modern life just seems so mundane and futile, as if I'm just biding my time until I'm put under 6 feet of earth.

I dunno, it just brought out a lot of quirks, problems, and reasons why my social life is the way it is. I've been considering getting myself tested; especially for increased catecholamine release. I'm skin and bone, sunken eyes, general anxiousness that manifests in several forms.

If I've been carrying one of those adrenaline secreting tumours around for a while it would explain a lot.
 
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It does so much! Increased music appreciation, not quite as sedative/cloudy as booze, euphoric, and it brightens the colors of the world and makes everything look magical. I mean, gabaergics in general can do this if you hit the sweet spot, but GBL/GHB does this even more so (also caused HPPD like visuals during duration IME). It's in my top 5 favorite drugs fo sho, it also pairs incredibly well with cannabinoids (they take everything good about it and make it even better, and vice versa), great walking combo. :)
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Sounds great. I'm not a big fan of weed, it makes me extremely anxious and paranoid. But I can throw some MXE in the mix instead I guess :) Always worth a shot

Sad to hear PepperSocks: Has it always been like that (anxiety) or is it something new? If it's been like that for years then maybe the reason should be found via a therapist. That's the normal approach
 
Just curious Mitchi but have you tried switching to Indica-based strains and lessening the amount you smoke? I always had this problem, and soon found out that due to my low tolerance I really couldn't enjoy Sativas unless I smoked a miniscule amount (0.1 at MOST) since the higher THC percentage led to more paranoia and anxiety. Indicas on the other hand were fairly easy to smoke, just relaxing and enjoyable without all of that :)

I think I might vape a little AM-2201 since I haven't been stoned in at least 2 weeks now.
 
It's worth a try, but I'll buy some benzos with that.
I do live close to a place where there is a huge amount of hashish being sold, so it's quite bad not being able to toke. I already have a pibe for DMT, that could surely be used good for this substance too.

Yeah I'll do it!. Just gotta have a benzo at hand. The mindfuck I get with weed is absolutely terrible and worthless
 
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Militaristic is an adjective that got used, and I see why. Considering the times we live in I do have a part of me that's rather paranoid and aggressive, and at times, I would like to have a war to fight in to release some of that. There's also sometimes that anti-social thought of 'it feels good that people think I'm a little bit crazy'; it enhances the alpha-effect. Ya, mental stability questioned indeed. Soldiers die, the only people who truly want to be soldiers are partially suicidal. That's another aspect that's not totally absent. Modern life just seems so mundane and futile, as if I'm just biding my time until I'm put under 6 feet of earth.
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...heavy stuff, PSox. I hope you can find your way out of that mindset. Sounds like you need some solid goals so you're not just spinning your wheels...perhaps talking with someone about this could help you in the long run.

PepperSocks said:
I've been considering getting myself tested; especially for increased catecholamine release. I'm skin and bone, sunken eyes, general anxiousness that manifests in several forms.

If I've been carrying one of those adrenaline secreting tumours around for a while it would explain a lot.
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Sounds like anxiety to me...might be worth reminding you that amphetamine abuse is highly associated with anxiety and depression. I'd point to that before I'd go looking for zebras.

Sorry to hear you're not feeling so swell, but nice to see you around.
 
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