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My plentyoffish.com meet-up gone wrong...

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OK I was not sure if you were into magick/chaos magick at all since you had Crowley on the youtube slideshow link; but it turns out you're not. I watched your youtube video and I liked your slideshow/montage. Do you like to cook? Who was your friend you meditated with in the youtube slide show?

Isn't the Zen temple where you live free to go meditate at?
 
And as for the opiates, all opiates are naturally or synthetically derived from the poppy papaver somniferum. That doesn't make them the same lol. Codiene isn't oxycodone. Anyone who has a history of opiate use will tell you this. I fonly a shitty drug like codiene were as potent as oxys haha. You have no experience with opiates I see.
.... The potency is different. Although hydrocodone is weird as fuck... Sometimes it barely hits me, sometimes it kicks my ass just as much as oxy. the -codone family is semi-synthetic opioids

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hydrocodone

oxycodone is just less of a prodrug, more active. it's still a -codone. You think I don't know my opiates just because I don't shoot up? I am Rx'd 1200 mg's of hydrocodone every month. hydrocodone has a lot to do with metabolism and liver enzymes to be effective. CYP2D6. I've taken oxy, snorted dilaudid. I've done my fair share of opiates...

You shouldn't be such a condescending dick man. That's your problem. Your narcissistic personality assumes that your opinion is the only valid one and everyone else is a moron. I'm just trying to help but you get all defensive n shit. That's your problem there.
 
OK I was not sure if you were into magick/chaos magick at all since you had Crowley on the youtube slideshow link; but it turns out you're not. I watched your youtube video and I liked your slideshow/montage. Do you like to cook? Who was your friend you meditated with in the youtube slide show?

Isn't the Zen temple where you live free to go meditate at?

There were two close friends in the video. What you saw was video offtage of October 7 Hour of Reprisal cermeony, an annual celebration that marks the arrival of autumn and the countdown to Samhain. Candles and incense are lit in ceremonail, ritualistic fashion and the room is peppered with religious and spiritual decor. The evening starts of with a brisk walk, then a half hour of meditation and silent contemplation. We then engaged in a feast and did The Burning Monk Ceremony. The night culminated in the listening session of the beautifully crafted Psycho-Social, Chemical, Biological and Electro-Magnetic Maniupulation of Human Consciousness album by Jedi Mind Tricks.

Click here for the Burning Monk Ceremony; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQPhzoq_-Ng&list=LL3eMSed-In-l7PI8SU7eUWw&feature=mh_lolz

They hold short retreats at the Zen Temple. They have Sunday services their like any religious place of gathering.
 
.... The potency is different. Although hydrocodone is weird as fuck... Sometimes it barely hits me, sometimes it kicks my ass just as much as oxy. the -codone family is semi-synthetic opioids

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hydrocodone

oxycodone is just less of a prodrug, more active. it's still a -codone. You think I don't know my opiates just because I don't shoot up? I am Rx'd 1200 mg's of hydrocodone every month. hydrocodone has a lot to do with metabolism and liver enzymes to be effective. CYP2D6. I've taken oxy, snorted dilaudid. I've done my fair share of opiates...

You shouldn't be such a condescending dick man. That's your problem. Your narcissistic personality assumes that your opinion is the only valid one and everyone else is a moron. I'm just trying to help but you get all defensive n shit. That's your problem there.

I'm sorry, but I don't even fully understand what any of this is about. The argument with the chick was whether codiene was the same as oxycodone. She thought it was literally called "oxycodiene". I think you may have misunderstood something.
 
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I'm sorry, but I don't even fully understand what any of this is about. The argument with the chick was whether codiene was the same as oxycodone. She thought it was literally called "oxycodiene". I think you may have misunderstood something.

from what I read there was a bit of joking and sarcasm. women like to piss guys off before they fuck em. makes the sex more passionate :)

perhaps I misunderstood?

