juler
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 4, 2022
- Messages
- 172
I don't want to do that. It's in the very back of my mind. I just hope I can make these 2 30's work a day. I just don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. Like a lot of the members on here, I do have real pain issues---my life has just sucked so much up until now, I don't want to suffer unnecessary pain for the rest of it, because unfortunately the conditions I have will only start to worsen. Also unfortunately I have an addicts mentality---the enough is never enough---that is what I have to work on---there is no way to be completely pain -free. Its something |I will have to deal with or wds every 2 weeks---but the making a 14 day script last for 16 days--cruel and unusual punishment---I had to go through Hell just to get them on the 15th day. They were going to wait until Friday. Every minute of the early days 1 and two were back by the time I got the meds. I do wish now I had never started them as I don't think I can get off them, and I really don't want to be in constant pain. Thanks for listening to me--I really look up to you guys and you've been a true lifesaver for me many times--you in particular and a few others---Kudos!!!!!