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nearjat said:
I did not know this, explains a lot haha.

I think this needs some cannabis. Naw math homework is probably a better idea.
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I found this out on accident... I just took a swig of Delsym when I was at work and suddenly I start feeling like I'm coming up a speedy ass roll... I've tried Delsym and HBr and I prefer HBr because its more predictable.
 
dude that sucks imo going to a rehab school.
like.
i dunno
i would hate that. but thats me.
i aint never said id never do benzos again..i dont really have a problem with them..they just make me feel SHITTY. i took a little ativan last night cause i had a horrible headache for 2 hours. its amp that ive said id never do again..and i did amp again when i did that molly. about 2hrs after i omnom'd them olly tho..adn less amp than id normally use. shit was clutch.
why cant codeine syrup be OTC srsly? i mean ive had rx codeine syrup, to get high you have to drink half the fucking bottle (8oz). i dont see why the US is pretty much teh only country where low dose/mixed codeine isnt OTC.
 
Delsyd said:
But taking prozac or something along those lines doesnt seem like the best idea to me.
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We used to take a Prozac every night when we were done rolling and we never crashed or had any other issues with doing it - it just sucked when we ran out and had to suffer the crash.
 
Rehab school was actually pretty boss man. Lot's of like minded people looking to better their lives. I just really can't let myself adopt all encompassing life philosophies like AA, just isn't right to me.
 
nearjat said:
Rehab school was actually pretty boss man. Lot's of like minded people looking to better their lives. I just really can't let myself adopt all encompassing life philosophies like AA, just isn't right to me.
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There's too much "faith" in AA and NA for my tastes...
 
I never really had much of a problem with the faith factor the way I interpreted it. Basically I understood it as having an understanding that shit will eventually fall into place, and it isn't your job to manage everything. Stuff like that helps anxiety/codependency all kinds of stuff.
 
oh. i mightev said that, but fi iever said no benzos ever, it was just because i dont liek the effects.
i have no problem controlling the use of em..once every few months, maybe.
theyre not my thang.
 
^^ LOL -- triple negative right there.

nearjat said:
Rehab school was actually pretty boss man. Lot's of like minded people looking to better their lives. I just really can't let myself adopt all encompassing life philosophies like AA, just isn't right to me.
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Right. You can't turn it into a religion.

Well, some people do. Just as Jesus' word became Christianity. That's not my style, though.
 
I've been debating going back, I feel like I'm doing something wrong. But I rather try and correct my ways without a crutch. It takes help though... I'm not like a shameful mess over here or anything but I have standards for myself and I keep failing them.
 
You can't feel like you're doing something wrong. You've got to know you're doing something wrong.

Honestly, I don't think that AA can teach you anything you don't know. Nor can they make your changes for you. Change ultimately must come from within.


I can definitely empathize with your struggles to meet your own self-imposed standards, though. I'm really hard on myself that way, too -- every day of my life is, to an extent, a conflict between my intent of action and action itself.
 
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i dont do benzos often..and i got sick on them ebfore, they make me sick unless i pass out right when they hit like i did last night. before i passed out, ali g indahouse was far funnier than it wouldve been normally, though.
 
Benzos are such poison-- they pretty much fried my nervous system permanently. They definitely aren't fun drugs, but when your life is stressful and ridiculous, it feels "fun" to get a short respite from the anxiety for once. At least that was the appeal to me.
 
You're not supposed to enjoy doing homework, man! It's designed to suck the spirit out of you and breed you for life at the cube farms. =D
 
^ @nearjat: Seriously. It's a sort of a dissonance between the more refined and the more primitive levels of mind -- the conscious and subconscious, if you will. This I am convinced of.


Hey Roger, how's this for a theory of human psychology -- it is impossible to do something that you don't enjoy. ? Human behavior is entirely driven by aversive and directive emotion: pain and pleasure.
 
it certainly felt fun last night ot chill out and stop worrying abotu my headache
ugh
i am watching top gear australia.
not nearly as good as uk top gear.
and i cant help but thinking about crocodiles every time i hear them talk.
 
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