OP said:
"no, I'm allergic to codiene." lol, this sparked up a friendly argument between us, as she swore up and down that codiene was the same as oxycodone, claiming it was actually "oxycodiene" lmao

She kept making these smart-ass, sarcastic remarks and then staring at me with this creepy smirk as I stood ahead. At one point she's like "Can you see I'm very sarcastic?"
Sounds like playful flirtiness to me brotha. If you ask me she was DtF.

OP said:
She mentioned I looked nervous at one point for the umpteenth time and I just said "Uhh it's kind of awkward having you stare at me like that?"
Loosen up brotha. no need to be so uptight! I'd have just leaned in for a smooch instead of getting pissed off. Do you take a lot of opiates? Opiates dull my emotions, make me a total dickhead, and out of touch others feelings and body language. I take opiates when a girl breaks my heart, not when I'm trying to get some...
 
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I apolgize if I came off as a cocksucker in my pevious posts.

When I said "playful" I meant it didn't get heated, but she swore up and down that it was called "oxycodiene", even looking it up on her phone.

She was definitely not down to fuck I brought up sex in the PMs and she stopped talking to me for a bit, thinking all I wanted was the twat
 
I apolgize if I came off as a cocksucker in my pevious posts.

When I said "playful" I meant it didn't get heated, but she swore up and down that it was called "oxycodiene", even looking it up on her phone.

She was definitely not down to fuck I brought up sex in the PMs and she stopped talking to me for a bit, thinking all I wanted was the twat

ahh you gotta seduce em in person. you bring up sex in PM's and it turns em off. saying something bold and daring to her face, showing her you got some balls, then leaning in for a little smooch n grab usually works. unless she's a prude then you just get smacked lol.

I'm pretty socially awkward myself. What helps me is combination of valium and dextroamphetamine. wow, what a combo. both have side effects on their own, but seem to take care of eachother's side effects (valium takes care of the uptightness of the speed, speed takes care of the sluggishness from valium).

xanax is good too but when I was in high school I could get 2 mg bars for less than the cost of the standard lunch (you know, the one that's like what they give people in prison - sloppy joe thursdays, mystery meat tuesdays, crappy pizza fridays :p) I got so many phone numbers and I would get home and go through my contacts and be like "who the fuck is Amanda?" LOL Valium was pretty rare but definitely my preferred benzo due to the lack of amnesia I get off xanax, and MUCH longer duration.
 
ahh you gotta seduce em in person. you bring up sex in PM's and it turns em off. saying something bold and daring to her face, showing her you got some balls, then leaning in for a little smooch n grab usually works. unless she's a prude then you just get smacked lol.

I'm pretty socially awkward myself. What helps me is combination of valium and dextroamphetamine. wow, what a combo. both have side effects on their own, but seem to take care of eachother's side effects (valium takes care of the uptightness of the speed, speed takes care of the sluggishness from valium). xanax is good too but when I was in high school I could get 2 mg bars for less than the cost of the standard lunch (you know, the one that's like what they give people in prison - sloppy joe thursdays, mystery meat tuesdays, crappy pizza fridays :p)

Yeah it would have been great if I had benzos on deck. As sad as it sounds, sometimes I wear the same clothes for days and days (even weeks) because I'm too depressed to was my clothes.
 
Yeah it would have been great if I had benzos on deck. As sad as it sounds, sometimes I wear the same clothes for days and days (even weeks) because I'm too depressed to was my clothes.

Gotta see a doctor man... get that shit fixed. so far exercise, meditation, and healthy food has done wonders for me. I have an Rx for valium but I can manage not taking it sometimes. I try not to get addicted or build tolerance. I take maybe 3x10 mg a week on average. SSRI may be beneficial, but certainly not without proper diet and exercise. Cannabis is how I meditate.

