^^ on the sleeping rant....
my boy and i are in different states for now, and i fucking hate how i'll be used to sleeping on my own, then when we have time together i get a dodgy sleep because of it feeling weird having someone else in the bed with me. then once i'm used to it the time comes to be apart again and it feels weird not having the other person in bed with you and its hard sleeping again. then you'll get used to it just in time for another visit and it's hard again..... viscious cycle....