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Mental Health Mental Illness Support Thread V. How do you feel?

iTry91 said:
Fuck. What happened? Walked out as in a break or?
...anyway hope ur ok dude 💛
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It's a long story, but things have to change and I stood my ground. She's an amazing woman and does so much.
But I want her to get help for the issues that she has, I want is to grow together.
So many couples split up or divorce but I believe in another option, staying together and working through our problems.
 
iTry91 said:
Fuck. What happened? Walked out as in a break or?
...anyway hope ur ok dude 💛
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It's a long story, but things have to change and I stood my ground. She's an amazing woman and does so much.
But I want her to get help for the issues that she has, I want us to grow together.
So many couples split up or divorce but I believe in another option, staying together and working through our problems.
I've had 3 different types of councelling over the past few years and it has totally changed me. All I want is the same for her. I had to go through hell to realise that there was another option. I'm putting her through some shit in the hope that she will start the ball rolling for herself as know the other side is with the effort.
 
Sometimes you have to do today for tomorrow or whatever the saying is.. I really hope things work out for u. Someone else will probably be able to offer u more support as I've just split with my partner. But the reason for that was that he wasn't willing to put in the same effort. Take care ❤️
 
iTry91 said:
Sometimes you have to do today for tomorrow or whatever the saying is.. I really hope things work out for u. Someone else will probably be able to offer u more support as I've just split with my partner. Take care ❤️
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ahhh, hope you're ok

could be for the best, who knows?

big change is hard work eh
 
on.my.way🌿 said:
Not doing great. Met another guy he's kinda sociopathic and I cant stand it. His behaviour makes me act up and then he blames me for it etc. Dont fuckingn sit and compliment your female friend for how hot and sexy she is for like 5 mins.
While barely agnoliging my existence the whole time we spent with them

saying goodbye to my cat but not to me..

It may sound like small stuff but.its a lot more and I know where this is going. He's away for a few days now hopefully he just stops responding idc



im fucking broken cant handle this now. Addicted to bensos again, taking low doses though. 15mg and 20$ left just shoot me ughhh
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Wish i could share my unlimited stash of Xanax AND Valium btw that guy soundds like A total douchebagg. Udeserve btter girl, when the Time Is righy Someone nice Will come into Ur life. ✌💞
 
I feel a hell of a lot better after re-starting a small dose of Abilify and Seroquel. About half what I am prescribed. It seems to have killed the skin-crawling withdrawal effects I was feeling.

I also feel a bit frustrated to find that my mind has clearly become so dependent on AP’s. Abilify was overkill for my condition and there were safer options to prevent mania (like maybe Lithium) although it was helpful in stopping ruminating thoughts that made me anxious a lot. Seroquel was just to sleep because the Abilify was so activating.

I’ve done some pretty manic stuff on Abilify and in retrospect may have been suffering from the common hypersexuality side effect which I’d always presumed was meth.

I really believe I can be my best and happiest self without neuroleptic drugs but it’s certain it is going to take me months of slow tapering to get off them.

It’s been decades since my pharmaceutically unbuffered mind has been available to me. I kind of think there might be something interesting and worthwhile in there somewhere.
 
Perforated said:
I feel a hell of a lot better after re-starting a small dose of Abilify and Seroquel. About half what I am prescribed. It seems to have killed the skin-crawling withdrawal effects I was feeling.

I also feel a bit frustrated to find that my mind has clearly become so dependent on AP’s. Abilify was overkill for my condition and there were safer options to prevent mania (like maybe Lithium) although it was helpful in stopping ruminating thoughts that made me anxious a lot. Seroquel was just to sleep because the Abilify was so activating.

I’ve done some pretty manic stuff on Abilify and in retrospect may have been suffering from the common hypersexuality side effect which I’d always presumed was meth.

I really believe I can be my best and happiest self without neuroleptic drugs but it’s certain it is going to take me months of slow tapering to get off them.

It’s been decades since my pharmaceutically unbuffered mind has been available to me. I kind of think there might be something interesting and worthwhile in there somewhere.
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I've found the high dose NAC-glycine combo (4g+3g b.i.d.) to be very helpful. Might be worth throwing in the mix <3
 
I have to admit this is the first I've heard of NAC, I am going to look in to it more and see if we can get it in Aus.
 
n3ophy7e said:
I have to admit this is the first I've heard of NAC, I am going to look in to it more and see if we can get it in Aus.
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It seems to be legal and available in Australia. The Australian Institute of Sport recommends it to its athletes and there is even a clinical trial for its efficacy in preventing ongoing psychosis after an initial episode in young people.
 
Feel like a empty pit of despair
I have like no friends anymore because tons of people were toxic or ended up being disgusting creeps and lost my job I didn't like due to late drs note and now my DOC and method I kinda ruined being extremely suicidal past few months again and I don't know why but I just can't bring myself to start on my meds cause I've been here so many times before and I know suffering is only temporary and apparently being medicated I always come back here
Shrugs hope others feel better
 
Perforated said:
It seems to be legal and available in Australia. The Australian Institute of Sport recommends it to its athletes and there is even a clinical trial for its efficacy in preventing ongoing psychosis after an initial episode in young people.
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That is really cool! I might get some and try it. At the very start of this year I had the beginning stage of cirrhosis due to my alcoholism and drug abuse, so any help the ol' liver can get is very welcomed! (my liver enzymes are now back in the normal ranges though, phew <3 )

LordOfThisWorld said:
I feel a lot better today then I did yesterday, weird how your mind reacts.
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Very good to hear Ozzy! I hope you continue to feel better <3

fyrehydrant said:
I wish I could be rid of this forever, I don't think I can endure this rapid cycling much more...
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What's going on man? Talk to us <3 Are you on any meds? Do you see a therapist?

Bumblebear said:
Feel like a empty pit of despair
I have like no friends anymore because tons of people were toxic or ended up being disgusting creeps and lost my job I didn't like due to late drs note and now my DOC and method I kinda ruined being extremely suicidal past few months again and I don't know why but I just can't bring myself to start on my meds cause I've been here so many times before and I know suffering is only temporary and apparently being medicated I always come back here
Shrugs hope others feel better
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I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling right now @Bumblebear . I would recommend that you start taking your meds again and see how you feel once they've kicked in. Have the meds helped you before?
 
Yeah I'm on a ton of meds but I can't seem to be able to stabilize on something, I'm not sure what I want from my meds and treatment anymore....
 
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