You mentioned red spolotches on the chest! Damn I would get that shit as well with the meth that I thought was being cut with iso or whatever the hell that shitty cut is. On another post you said you disagree with me on meth still feeling euphoric and I had to correct myself. You are correct. After sometime you do grow a tolerance to the drug and I should know because I've used heavily on and off for 15 years. But what about if someone was clean for 6 whole years without any relapses and then go back to it. When I had relapsed in 2016.. I was clean for 6 straight years and did the whole married life and all (( didn't work out because my ex wife was a crazy christian that wouldn't let me have a social life.. bless her heart she was only trying to look out for me and prevent me from relapsing but the bitch ended up cheating on me lol so fuck her )) but after 6 years and when relapsing I shot that shit up and you'd know the high if it was amazing especially when injecting but the shit that I got left me feeling like I was having a heart attack. It literally left me panicking almost and then my face was flushed and stained red.. and the euphoria from it was after the minute long panic and it was barely any euphoria worth mentioning that lasted 15 minutes maybe.. and then I passed out. Woke up and was like.. "WTF!?" my relapse was not worth it by any means but of course I ended up finishing the bag hoping I would find some sort of high or something but it left me disappointed. After that it was a whole fucking year trying to find different dealers and I wasn't giving up that easy until one day I just said fuck it.. the good shit has gone and I don't know if I'll ever get the good batch of dope.. and then I get that email from my HA friend who tells me he's working for the feds and gives me the details on what's going on in his end and just wanted to make sure I wasn't messing with the shit but I told him the truth about my relapse. This was the same cat that forced my ass into going to NA and I tried sneaking out and him and another Hells Angel member dragged my ass back inside. Lol I miss those memories man.. back when the shit was good and life was so much more.. meaningful? There wasn't all these protests.. no covid.. people actually got along.. fucking times were different. Now days it seems like everyone is sketchy and wanted to take advantage of you and women just wanna act like dudes and fuck.. but don't care to get to know you or fuck with you.. just fuck and leave.. and all the men are the ones that are emotional as if the tables were turned.. I don't know maybe it's just me but life has been a mind fuck these last few years! But nice to meet you guys and I hope we do end up with some nice crystals that contain healing powers instead of making you see shadow people and grind your teeth lmaooo just playing.. I don't see shadow people I just see porn and I'm the type of guy that can't help but open tabs lol 50+ tabs at a time cuz I can't decide when there's so many hot bitches to choose from and so many scenes! lmaooo
As an associate/hang-around of a different 1% MC who I wont name for the normal reasons but more so 'our' colors defiantly arnt the best of friends but his words are very true. Its different all over obviously and here in Australia its easy to tell local (usually MC related production/distribution) from our south east Asian imports (which often these days make there way down to mid level MC's for further distribution as its more efficient than production in Aus itself compared too 20 years ago)