mydrugbuddy
Bluelighter
I dont want to speak to soon, but i think i may possibly have done it, in the most unconventional and ill advised way, but i havent had any bupe for 2 days. I took 4mg a couple of days ago simply because it was there and once the thought "take it" got into my head, the urge was irresistible. However, before that 4mg splurge i had been on 0.1 mg for a few weeks. Maybe the fading remnants of that 4mg was all that i needed to get off it, and Id done all the hard work by getting down to 0.1, and there was nothing left to do.
I was still high yesterday I had so much energy and motivation, Id forgotten what that was like. got nearly all the muddles in my living room sorted out. They were too much to tackle before. Opened a load of letters id been ignoring, one is a 2 week old final reminder from EON. I adapted my CV and wrote a tailored letter for a job in a store in town, and cycled in to hand it to them, havent even heard back from that FFS. Started completing an online application form. Contacted my old group leader on facebook for a reference and hes ignoring me. Oops, didnt think he be a cunt like that. Still, i must admit, i wouldnt have recommended me by the end, but the previous 12 years hadnt been bad ! HR will give me a reference. One of my senior colleagues will to (i havent asked him yet lol, i hope he will) and one of my friends has a fuckin grand sounding job title and ive known him since i was 14 or something.
Anyway i couldnt get out of bed till 2pm today, I dont know if im out of the woods or not with bupe yet. Time will tell. I suspect ive cracked it in a typically random, bizzare, not the way you're supposed to do it, type of way.
I was still high yesterday I had so much energy and motivation, Id forgotten what that was like. got nearly all the muddles in my living room sorted out. They were too much to tackle before. Opened a load of letters id been ignoring, one is a 2 week old final reminder from EON. I adapted my CV and wrote a tailored letter for a job in a store in town, and cycled in to hand it to them, havent even heard back from that FFS. Started completing an online application form. Contacted my old group leader on facebook for a reference and hes ignoring me. Oops, didnt think he be a cunt like that. Still, i must admit, i wouldnt have recommended me by the end, but the previous 12 years hadnt been bad ! HR will give me a reference. One of my senior colleagues will to (i havent asked him yet lol, i hope he will) and one of my friends has a fuckin grand sounding job title and ive known him since i was 14 or something.
Anyway i couldnt get out of bed till 2pm today, I dont know if im out of the woods or not with bupe yet. Time will tell. I suspect ive cracked it in a typically random, bizzare, not the way you're supposed to do it, type of way.
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