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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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tbh i found brimz fairly 'tough love' post in the opiate support thread extremely inspiring and it has helped me massiveley, all that about hes not gonna bitch and moan about his cluck, and just get it done. Simillalry i have found yours and sams advice on the matter very helpfull too shambles. Obviously im gonna completely dismiss Albis post, wtf good is that gonna do me, its all about belief im certain. Im finding it much easier physically this time, so far, that will lessen the misery of it all a bit.

Yeah i may well have some psychological wobbles, ive had them in the past, ive allways come through. I dont believe I'll be destroyed though i may well find it tough. The problem is gonna be whenever that old tormenting 'war inside my head' starts up again and wont let me have peace of mind, as it seems to intermittently be wanting to do as im loosing the mood boost and insulation bupe was giving me, is that its so easy to reach for more etiz, to blot all that shit out.

In summary, i can get off bupe, and it certainly wont destroy me, especially if i cheat and take etiz to keep my head. Getting off etiz later on is going to be far tougher. At this stage i dont know if I'll be able to do it at all, but one step at a time eh. I feel strong and positive this morning, probably because last nights etiz is still in my system but as it starts to wear off later in the day i may not be in such a good place.
 
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Shambles said:
Well I just "panic ordered" 500mg
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Am I reading your post wrong, or are you for real mate?

and WOW to I look away 2secs and there like 40 new posts ghaha xD

getting my crave on. was close order myself earlier, but ended on sum AH.
 
Damn want suum :D tried ordered 30 pellets (like pellets lot more than the powder) from an UK vendor yesterday because cheap + would could get em this week for sure.
Clickin on checkout, with happy smile on im looking forward, then I came to this "card payment UK-based customers only" NOOOOOO :D!
 
that must be annoying. My greedy bank annoys me whenever i use an EU vendor they wack on 2 extra expensive charges for the currency conversion and whatever other excuse they can think of. Fuck it, thats the only way to get what i want currently, its still fairly cheap, even after the bank have ripped me off, much more than the vendor who is very good.
 
lol thats a greedy bank for sure there! And year EU vendors beats UK vendors ass anyday. EU vendors got em good shite ;)
 
Nicklazz said:
Am I reading your post wrong, or are you for real mate?
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Erm... you are not reading it wrong. Was a bit tipsy last night and was meaning to order a couple other things anyway but hadn't gotten around to it. I checked a couple of my usual vendors to see if they mentioned anything about the apparent Chinese ban (no mention so far on the sites I use) and decided to get 500mg for old time's sake. I have no intention of embarking on any more epic runs but it's still one of my fave drugs ever and it would be nice to see if I could properly enjoy it without vaping a metric fucktonne and going nutzo. I reckon 500mg should be just enough to enjoy without sending me spiralling. We'll see...

mydrugbuddy said:
that must be annoying. My greedy bank annoys me whenever i use an EU vendor they wack on 2 extra expensive charges for the currency conversion and whatever other excuse they can think of. Fuck it, thats the only way to get what i want currently, its still fairly cheap, even after the bank have ripped me off, much more than the vendor who is very good.
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My bank has just started charging for non-Sterling transactions too. Not a huge charge but all adds up. And it's not like they don't make enough profit out of us all as it is, the money-grubbing pigdogs :!
 
Albion said:
Yeah, I have a feeling the bupe cluck is going to destroy you...MDPV is only going to make it worse.

Spend that money on getting a viable bupe taper.
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i wont be destroyed because etiz will save me, for the time being. The problem of getting off etiz will be dealt with, or not, later.

I really have done virtually all the hard work as far as the bupe taper goes, ive got down from ~8mg a day to 0.1 mg. I barely felt anything reducing from 0.2 to 0.1 mg. I dont think I'll bother with a 0.05 step, its too much fannying around, im physically fitter this time, and I'll jump from 0.1 on Friday.
 
I wasn't meaning to get you down or be unnecessarily bleak, MDB.

Good luck with the withdrawals. It sounds like your head is in the right place.
 
yeah its OK, i saw where you were coming from in your post about how it affected you.

I dont get whats going on with me though, i was loosing the plot bigtime yesterday, had to take an extra dose of etiz, but today ive felt great. Absolutely no idea wtf is going on. Im not complaining though, im glad im not continually having bad days, things are just a bit of a roller coaster atm.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
i wont be destroyed because etiz will save me, for the time being. The problem of getting off etiz will be dealt with, or not, later.

I really have done virtually all the hard work as far as the bupe taper goes, ive got down from ~8mg a day to 0.1 mg. I barely felt anything reducing from 0.2 to 0.1 mg. I dont think I'll bother with a 0.05 step, its too much fannying around, im physically fitter this time, and I'll jump from 0.1 on Friday.
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MDB, I have to comment on this, you haven't even begun the real hard bit yet, the half life of bupe is around 20-70 hrs ish. (IIRC) that's when you will notice the withdrawal, I'm not saying this to put down what you have done so far (which is really great progress getting down to the level you are at) I just think you need to research this a bit better, best to be armed with all the info you can get to avoid a withdrawal from hell!
 
breakcorefiend said:
MDB, I have to comment on this, you haven't even begun the real hard bit yet, the half life of bupe is around 96 hrs ish. (IIRC) that's when you will notice the withdrawal, I'm not saying this to put down what you have done so far (which is really great progress getting down to the level you are at) I just think you need to research this a bit better, best to be armed with all the info you can get to avoid a withdrawal from hell!
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I appreciate what you are saying, i dropped to 0.1mg on Saturday, if i continue to feel ok tomorrow and Friday then I will jump, if i do get suddenly and surprisingly get caught off guard 6 or 7 days after dropping then i may not jump off on Friday or Saturday. I may leave it one extra day considering what you have said, but other than that i really have the bit between my teeth to get this done and over with, without stretching things out any further than necessary. Last time i didnt do a 0.1 step and failed to hold out, im just in a better place this time round, allthough i have good days and bad days im still gonna just do it.
 
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All I'm saying is you seem to be down playing the withdrawal, I know you have done really well getting to where you are but the real wd will come a few days after your last dose, and it won't be fun, just be prepared is all,

Tapering down is uncomfortable, annoying, irritating etc, but your receptors are still getin their fix of opioids, when they don't have anything you will see what I am saying.
 
I know, i did get down to zero towards the end of last year, but i just couldnt hold out for more than 6 days at a time without relapsing onto something or other. Like i say i have the belief and absolute dogged unswaying determination to do it and succeed this time. Shambles and brimz have helped give me this belief. I believe it now, its made the difference.
 
I have already PrtSC SysRq, so yes u going to look like a twat (what the hell that is) if ya not succeed, but im sure u will ;)
 
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