Meth/Amphetamines: Serious Discussion Only

[mrs_mia_wallace]

could someone please tell me an aproximate dose for speed that my dealer gave me. He gave me about 90mg of the stuff, it is powder form. Done a search and one gives a dose in size of the line (...) and the other says 10mg is a good starting dose, but doesnt say the method of administration. I am quite a big guy, and have taken it in pill form mixed with MDMA a few times (but unknown doses...)

you will need much less meth if you are snorting it than smoking. my close tweaker friend can go through an eight ball in two days, while two grams will last me more than a week. granted, i'm a smaller sized girl but he's a super super skinny guy.
anyway, sorry that went a bit off topic. it's almost impossibly to say how much you should take because the potency of meth varies extremely and everyone reacts differently to it. my general rule is always: you can always do more, you can never do less. i'll often space out my lines because it can take up to 15 minutes for you to feel the effects of it. so, my advice would be to just start slow and if as the day or night goes on you feel like you can handle more... do some more. you'll figure out how much you need pretty quickly, but always test your stuff when you buy from a dealer, even if its the same guy... meth batches can vary intensely.

See, fuck that, I saw it was making me go broke. I just ended up starting to "work" for my habit. Fucking stupid, huh?

story of my life...

 

[claire22]

Shit I wished 2 grams lasted me a week, good girl
That was my daily usage some days.
Sounds like you're keeping it in check,well done

 

[Carl Landrover]

Oh! That is so good to hear! University is good times!

I feel I fit into this thread at the moment. I sympathize with you guys and your lack of sleep.

108 hours.

about 8 hours of 30 minute stints and 1 2 hours stint that 5mg Zopiclone put me into.

Prescribed 5x5mg Zopiclone today. WTF? 1 barely helped, I'm taking 10mg in an hour or so (when food digests), and....hoping for the best.

Help? What can I do if this doesn't work. I'm seeing shit now. I'm not on meth or stims, or nothing, sober for 2+ weeks, wtf is going on junkies and what do you do to get to sleep, what can I try?!?! Non-drug options, if Zopiclone ain't worrking im not even sure a benzo will at this point, as zopiclone is related, and id have thought it was better? are benzos better? I know clonazepam helped me in the past but ive also never had anything this serious

diphenhydrame doesnt help, 50mg made me trip out.

fuck fuck fuck I need some serious help here if 10mg doesnt work I only have 10mg, do I take 20mg if I'm still awake 1-2 hours later? I may need to check into hospital if i dont sleep at all tonight! I told my mom, shes like 'warm milk helps' ok maybe i should try that but i dunno i think sedative hypnotics should also be working, lol....

I remember seeing an episode of house where this chick didnt sleep for 10 days. this is day 5, or summin...she had bubonic plague tho in the end, lol so they totally didnt diagnosed her messed up sleep! im wondering if the hospital put me under anesthetic or in a coma, is that 'sleep', like...will that avoid death, which usually comes around day 8 or 9?

exhausted, not tired/sleepy, help? Im thinking tomorrow night, if im still awake...im gonna gym it, straight up work out until i pass out or something, thats my last option i feel but advice please?

ok the death part seems over stated lol...my friend told me that but my research is saying if i keep my electolytes up and eat healthy i wont die, my immune system will jsut get comprimised...either way...I need help lol

Go running? I'd just try exhausting myself basically.

IDK though to be honest. I've barely slept at all this week. I need more mental stimulation I think since I physically feel tired, but my mind is still ticking away. I need to read a book or do some math or something.

 

[Ravr]

A gram down the drain( the washer to be exact)...

from now on I'm sticking to psychs

 

[Libby]

two grams, if I had it in my hand, would last me 10 seconds, just enough time to get it from my hands to my veins. you are a good girl indeed making it last a week.
I've made a strong conviction in my mind not to do meth anymore, I'm not going to ever.
But now i'm getting these urges to get some cocaine to shoot up..
It would be even worse to do this, as it's more expenive, more cut, and lasts shorter time.
there's no way I could afford to replace my meth habbit with a coke habit, it;'s insanity, so why these urges? I've never been addicted to shooting up coke, I've never even shot coke before.

In the washer?? Oh noes...

 

[Ravr]

'In the washer?? Oh noes...'

I was in the basement, and it was the nearest thing:D

 

[Libby]

You should have sold it.
Don't put it in the washer, that's drug abuse.

 

[drug_wench]

libby, dont start shooting up coke - it wud defeat the purpose!!!!! cokes even worse for ur veins than meth anyway
and in this country cokes cut to fuck
ur having urges to use coke cos ur brains basically telling u to cross-addict......dont give into those urges
easier said than done but remember weve got a free drug counselling service here in auckland (CADS) u can ring anytime - and some of the counsellors r really cool once u get to know them
u can also always text me - or i can give u my home ph number if u ever want to talk
and ur man wont let u use......right????

 

[Libby]

Yes I know hunni, and thank you *hug*
It's not that he won't let me, but he's proud of me for not, i wouldn't be getting it threw him if i got some, he wouldn't allow that (not because he's controlling, but because he knows I want to stop), but i have other sources.
I'm not about to give into the urgews, just curious about them and why they are there.
My brain wants to cross addict you say, what a stupid brain, you're suppossed to want to heal your injuries and be healthy.. Where's that survival instinct gone? Brain, listen to me, I don't want to have to smack you like the computer.

