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Methamphetamine Discussion Thread 3.0

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fuck we aren't allowed to smoke in here so every cunt just smokes behind the bushes outside. but they close the doors off at 8 and dont open em til 8 and I'm fiending a fuckin dart !!! I've got like only 6 as well fuck but I'm gonna have to chuck the shower on and blow smoke in there but the fuckin cunts might hear the shower and get suss haha this place is pretty fucked
 
canberracrack said:
^^^ well maybe because of the intense dopamine rush genius!!!! meth is fucking incredible!!!!


Ive been going and getting toasted nearly everyday in this place!! I got my own leave now and Ive got a new connect up at the apartments. Go up have a big shot of about .50- 1.0 then come back peaking into the ward and just smoke ciggies and talk shit all day!!

The rushes Ive been getting are so much better and cleaner. this stuff is primo as all fuck!! I crashed for a bit last night and went for fat shot today at about 1pm of a point..been rushing hard as FUCK like hard as FUCK.. god damn I'm still beaming like a cunt andf it was so hard to hide how toasted i was in front of all the staff lmao i was off my absolute dick
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God you are a fucking dumb ass kid .... You can quote me on that , and years from now you are going to feel shame for your dumb ass behavior ... you ain't cool , far from it
 
I don't think canberracrack will be around to feel shame for his behavior in years.
After all, he has a serious meth addiction, and is not interested in stopping.
I hope that I am wrong about this, and that he wakes up to the fact that he is out of control, but based on what he has posted in this thread, it would be a miracle if he is still alive in 5 years.
You need help, cc. If you won't take it, there is nothing that can be done for you:(
I hope that you can realize that you are in over your head and get some help for your addiction.
Peace. <3
 
slimvictor said:
I don't think canberracrack will be around to feel shame for his behavior in years.
After all, he has a serious meth addiction, and is not interested in stopping.
I hope that I am wrong about this, and that he wakes up to the fact that he is out of control, but based on what he has posted in this thread, it would be a miracle if he is still alive in 5 years.
You need help, cc. If you won't take it, there is nothing that can be done for you:(
I hope that you can realize that you are in over your head and get some help for your addiction.
Peace. <3
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Your waiting youtube on this bloke slim. The dude is in rehab and he is going.out and still getting high. The only reason he is in there is cos he fucked up and got thrown in there. Best thing to do is to let him be. Your talking to a brick wall when voicing your concerns. If he doesn't give a fuck about himself you shouldn't either. It's harsh but the only person that can change his life around is himself. He is to Into getting fucked up.
Either that or he is a resilient troll.
Half a point or even a point is not a huge shot and this dude is carrying on like he is shooting half a gram.
It's all for attention.
 
hahaha..i like how you all sit up there and judge....from your thrones made of glass ;) hahaha


^^^ and to the hero above me, would like to see u shoot a half gram of this shit I'm getting...i only started IV a month or so ago...one point of this shit and I'm off the wall
 
dude im your best friend..... slow down ... stop injecting... im not saying don't have fun, just realize that "fun" is subjective and you can have fulfillment without meth.... I haven't done any meth in a month... i feel great dude
 
canberracrack said:
hahaha..i like how you all sit up there and judge....from your thrones made of glass ;) hahaha


^^^ and to the hero above me, would like to see u shoot a half gram of this shit I'm getting...i only started IV a month or so ago...one point of this shit and I'm off the wall
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Not judging at all. I'm calling it exactly how it reads from you. This is a harm reduction site not a site to brag about how often you get fucked up. You are in rehab dude for Fuck sake. Our don't go to rehab to keep getting fucked up, you get there to get clean. If your stinging for drugs go talk to a councillor in the rehab centerlink. Don't sneak of and score. I'd love to know how your getting money for your gear whilst your in rehab not working and I'm.damn sure you don't have any savings because of the amount of meth you claim to go through.
The quickest way out of rehab is to do the time, talk to the councillors there. They sure as fuck know that your scoring.when you leave. You can't hide being fried to a person.trained to know the signs. Everything you say reeks of shit. And you don't know my past. I've been in the situation you have been in years ago except I didn't get committed. Stop using this site for your own ego stroking. It's not cool to be fucked up all your life. Meth does actually rot your brain and cause irreparable damage.
 
