Pill__Head
Bluelighter
Greetings all,
To start things off, heres a little background info about me:
I'm 20 years old,
I recently had to drop out of college ( last semester) due to all my money going to my abuse my of OXY's.
I have a decent tolerance, i think so at least. 90mg oxy not much happens to me, 120mg oxy will give me a goood high, 150mg oxy & im fucked up... too fucked up haha. ( no such things as 'too fucked up' right
)
Oddly enough and not to "toot my own horn" by any means but I am a very smart individual and have a lot of potential inside me if I can get my God-damn shit together!
I have been abusing opiates (and some others, opiates are my favorite by far tho.) for a good 6 years now. Ive tried nearly all opiates/opioids, mostly Oxycodone though. Until recently, past month or so I could no longer afford pills and moved up to the cheaper,better, bigger "gun": Heroin (BTH). For the most part I've been smoke it, but have most I have definitely IV'd a handfull of times, I try not to do it very often simply because I LIKE TO TOO MUCH.
I have SUCH an addictive personality, I believe it runs in my family as my father died from an Oxy + Alcohol OD. I know that if i don't make a change in my currently lifestyle, I am going to end up my father. I sure hope not, but lets all be honest, something needs to change.
I should also mention I am a chronic THC freak. lol. weed/dabs/eddibles/ect. on the daily, i have been smoking for years straight. I cant remember the last time I went over 24 hour w/o smoking.. been atleast a couple years.
ALSO.....Me and Alprazolam have a nice relationship. I usually have more than i know what to do with, as I buy it in bulk as pure powder. ( and yes its pure, the smallest amount will out you on YOUR ASS!). I try to only use at night.. depending on my opiate dosae, my usual dose is 6-8mg; somtimes more.
SO HERE'S THE QUESTION HERE: (sorry for all the rambling, im urrently fcked up from methadone and xanax)
I want to get on methadone so i can try to get back into school eventaully, and get out of this shit-hole of a life i'm currently living.
I Have used methadone probably a total of 4 different times in the last month, and i looooved it. The doses I took were around 40mg which didn't give me a "opiate high". Rather it kept me in a great mood ALL day, I had no WD symptoms, no craving for opiates or even to get high, it was just awesome. It kept me totally content and cool without being all fucked up and high. (As much as i love slamming some tar into my veins :D).....I just can't continue this path.
The only thing I am worried about is my age (20).. I really no idea if my doctor would prescribe me methadone. I dont know if Doc's are hesitant to prescribe something like that to someone my age.
Does anyone have any knowledge about doctors protocols in regards to methadone/ any input would be greatly appreciated!
To start things off, heres a little background info about me:
I'm 20 years old,
I recently had to drop out of college ( last semester) due to all my money going to my abuse my of OXY's.
I have a decent tolerance, i think so at least. 90mg oxy not much happens to me, 120mg oxy will give me a goood high, 150mg oxy & im fucked up... too fucked up haha. ( no such things as 'too fucked up' right

Oddly enough and not to "toot my own horn" by any means but I am a very smart individual and have a lot of potential inside me if I can get my God-damn shit together!
I have been abusing opiates (and some others, opiates are my favorite by far tho.) for a good 6 years now. Ive tried nearly all opiates/opioids, mostly Oxycodone though. Until recently, past month or so I could no longer afford pills and moved up to the cheaper,better, bigger "gun": Heroin (BTH). For the most part I've been smoke it, but have most I have definitely IV'd a handfull of times, I try not to do it very often simply because I LIKE TO TOO MUCH.
I have SUCH an addictive personality, I believe it runs in my family as my father died from an Oxy + Alcohol OD. I know that if i don't make a change in my currently lifestyle, I am going to end up my father. I sure hope not, but lets all be honest, something needs to change.
I should also mention I am a chronic THC freak. lol. weed/dabs/eddibles/ect. on the daily, i have been smoking for years straight. I cant remember the last time I went over 24 hour w/o smoking.. been atleast a couple years.
ALSO.....Me and Alprazolam have a nice relationship. I usually have more than i know what to do with, as I buy it in bulk as pure powder. ( and yes its pure, the smallest amount will out you on YOUR ASS!). I try to only use at night.. depending on my opiate dosae, my usual dose is 6-8mg; somtimes more.
SO HERE'S THE QUESTION HERE: (sorry for all the rambling, im urrently fcked up from methadone and xanax)
I want to get on methadone so i can try to get back into school eventaully, and get out of this shit-hole of a life i'm currently living.
I Have used methadone probably a total of 4 different times in the last month, and i looooved it. The doses I took were around 40mg which didn't give me a "opiate high". Rather it kept me in a great mood ALL day, I had no WD symptoms, no craving for opiates or even to get high, it was just awesome. It kept me totally content and cool without being all fucked up and high. (As much as i love slamming some tar into my veins :D).....I just can't continue this path.
The only thing I am worried about is my age (20).. I really no idea if my doctor would prescribe me methadone. I dont know if Doc's are hesitant to prescribe something like that to someone my age.
Does anyone have any knowledge about doctors protocols in regards to methadone/ any input would be greatly appreciated!
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