Since I stopped eating fast food and trans fat, I noticed a huge difference in my physical health. HUGE. Trans fat is evil. same with artificial coloring. and high fructose corn syrup/corn syrup solids/corn syrup. I avoid all that crap. Especially D&C red#40. That shit does not agree with me... read the ingredients... watch out for "hydrogenated" oils. even partially-hydrogenated.

The only fast food I eat is chick fil a because their #4 is just too damn good haha. I think their chicken is better quality than McDonalds, BK, Wendy's etc.
 
Gotta see a doctor man... get that shit fixed. so far exercise, meditation, and healthy food has done wonders for me. I have an Rx for valium but I can manage not taking it sometimes. I try not to get addicted or build tolerance. I take maybe 3x10 mg a week on average. SSRI may be beneficial, but certainly not without proper diet and exercise. Cannabis is how I meditate.

Since I stopped eating fast food and trans fat, I noticed a huge difference in my physical health. HUGE. Trans fat is evil. same with artificial coloring. and high fructose corn syrup/corn syrup solids/corn syrup. I avoid all that crap. Especially D&C red#40. That shit does not agree with me... read the ingredients... watch out for "hydrogenated" oils. even partially-hydrogenated.

The only fast food I eat is chick fil a because their #4 is just too damn good haha. I think their chicken is better quality than McDonalds, BK, Wendy's etc.

I've been practicing zazen daily for several years. I also pump iron regularly.
 
I've been practicing zazen daily for several years. I also pump iron regularly.
stay away from fast food though. fast food, trans fat, excessive dyes... corn syrup is OK if you are about to pump some iron, but otherwise I'd say not... I'm telling you man since I started watching what I eat, I feel so much healthier... mind and body. Invest in some high omega-3 flax oil. helps your circulation (in your brain too...) That's why they call fish, "brain-food". I'd eat more fish but I live too far from the ocean to catch it and I'm too po' to afford it :\ I just mix a TSP of high omega-3 flax oil with lignans with a glass of milk, and take magnesium citrate to balance out the calcium...

btw the flax oil I get is in a bottle, not liquigel caps.
 
lol did you read the thread? Apparently not.

And as for the opiates, all opiates are naturally or synthetically derived from the poppy papaver somniferum. That doesn't make them the same lol. Codiene isn't oxycodone. Anyone who has a history of opiate use will tell you this. I fonly a shitty drug like codiene were as potent as oxys haha. You have no experience with opiates I see.



I do not do Magick. I am into Zen Buddhism.

Korey there have been a few posts in this thread where you come off as extremely condescending and I really think that's something you need to work on before you've got much of a chance of getting involved in a romantic relationship. I don't know if you mean it or not but you seem extremely disrespectful and to consider everyone as an idiot and trust me, that's a bit of a turn-off. You seem like a nice guy but I think unless you manage to change some of your attitude (I don't mean that in a patronizing way) it's just not gonna happen. Just my opinion as someone who's been involved with condescending guys before and regretted it.
 
Korey there have been a few posts in this thread where you come off as extremely condescending and I really think that's something you need to work on before you've got much of a chance of getting involved in a romantic relationship. I don't know if you mean it or not but you seem extremely disrespectful and to consider everyone as an idiot and trust me, that's a bit of a turn-off. You seem like a nice guy but I think unless you manage to change some of your attitude (I don't mean that in a patronizing way) it's just not gonna happen. Just my opinion as someone who's been involved with condescending guys before and regretted it.

Thanks so much for the great insight.
 
I should buy some flax oil so that my malfunctioning brain works properly

you should. believe it or not omega 3's improve circulation (in your brain also), thus correcting some chemical imbalances, lower blood pressure. It also helps your body burn fat.

Do you read labels on the food you eat? Do you eat shit from BK or McDonalds? That shit is bad. Anything with hydrogenated oils is bad too.

I used to like these gardetto's, but the second ingredient in them is fully hydrogenated oil, which translates to pure trans fat. Even saturated fat is much healthier than that garbage.
 
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