 

[zephyr]

two grams, if I had it in my hand, would last me 10 seconds, just enough time to get it from my hands to my veins. you are a good girl indeed making it last a week.
I've made a strong conviction in my mind not to do meth anymore, I'm not going to ever.
But now i'm getting these urges to get some cocaine to shoot up..
It would be even worse to do this, as it's more expenive, more cut, and lasts shorter time.
there's no way I could afford to replace my meth habbit with a coke habit, it;'s insanity, so why these urges? I've never been addicted to shooting up coke, I've never even shot coke before.

In the washer?? Oh noes...

What are you doing in your life to replace the meth Libby? I think our level of use is pretty much the same, or was at one point.

Im 9 weeks clean, one relapse a week ago and still cravings to both inject and smoke the puff-t.


Am really getting shitty about the cravings, and wish I had some puff puff. I know in the long term they will go away, and life will go back to normal.

Whatever that is, as having drugs around the house WAS normal for over 10 years. No drugs around? You gotta be shitting me. THATS NOT NORMAL!! lol

You will have a better chance of getting to be the Libby you want to be with healthy support love.

 

[mrs_mia_wallace]

hah, i feel so much better about my drug use now :D
i dont know how i manage to make meth last so long, especially cause im high six out of seven days a week.. haha.

 

[claire22]

Jeez you must smoke just over a point or so a day, well done
if i have it, i'll do it all 'til it's gone.

 

[zephyr]

not smoking it at night before bed time saves you money and also lets your poor brain rest. I got to the point of smoking myself to sleep. Once fell asleep mid puff and dropped the hot pipe on my leg.

Heh. I miss it. Im just depressed. Waiting for seroquel to save me and put me to sleep. Beginning to go into the suicidal frame of mind.

Tomorrow is another day.

 

[claire22]

Yup I've done similar, didn't drop the pipe on me thankfully (although I have burnt myself over a million times by grabbing the bottom of the pipe, lol, and spilt hot meth all over me.)
I miss it as well, but it doesn't do any good really. Time for the next phase in life.
Seroquel is my love atm, get to sleep quick smart

 

[Jabberwocky]

hey zephyr and claire, are you guys prescribed seroquel predominately for sleep issues? or is it for mental health problems? i'm just wondering because when i was suffering from depression and get insomnia my dr never hesitates to prescribe me temazepam or valium even though he knows ive had addiction problems with it before.

im just curious.

 

[mrs_mia_wallace]

when i used to smoke meth i could go through a gram a day, which the worst i've been... snorting for some reason makes it last SO much longer for me, plus now i try and force myself to tweak during the day and zonk out on sleeping pills around 3 or 4 am which saves time...

leftwing, i'm on seroquel for sleep. its SERIOUSLY knocks me out, to the point of freaking people out who sleep by me because i seem dead, but it's the only thing that gets me tired and keeps me asleep and that i don't build up a tolerance on. even without meth i have always been able to stay away for days.
my doctor suggested it to me three years ago because all the all sleeping meds he had tried failed, and he thought it would also help with my anxiety... i'm on 200 mg and i know if you're being treated for bipolar disorder or anything else its more than twice that amount. i don't think it's that hard to get prescribed... its def easier than valium

 

[claire22]

hey zephyr and claire, are you guys prescribed seroquel predominately for sleep issues? or is it for mental health problems? i'm just wondering because when i was suffering from depression and get insomnia my dr never hesitates to prescribe me temazepam or valium even though he knows ive had addiction problems with it before.

im just curious.

I'm on it for my super meth w.d craziness - Mild rebound psychosis.

 

[gorgoroth]

I fucking hate amphetamines, and I fucking love amphetamines
my adrenaline and speedjunky self loves them, and hates them to.
Can't live or live without them.
Almost 2 months meth free though, i'm half-proud of myself.

 

[3dmusic]

I fucking hate amphetamines, and I fucking love amphetamines
my adrenaline and speedjunky self loves them, and hates them to.
Can't live or live without them.
Almost 2 months meth free though, i'm half-proud of myself.

I think I know that feeling.
A speed freak without their speed, for whatever reason.
That's me now.
It's not for the want of it, wanting it drives me mad.
Not meth, as its uncommon here, in Blighty, but base, a ricegrain size bomb, and your good to go 48hrs.

Base got me down, in the end though, so I am on a break, not of my choosing.
I hate liking speed.
I cant bear the depression on the non speeding days.
I need my non speeding days, even when speeding regular.
I need at least a few non speed days a week.
Thing is, I had to stop regular useage, as the non speed days just seemed morbidly unbearably depressing.
I couldnt be arsed to do anything, and had no interest in bog all.
I look forward to the day when I am as high as a speedfreak, with no speed in sight.

 

[gorgoroth]

My amphetamine of choice is currently Dexedrine, I don't like adderal or methylphenidate very much. Adderal is too high anxiety and not enough tweakage, Alot moreso then meth and not near as euphoric, not even close to as euphoric as dexedrine for me. I have a perscription for 60 milligrams of dexedrine a day, that always holds me and I can get half spun off it, and I never exceed the rxed dose.