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Methamphetamine Discussion Thread 2.0

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atelier said:
I made a big mistake going to Narcotics Anonymous for help. Turned out more than 50 % of the people were there involuntarily as part of their bail conditions for drug related crimes - great place to get hooked up.

Big shame though as I am great believer in 12 steps not just for going straight but managing life in general.
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It might not mean much, but you will get through it and you will be able to beat it. I suffered from a heavy 6/7 - 7/7 day a week addiction for a long time with a job that payed well enough to support it, in fact, it enhanced my performance at my job, which was partly why I took it so often. I've been clean for a while now (not entirely sure how long) and believe it or not it was an anti-tobacco ad that gave me the mindset to get through. Every time you say no your willpower builds that little bit more, as does your self-esteem. The first time someone offers some to you and you can look them in the face and say "no thanks" you feel so good about yourself. You have the doubts in the back of your mind about missing out, but nothing can beat the feeling of knowing you've defeated something with your own willpower. The next time it happens its a little bit easier, and it continues like that.

Stay strong, it is a devil of an addiction, but there are people that have been in the same position as yourself or worse and have pulled through, you can too and you will man.
 
Having a good ol fight with my partner so I'm off to have a smoke/shot with a good friend off bl. Been getting really good stuff near Sydney. Got 1/2g in one solid crystal the other day it was beautiful and got 5 of us completely spun for 3 days IV'ing, smoking and snorting. Was the best stuff I've had in 8 years!

Just taking it easy today though, going to make 2 points last 2-3 days just using it for a mood lift with Xanax. Don't know whether to smoke or shoot though coz ill be having tiny amounts often.
 
Thought I'd give you guys a little tease, this is what my housemate has been smoking for the last few days:
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That's 2 points there and he's only had 1 and a half over the last few days. Judging by his reactions, I'd say this is some of the best I've ever seen. If only I wasn't clean...
 
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the_ketaman said:
Having a good ol fight with my partner so I'm off to have a smoke/shot with a good friend off bl. Been getting really good stuff near Sydney. Got 1/2g in one solid crystal the other day it was beautiful and got 5 of us completely spun for 3 days IV'ing, smoking and snorting. Was the best stuff I've had in 8 years!

Just taking it easy today though, going to make 2 points last 2-3 days just using it for a mood lift with Xanax. Don't know whether to smoke or shoot though coz ill be having tiny amounts often.
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advice only to those who have been around a while and know their use back to front -a certain reversible MAOI will make your gear last 5 times as long. It is that effective its ridiculous - I've know an all day smoker to only need one bowl in the morning. Yes, it brings dangerous elements but it's not going to kill you through serotonin syndrome in an instant like the text book nazis claim it. 225mg/day is all you need. Before everyone gets on their high horse I was originally prescribed through a very well respected psychiatrist this reversible MAOI and dexies at 900mg/30mg day without even an increase in blood pressure.
 
No gear for several months now...can't even remember the last time I got some. I just got rid of all my numbers and told a few people not to mention it to me. Worked really well and feeling pretty healthy.

I have gained a bit of weight though :P shorts that were baggy last summer are now tight. Probably needed to put on a few kg's anyway. I guess it's from the weekends when I get stuck into the junkfood - when I was on the gear every weekend wouldn't eat much.
 
It definitely does the job, probably in the top 3 I've had this year. It is very smooth and clean to smoke but gets you feeling good and revving. It has no taste at all, doesn't taste like anything. I just dont get how...
 
Just wondering..what would cause ice to liquify in the baggie, and what would one do to fix it
 
I cant stand paste meth. It makes me incredibly anxious to the point where I think im dying every time I have it. I usually inject it first dose then plug after and the impurities would have to be horrendous for you circulatory system and body organs, whether or not you shoot it!

I was a heavy speed IV users for a number of years and compared to crystal, paste affected my health in a much more negative fashion. Now I try to exclusively use crysal because my source gets from the cook, its extremely pure and clean and I dont get anxious on it, I can eat on it, if I really wanted to I could sleep on it and it gives true euphoria which speed/pasted doesnt seem to do for me. Plus I might binge for a few days but I can stop.

Funnily one last thing, speed/base/gas/paste maekes me look like absolute shit, like a junky whereas I can use crystal for days without sleeping and as long as I have a shower I look find. Whatever the impurities are in speed/base are obviously incredibly bad for you!
 
Christ! said:
No gear for several months now...can't even remember the last time I got some. I just got rid of all my numbers and told a few people not to mention it to me. Worked really well and feeling pretty healthy.

I have gained a bit of weight though :P shorts that were baggy last summer are now tight. Probably needed to put on a few kg's anyway. I guess it's from the weekends when I get stuck into the junkfood - when I was on the gear every weekend wouldn't eat much.
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Good to hear mate!
 
goregirl said:
Just wondering..what would cause ice to liquify in the baggie, and what would one do to fix it
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Most likely a cut that's liquefying at room temp. I have a slight idea what it might be, but really just speculating. I'll have a gander.

Try cooling it a bit, maybe chuck it in the fridge for a while, just to see if it returns back to a crystal state.
 
Back on the treadmill

Went away to see family for a weekand had a fantastic clean and sober time with no effort at all - no cravings or anxiety.

Got back to my town today and got hold of a half gram of Grade A meth within an hour and banging it happily.

I know for sure now that I can lay off the meth without a lot of effort - but as soon as I have a drink of alcohol I cannot think of anything else but getting a big IV rush. Even if I am drunk I will then jump in the car and go score. I would NEVER drink drive any other time though.

Discussed all this with my new shrink and he thinks that the meds I was previously put on for bi-polar interact with alcohol to immediately remove all inhibitions and kick off a mini-bout of mania. Although meth does me plenty of damage it has been insightful that what is really getting me into trouble is combining alcohol with a mixed bag of anti-psychotics, mood stabilisers and anti-depressants.

New shrink very keen to get me med free over the next year - will be interesting to monitor how effects of drinking and my relationship with meth changes.

Generally would like to be an occasional banger of meth - couple of times a year max - partly because I cannot handle the pressure to be AA/NA style totally abstinant and having to reset the clock every time I fuck up. We are all going to fuck up occasionally and so long as my general trend is up and the intervals between getting on stay the same or get longer I think I can be happy enough with my relationship with the shards.
 
the red shark said:
Smoking meth that has no taste or flavour to it, good or bad thing?
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Pure methamphetamine has very little taste of its own (the vapour, that is). The typical taste that's associated with meth is from benzoates, used in production, which can have that cool sweet/minty wintergreen sort of taste, so lacking taste definitely doesn't have to be a bad sign.
 
After eating meth in the morning 1.5 points of good quality shards and sleeping 4-6 hours both nights, why doI feel so much more drained, than had I snorted 2points each day for 3 days in a row redosing 4 hourly and getting the same 4-6 hours sleep?
 
Talked to my new psychiatrist about my long-term bi-polar / OCD issues and was upfront with him about how hard I hit the stims to make me feel normal.

He has advised going into hospital to detox from prescribed meds and from street drugs and then go on ADHD meds - i.e. dexamphetamine

Now maybe this is a good idea and will make my life wonderful....but surely the prescribed baby stims are just going to up my appetite for monster street stims?
 
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