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Methamphetamine Discussion Thread 3.0

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Canberracrack, please refrain from making multiple posts in a row. I have merged your posts together.

Your continued abuse of meth is probably not helping your chances of getting out of where you are. I doubt there is any way that they are unaware what you are getting up to.
 
I am pretty sure in the USAF they now use modafinil instead of amphetamines. Almost 100% sure they have never used mdpv lol.

Nah the peevee was a joke, but they were using dexamphetamine until relatively recently (when those US air force geniuses bombed a canadian tank division by mistake)
 
ok let me clarify... if used very sparingly --- lets say you had a photo shoot and you were a model .... and you had one photo shoot a week.... if you took 40 mg of adderall / amphetamine equivalent... on the day of your photo shoot, you would look more "glowy" with a slightly more chiseled face, and a dangerous spark to your eye.... making you look hotter than otherwise.....
 
I think its "sucking the devils dick" .... it just makes your perspective change, which actually changes your physical looks, because the mind is that powerful..... So if the mind is supplied with more dopamine (the sexy "i feel hot" neurotransmitter as my shrink once taught me) then the CNS actually produces a physical response, which only reinforces itself even harder once you get the mirror involved and whatnot.... making you have a "cosmic" facelift of sorts. . .. .

Now, even delusions have a sort of truth to them.... if you actually believe it yourself, others will reinforce your belief sometimes just being led along by your false confidence. As an adult gets older say from 18-28 they will become much harder to use "an illusion" on ... or in other words, jedi mind tricks will not work on them.... its not exactly the same as the "sexy from dopamine" theory, but similar.
 
I don't understand why people use daily!

I have been using the last 4 days straight, I have been eating, sleeping almost as much as normally and taking vitamins like I would do anyway but am more consistent if I have been using meth recently(no benzos either which I usually have when I use for more than just a day) And This morning I IV'd what I previously planned to be the last bit i'll have for at least a few weeks and I barely felt what would(without tolerance) usually make me power-spew then proceed to have an intense panic attack(i.e a minor OD) and barely felt it. My stomach did a little backflip but that only lasted a few second, breathing got quicker but in terms of psychological effects it was pretty weak, just woke me up and satisfied a craving, and I suppose made me feel less shit from the side-effects of using a super-toxic super intense super-stimulant for days in succession, but it made me think of my friend who said he has "at least 3 150mg shots a day" but he said he barely feels them if at all. Now im on day 4, I use pretty rarely and smaller amounts than most ppl around here, maybe 0.1g IV every fortnight if that. Ive probably been through 0.75g of high purity meth in these past days. I had at least 1.5 points in this shot and as I said, I only felt minor effects. I cant see why he's have 1.5 point shots if he doesn't feel them instead of just having one 3 point shot in place of the 2 1.5'ers(he can afford to). I would think that you'd feel it more and it would last until he needs his next fix?

I have dealt with my anxiety so incredibly well during this binge I really cant believe it. Its not like I haven't had any anxiety, ive just been able to compartmentalize it and have also had really amazing friends who don't suffer from anxiety themselves but unbelievably have been able to understand how im feeling and help me effectively. Not a lot of people who don't suffer from anxiety understand or sympathize with those of us who do suffer from it, so the fact that this friend knew exactly how to help me without benzos was really quite phenomenal.

I am a little concerned about how the comedown is going to be though. Im going to get some H soon to help with that as I cant find any benzos, but tomorrow isn't going to be nice :/ 20ml of GBL or GHB(I prefer GBL but I know its not good for your liver compared to GHB) would be so good and would last me from now probably until the day after tomorrow having 2ml charges. Unfortunately I haven't had G in nearly 10 years! It doesn't seem to be anywhere in Sydney it sucks so bad, and im gay and that is surely the biggest market for it in Sydney(don't know about MELB)
 
Dude when I have black on my worst comedown I'm like giddy and a child with fucking immeasurable joy..... It's all attitude , your always going to achieve a sort of "balance" anyway..

So why not live sober and free if it all leads to the same state anyway
 
It's been 17 months now since I've used any meth. And in that time it really seems like the media and society has started blowing up over the use of it and it's destructive nature. I'm extremely proud of myself that I havnt used in that time especially when the drug is all over the place, and almost every day there is a media story on it which can only create cravings for regular users.

I was talking to a friend the other day and they were on a couple points of gear. They didn't wanna say how they used it, I told them when I use meth I IV(as I knew this girl did) and we got to talking about it. I'm not sure in the past 18 months almost that I've had a stronger craving/thought to use meth. Just the things this girl explained when she first had it, I know exactly how good it is and it took me back to my days of using. Even though I'm not using it now, psychologically meth has such a strong hold on me that if I were to open that door I know for fact I'd be right back on the stuff.

From my experience Using meth every 3-4 months will keep the cravings away. I also found that if I were to use twice within a month you can bet ill be getting on again within the next two weeks, of not the same week.
 