That's the thing about Meth too, it doesn't kill users off very quick at all, in fact they just keep going and going, running on fumes for years. You look like a weathered 60 yr old when you're 40. Poor fucks would be better off dead after 5 years use. Nope they shuffle along only one black tooth left in their heads, cum stains on their jeans whether they're male or female but especially the males. Twitchy tourettes like mannerisms whether they're high or not, everything is a conspiracy and when the cops drive past the harder they try to remain innocent the more suss they behave, drawing said cops to them like a moth is drawn to a light bulb. A bright shiny beacon of bullshit. Meth life, awesome. Heroin has more mercy by way of OD.
 
The Mods are pretty spot on , If you have been around for more than a few years in the scene you get to see this happen over and over again. Unfortunately some people just have that switch and once it is turned on they can not let it go.

I will say this has made great reading, reminds me off the old splat posts.
 
Oldred3s said:
Not judging at all. I'm calling it exactly how it reads from you. This is a harm reduction site not a site to brag about how often you get fucked up. You are in rehab dude for Fuck sake. Our don't go to rehab to keep getting fucked up, you get there to get clean. If your stinging for drugs go talk to a councillor in the rehab centerlink. Don't sneak of and score. I'd love to know how your getting money for your gear whilst your in rehab not working and I'm.damn sure you don't have any savings because of the amount of meth you claim to go through.
The quickest way out of rehab is to do the time, talk to the councillors there. They sure as fuck know that your scoring.when you leave. You can't hide being fried to a person.trained to know the signs. Everything you say reeks of shit. And you don't know my past. I've been in the situation you have been in years ago except I didn't get committed. Stop using this site for your own ego stroking. It's not cool to be fucked up all your life. Meth does actually rot your brain and cause irreparable damage.
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this^

finally someone who I can agree with.... I've been on this site since 2005.... I thought I was the only human being in the world that could consciously use meth and be careful not to become addicted.... Well I did ok considering it is fucking meth; but in the end I ended up being "crystals bitch" .... I didn't like who I became , suddenly. I still feel like i've been victimized by my own stupid naiive self, i wish i could get back the years Ive wasted. Mostly pricks like you CC suddenly enrage me.... everything you do and say is the devil - you're not helping anyone... and as much as we'd like to sitback and enjoy the trainwreck that has become your life- I think I speak for everyone when I say that nothing you do has any allure , your life doesn't seem appealing ... if you must brag , just go talk to yourself in the bathroom because no ones impressed. You choked dry whatever joy might've been found in methamphetamine ....

we've been here to witness the trainwreck, and when you decide you need support , we'll be here to help you pick up the pieces.
 
im in the mental ward, not rehab!!!

rehab won't take me as I'm still on a valium taper

and I'm still toasted nicely fucking toasted ;) hahah maybe you guys are all jealous of how fried I'm getting? while your all struggling like pussies !
 
O haven't touched meth since last December. The time before that it was about 12 Months. A few years ago I used to go through about a gram and a half a week smoking and shooting. I'm not jealous of you at all.
I saw a lady sitting back from a footpath today mixing up a shot and having it in broad daylight. If your that hooked that you have to do that you need to re evaluate your life. Your not far off that mate.
No one envies how much your fucking your life.
Just remember, when you get out your gonna owe that guy across the street a shit tone of money. Be prepared to do shit you don't want to. That may include leaving town cos he will hunt you down. Justblike your other Contact that you claimed wanted you dead. Carry on the way you choose to but don't come here gloating about your abuse. That's not what this site is for. If you want help getting clean or advice that you truly want regarding safe use then welcome. Don't take the piss out.of a community that wants to help people or you'll get banned
 
canberracrack said:
im in the mental ward, not rehab!!!

rehab won't take me as I'm still on a valium taper

and I'm still toasted nicely fucking toasted ;) hahah maybe you guys are all jealous of how fried I'm getting? while your all struggling like pussies !
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Canberracrack, your constant gloating in this thread is inappropriate. This thread is for harm reduction related discussion around the use of methamphetamine, not for glorifying drug use and boasting about how "off your dick" you are. If you continue to make posts which contain nothing of substance and are just an excuse to tell people you are high I will unapprove them. If you are interested in that type of discussion I suggest you check out the Drug Culture forum.

