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Mephedrone Addiction

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I haven't taken any since early morning on Friday the 6th. At about 7am on that Friday after a couple of hours sleep I had a very scary episode where I completely forgot how to talk or even what talking was, it was kind of like ego loss from psychs. Angelsmoke didn't have a clue what was going on with me, it was very scary as I had lost my language skills and struggled to get anything across to her that made any sense. It took me about 2 hours to relearn how to speak in basic sentences to explain what was happening to me.
This was even scarier at lunchtime when angelsmoke came home from work, she woke me up as I had fallen asleep again and I started talking absolute gibberish nonsense again for about 10 minutes. The whole thing was really scary and I don't plan on it happening again.

Ever since we have stopped things have got so much better, even small things like going shopping together have been enjoyable and much easier. I never thought I would say such words but I am appreciating being sober a lot more recently, it allows me to do so many more normal things.

My dad came to visit at the weekend and stayed in the flat with us for a bit and then took us out for lunch. This would never have happened while we were on meph because I wouldn't have let him come in a flat that stunk of meph and it would have been an anxiety nightmare while out with him if we had been on meph. My dad commented that he was really happy at how well I seemed to be doing and how happy we seemed to be from his point of view.

In general I am very very happy that we gave up mephedrone when we did as we were both hovering dangerously close to rock bottom, but with each others help and support we have managed to claw ourselves back up again. Life is so much better now and I'm really grateful for everything about life.

The whole mephedrone experience has ultimately brought me and angelsmoke closer together. I'm so proud of her and how strong she has been through the whole thing. It's been hard but now we have come out of the other side with a greater understanding and appreciation for each other and life. Just have to hope that there is no long term damage done to our bodies during the whole thing.
 
How do you go about it though?
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I have a really excellent doctor and i know if i went in and explained i had just quit a massive stim habit and am now seriously worried for my health, he wouldn't hesitate to get me checked out some how. I know other people haven't had the same experience with health professionals though sadly
 
monkyfunky said:
It would be really useful to see how if it did have any significant effects on you, health wise. Worth pushing your doc for, I'd say.
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I would like to find out too, but since I moved in with angelsmoke I haven't registered for a doctor's surgery in this city, I'm sure my old doctor would probably do all of the tests but it's a long way to travel to find out whether or not I could do it. I also wouldn't really want the first thing a new doctor up here to do to be checking me out after drug abuse, wouldn't really be a good impression.

I'm happy enough just carrying on with life and not knowing the long term effects if there are any. Ignorance is bliss and all that.
 
Glad to hear that you both have got yourselves together. Of all the drugs to get addicted to it think mephedrone is a very bad one, considering all the concerns of it's effect on health.

I can see how easily it could happen though, given the purity, the ease of availability and above all, the low low price!
 
mugabe said:
I would like to find out too, but since I moved in with angelsmoke I haven't registered for a doctor's surgery in this city, I'm sure my old doctor would probably do all of the tests but it's a long way to travel to find out whether or not I could do it. I also wouldn't really want the first thing a new doctor up here to do to be checking me out after drug abuse, wouldn't really be a good impression.

I'm happy enough just carrying on with life and not knowing the long term effects if there are any. Ignorance is bliss and all that.
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congrats man and you also win the prize for "creepiest avatar of all time" doublewin!
 
mugabe said:
I haven't taken any since early morning on Friday the 6th. At about 7am on that Friday after a couple of hours sleep I had a very scary episode where I completely forgot how to talk or even what talking was, it was kind of like ego loss from psychs. Angelsmoke didn't have a clue what was going on with me, it was very scary as I had lost my language skills and struggled to get anything across to her that made any sense. It took me about 2 hours to relearn how to speak in basic sentences to explain what was happening to me.
This was even scarier at lunchtime when angelsmoke came home from work, she woke me up as I had fallen asleep again and I started talking absolute gibberish nonsense again for about 10 minutes. The whole thing was really scary and I don't plan on it happening again.

Ever since we have stopped things have got so much better, even small things like going shopping together have been enjoyable and much easier. I never thought I would say such words but I am appreciating being sober a lot more recently, it allows me to do so many more normal things.

My dad came to visit at the weekend and stayed in the flat with us for a bit and then took us out for lunch. This would never have happened while we were on meph because I wouldn't have let him come in a flat that stunk of meph and it would have been an anxiety nightmare while out with him if we had been on meph. My dad commented that he was really happy at how well I seemed to be doing and how happy we seemed to be from his point of view.