Strangely I have begun using daily. I need at least a point IV every day and if I don't course I don't get sick like with heroin but my mind craves it on an unimaginable level. Ive had my point for today and it was shit actually but I am craving another point really badly and I can get better stuff too. Yesterday I had the better stuff and rushed my balls off. in 10 years ive never had a rush that felt like that. I went all warm n tingly, I think they maybe cut it with Epson Salts because it was almost like a bum rush but all over my body. So imm 50-50 on that. The other part of me thinks that it was just pure as fuck and my state of mind caused me to rush harder.

Either way im fucking dying for a shot. The messed up thing is that yesterday I got back with my bf of over a year, we were separated for about 2-3 months. Anyway, he said he doesn't mind if I use very rarely(I wasn't allowed to use at all before but he knew that I did so I think that's why he said I can) but not all the time...... Well what am I doing? Obviously this is using all the time, if its not then what is? Ive begun to lose the anxiety associated with meth and now it just makes me super confident, euphoric, horny, talkative, intelligent(as in my brain works better) and im tidier. But he's going to find out eventually and that's scared me so I do need to stop eventually but it really sucks that now after so long of getting horrible anxiety from it im starting to really enjoy it and now I have to stop :-(
 
I'm a newbie guys in the united states interested in the research of chemicals here possibly for treatment of adhd or narcolepsy. Can anyone guve me a rife or ppont me in the right directions
 
I'm a newbie guys in the united states interested in the research of chemicals here possibly for treatment of adhd or narcolepsy. Can anyone guve me a rife or ppont me in the right directions

This is foolish for me to say but in my current state of mind i disagree. Source adderal (amphetamine salts) or Ritalin i think they call it concerta in the United States its really just methylphenidate and the action of methylphenidate is closely related to that of cocaine but is used for treatment in narcolepsy. Source it of the street its more expensive doing it that way well it is in Australia maybe not the USA, but yeah that way you skip having to pay bills for a psychiatrist and you skip the psychiatrist putting you on a smorgasboard of other drugs not to mention the psychiatrist will look for a million other reasons to diagnose you with something else just to peddle more medications to you to support the big pharma market and incentives. Once your locked in with a psychiatrist some of them think they own you and do all sorts of shit to you. Just my experience but yes the right thing to do would be to probably go see a specialist on narcolepsy or Add or whatever it is that you have and that way they only deal in prescribing whats meant to be prescribed for said problem that you might have. Not all psychiatrists have the ability to prescribe highly controlled and scheduled items such as dexedrine tablets and amphetamine salts tablets but see how you go.

Good luck.

Peace.
 
hey guys, i quit smoking I reckon 2 years ago.. no urge to go back.. it was weird.. I tried quitting for years.. one day I simply stopped. No interest in going back.. working and saving money and spending it on my family is much more rewarding. Anyway, I have specific question and seeking advise..

I was at the beach a year ago and got picked up my a MASSIVE wage which threw me down hard on wet sand, luckily I landed on my shoulder instead of head.. every vertibre in my spine cracked and I literally thought I had paralized myself.. scariest moment of my life.

Ever since, I randomly remember the event in my head and can see myself crashing down on my head, imagining that I did in fact land on my head... The thought comes RANDOMLY at any given moment... of which my body freaks out and I tense up, automatically take in a huge breath, holding it in and basically panic hard for literally 2 or 3 seconds. And usually over again every little while for next few minutes. What is this called??? Anxiety? Psychosis? Panic Attack?? I've never spoken to anyone about it.. I dont know what it is. It's really bugging me cos the random freak outs in bed, driving, having a conversation with someone are really starting to anoy me... I have NEVER experienced such a mind screw in my life EXCEPT when I used to smoke and I would have a random 2 second panic where I would cover my mouth with my hand and freak out about having a heart attack whilst during high and coming down.

So, I cant help but think my current head issue is related to my abuse of meth from years ago. Do you think it's related to my time on the drug or not??? Random I know.. but as I said, the only thing I can relate with is a similar feeling I used to get whilst on the drug at my worst going back a few years. Thanks
 
Sounds a bit like some kinda post-traumatic response to me.
But im no doctor; maybe consult a psychologist (and be honest about your history of drug use)?
 
Yeah, for sure... It may not be previous drug use related... but it might be.. considering I used to get the same 'random freak out feeling' when I was on the drug years ago..
I'm sure I'll bother to ask a professional soon :) Always cool to ask online and figured here would be a great place just to get peoples ideas and thoughts. Cheers
 
This seems unlikely.
This page details what an overdose on epsom salts should feel like: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypermagnesemia

ebola

Epson salt has been a common cut for speed and ice in these parts for as longas ive been in the scene and while ive always had uncut stuff(of course I mean not cut by my dealer) and it was well known for giving a "bum rush" which is a hot feeling in you anus while rushing which makes sense. I have eppy baths when WD'ing from opiates(godsend!) And it tend to make my butt feel hot :P

If you thought I meant I overdosed on it it was a miscommunication sorry.
 
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