You describing other people as pussies says a lot about your attitude towards drugs. Taking a fuck load of drugs doesn't make you cool, and it certainly doesn't make you tough. It takes a lot more courage to face your problems than it does to use benzo's and meth to hide from them.

Let's keep things civil and get back on topic.
 
canberracrack said:
maybe you guys are all jealous of how fried I'm getting? while your all struggling like pussies !
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I think you got it backwards, cc.
Getting high is the weak way out. It is so easy, and so certain. You will feel good. You don't need your own willpower. Just the drug. That is as easy as life gets.
Taking life sober is intensely difficult. That's why so few people are strong enough to do it. You need your own willpower to try to feel good every day, even when life throws shit at you. But when you get in the pattern, and can handle sobriety, it is actually amazing.
Days when I wake up early, meditate, do yoga, go for a run on the beach, then make a healthy breakfast are the best days. I feel a glow for the rest of the day. But I have to use my willpower to do these things.
Days when I sleep late and don't exercise, I don't feel as good. Much easier to just get high and forget about willpower. I still feel good, once I am high, and little or no effort is needed. Instant gratification.
Can you see it?
My friend says that sobriety is the strongest drug, and I sometimes think he is right.
Are you strong enough to be sober for 100 days?
You will not regret it, I guarantee it.
Here is a meth withdrawal timeline. It is hard, but it is worth it.
 
canberracrack said:
im in the mental ward
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You should perhaps say that to yourself a few times a day. For me, that would have been my rock bottom and I am thankful daily I got through my use with my mental health intact.

Im not jealous of you. I dont even pity you.

If a psych ward isnt enough to slap some sense into you to get help, and you would rather continue to use and gloat, I doubt there is much substance to you at all.
 
Long time lurker here and recently following canberracrack's downfall... just wanted to give a shout out to the older wiser heads in here trying to help with tough love. Nice one guys, hope it sinks in.
 
I hope that I am wrong about this, and that he wakes up to the fact that he is out of control, but based on what he has posted in this thread, it would be a miracle if he is still alive in 5 years.
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^ I agree entirely with this and also what three different Mods have taken the time to say above; realistic, honest and accurate advice from differing perspectives, all containing the same underlying and very important message. It is a shame however that those people who could benefit the most from such sensible advice are too arrogant and naïve to even take the time to consider it.

I suspect that I have been a Bluelighter for as long as canberracrack has been able to walk and talk. Assuming he is not banned from this site, are we likely to see canberracrack's ongoing "contributions" to Bluelight in 2031? This being the year when canberracrack would have been a member of this site for as long as I have been as of today. So canberracrack, can we expect to see you here and still going strong, in 2031? Have you stopped and thought for a moment about where you might be in 2031? What you might look like in 2031? And if you are in fact still alive (and I sincerely hope that you are for yours and your family's sake, although I personally don't give a shit), how it is that you might be living your life in 2031?


P.S has anyone yet been able to verify that young Master Crack isn't just a troll? Having followed his ramblings from the beginning, I remain undecided.
 
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If he IS a troll, I think an insta-ban is in order.

If not - speaking very personally, he's made me realize I don't want to try meth (where as a few weeks ago I was looking around quite intensely.)

If a person can wind up in the psych ward and still be sneaking in the exact substance that put them in there in the first place...jeez.
 
Cc, champ you're full of shit. I used to take meth and was taking zyprexa to sleep. Zyprexa is a dopamine blocker. Taking meth within a week will render it useless. U just feel awake. Nothing else. It's a waste of money. So ur full of it. And mate a point is fuck all. I used to smoke 3 points to really feel great. Even after a break. Ur just a newb. Stop talking crap. Blah. A point. It's fuck all no matter what quality. People in the USA addicted smoke up to 7 grams a day!!!
 
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