In general I am very very happy that we gave up mephedrone when we did as we were both hovering dangerously close to rock bottom, but with each others help and support we have managed to claw ourselves back up again. Life is so much better now and I'm really grateful for everything about life.

The whole mephedrone experience has ultimately brought me and angelsmoke closer together. I'm so proud of her and how strong she has been through the whole thing. It's been hard but now we have come out of the other side with a greater understanding and appreciation for each other and life. Just have to hope that there is no long term damage done to our bodies during the whole thing.
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Great news;).
 
Good stuff Mugabe, really positive reading that, you should both be epically proud of yourselves. <3

Your new avatar reminds me of Stiffler's brother btw. pussy pussy pussyyy! no idea why that is the case! :D

I think any decent doctor will give you various check ups if you request them, never be affraid to ask, and to change doctor if you have a prick. Even a stern doctor who doesn't approve of your lifestyle choices is there to monitor and help your health, and stuff like an ECG can be necessary in order to do that. They are not doing their job if they are refusing to help you with issues you are concerned about, imo.

Also, forget "bad impressions" when it comes to doctors, its best to be honest really, it's your health innit... they've probably seen and heard a lot worse anyway.
 
I just wanted to say a huge well done to Mugabe and Angelsmoke (in a non patronising way). You guys have done fantastic in quitting how you did.

I saw you both just before just before the set date and saw how much you were struggling with it so I am very impressed and proud of the both of you.

Glad you are both feeling better and heading in the right direction. Talking to Mugabe now who has a job potentially lined up put a smile on my face. :D <---- Like that!
 
monkyfunky said:
Question for those who are nailing the meph morning and night.

Do you take vitamin supplements? I'm assuming you aren't cooking up 3 square & healthy meals a day if you're bashing the drone that hard.
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Yep I used to take multivitamins and minerals all the time, with extra magnesium supplements, vitamin c and occasionally melatonin in the night. I was truly packed full of anti-oxidants when using meph. And when binging could only really eat things like fruit, rice puddings, smoothies, etc, no real solids. I used to make sure I'd take at least my RDA of all vitamins and minerals and munch lots of fruit and cereal. I did loose weight however, and when I stopped using meph so much my apetite was through the roof for weeks.

Edit: good news btw and keep it up. Looks like your far past the worst.
 
I kinda can't really do it like I used to in my heyday so if i do an all-nighter then by the next evening I'm well ready for a hideous amount of munch and a nice long sleep, even if I still have plenty drugs left.

If I end up having a cheeky line in the week it generally wont be till after ive eaten anyway and it wont put me off getting my munch on the next morning.

I do try and smoke lots o' green which is v helpful in sorting out your appetite.

Even so, it's well unhealthy to do mephy binges too often. Regardless of the individual toxicity of meph it's pretty obvious hammering any stim that hard is gonna bugger you up.


E2a: congratz and good luck to the guys and gals keeping it clean.
 
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Great post mugabe, you've been through a lot together, but sounds like you've turned the corner <3

Love to you both xxx
 
well done perfect haze, you have achieved balance and responsibility.

if everyone done this drugs would get a better rep :)
 
Cheers man, now if only I could achieve those things in every other aspect of my life and I'd be laughin' :)

In all honesty though, I don't think my drug pursuits are actually a particularly good example of healthy and responsible use, it actually makes me blush a bit but also makes me feel very reassured when I see posts on forums where folk do act far more responsibly and safely than I have done, and still do nowadays...
 
Congrats Mugabe and Angelsmoke! :)

So does that mean you're off all drugs forever?
 
Thanks everyone for all of the nice comments and good wishes :)


The Kid said:
Congrats Mugabe and Angelsmoke! :)

So does that mean you're off all drugs forever?
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Nah, not off all drugs forever, still drugs occasionally. Not making drugs the focal point of our lives is the main thing. We have had so much more fun and happiness since we have stopped taking the meph daily.
Im starting a job on thursday so cant really be drugging it up during the week now either.
 
I shall call in tomorrow to give an update on my meph usage, may even write up a a huge "My Story Post" to show how meph has effected my life and others around it since first discovering it. My village made the local telly and press last week, no prizes for guessing who started the epedemic.

People who have PMed me, ill reply tomorrow. Just so you know im not being ignorant, i aint been on in a while. ;)
 
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