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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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That's strange compared to me shambles. I tend to do my big hits during the beginning/middle of my run. Towards the end I'm so maniac and involved in psychosis that I don't need much PV to keep me in PV land.
 
MDPV_Psychosis said:
Towards the end I'm so maniac and involved in psychosis that I don't need much PV to keep me in PV land.
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Me too which is why I'm so grateful for the fact big hits send me to sleep a few days in. Still completely psycho but suspect it'd be even messier without those brief snatches of sleep. I just find the physical side way too intense to go for big hits early on. I've never actually tested to see what would happen. A friend of mine did take a few of my "end of run" hits the very first (and only) time she joined me for a lil peev sesh and seemed to enjoy it though - I often wonder if I'm making things worse by shilly-shallying early on. Don't intend to be going on any more full-on runs so unlikely to test the theory but is interesting you put your big hits early on and seem to be one of the most functional fiends in the thread. Not that that's saying much, mind :D
 
I'm only functional between runs. I'm a mess while using especially the last 6 months. There is a reason I'm quitting. ;)
 
I have a surprise 2 weeks off uni for independent study.

So I've decided to undertake some independent MDPV use. Just half a gram; I'll probably disappear around monday for a week.
 
we used to have a "reading week". Fair to say not a lot of reading got done. By the end i was only turning up for maybe 1 or 2 lectures a week/forntnight/month, depending on how heavily i had been caining things. I completely lost interest in my course by the end. I was on course for a 2:1 which would have given me a greater range of life options, but my final dissertation was a complete disaster, barely scrapeing a pass, and bought my whole overall grade down to a desmond tutu.

What course are you studying, was it graphic design or something IIRC ?
 
Nah, it's illustration. To be fair, we don't do that much 'reading' for illustration, but since this is our dissertation year, we should be reading all the time. Of course I don't...I find it very difficult to read anything that's in book format, particularly academic stuff.

A Desmond Tutu :D
 
Well, the Tutu was formally known in oxbridge circles as the 'sportsmans degree'. Suppose it depends on what sport tickles ya pickle :D
 
MDPV_Psychosis said:
Have any of you ever experienced entity contact (or the like) while PVing? I've had two experiences (I may have already shared one of them before)
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Yea mate loads of times. Been grabbed on my legs so I fall, pushed, got punched (fuck it was hurting like hell), and one time It felt like one putted a burning cig in my pants. Them fuckin shadow people evil you know!!! =D

Remember one of the stories from u, the first as I recall. The other, damn scary!!
 
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Threw that away

Final straw was misplacing £40 in my flat n then tearing it apart find it .

Straight away i threw somewhere else in 5 seconds after a long Bath n all my benzos i have found the money in the obvious place .

the bin.
 
brimz said:
You is not the only one who panic ordered 500mg .

I have a brilliant system for this drug & it's all about the envelope & not opening it .

Oh yeah & a huge amount of self control which after 1/4 century of drug abuse is much more prevalent than ever b4 . But still one must be aware of getting cocky with any drug as toxic as this .
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fukin self control
yeah right i don't do epic fukin wqeeks on this but i do take 50mg iv hits n it is fukin ridiculous how intense that is u will be able to sleep as well cos the iv route does not encvoursage re dosing at all.

u r so ill yeah it is high/ill that u wouldn't know what to do.
i was given some app ? a few months ago n that is much nicer . This is to toxic n what is crazy is 18 yr old kids who have not developed mentally can get it wiv out risk of abeat down .or skank. so if u start on RCs this is the worst possible one 2 satrt adrug carreer on
 
you ok brimz?

fUCKIN hell I did order sum a-pvp earlier, was not was I had in mind, but ya guys kno'.. going back to psychosis-land it seems :|
Having trouble controlling myself man, but was infact going OK the last 14 days, but baah then I ofc should fuck up..
 
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DUDE! put the stim powder DOWN!
14 days was awesome!
im sure you can do even more than that. but you ve first got to stop this here ongoing run eh
 
Shambles said:
Hahahahahahahhahahhaaaa! That is fukkin hilarious =D

"Nobody should have to resort to using xHamster!"

Come back Stuffmonger, we <3 you =D

Also, checked some of his other vids and he did a lengthy interview with Alex Jones. This I have to hear :D
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lmao whenever I respect some of the things Alex Jones has the balls to say, hes sold me on some of his theories but sheeez prison planet, infowars, alex jones/his *retarded unresearching* affiliates - yes - looking at you stupid nutritional vegetarian guy who knows nothing about bath salts - actually trying to prove the whole bath salt zombie conspiracy (and put it into their conspiracy system, that the government has been making these compounds ala mk ultra and letting them out to the public on purpose for population control and cause a widespread systemic zombie apocalypse.
 
Nicklazz said:
you ok brimz?

fUCKIN hell I did order sum a-pvp earlier, was not was I had in mind, but ya guys kno'.. going back to psychosis-land it seems :|
Having trouble controlling myself man, but was infact going OK the last 14 days, but baah then I ofc should fuck up..
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hey its been over a year since I last had a bag of a-pvp (had a hellish ride with it 14bdo, cannabinoids and amphet) - and I foolishly bought one - here I am a day later (happy - ive used way less than I used to - now that i actally have a scale (key-must have scale) - and am better at vapin off tin foil. Atleats its only a G haha - when I used to buy in bulk is where id get in big trouble - stayed up almost 2 weeks (would be 2 weeks if the postural hypotension and powernaps didnt count lol) surprised I didnt go nuts completely.
 
MDPV_Psychosis said:
Have any of you ever experienced entity contact (or the like) while PVing? I've had two experiences (I may have already shared one of them before):

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One time I had just checked myself into a hotel room. I had already been up for three days or so. I get in my room, lock the door and prepare myself by turning the laptop on and loading a huge pile of pv into my lightbulb. I get a good porn video playing and proceed to take a massive hit.

Suddenly, something pats me on my right shoulder. Not exactly a soft pat, more of like a sudden slap. As if to say "Hey buddy!". I scream like a little school girl that was about to be murdered. Repeatedly. I'm surprised nobody came to check on me because I screamed so badly.

I turn around to find nobody there. I was alone and I made sure of it hours later once I got my whits about me. Holy hell was this the single most frightening moment of my life.

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Usually towards the end of my runs I get way out there (duh). Sometimes it becomes harder and harder for me to take massive hits because I begin to experience a sense of terror or impending doom with each hit. On one run in particular, I had a sense that what I was experiencing was actually something from the shadow realm that was watching me after each hit. The bigger the hit, the more I could sense that something was watching me and getting ready to attack me.

I decided enough was enough and it was time to face my fears. I dumped a shit ton of pv on a piece of foil and took a massive hit (probably the biggest I've ever had). I briefly felt an intense euphoria that was suddenly replaced by intense fear. I looked at my bed and almost shit myself as a gigantic spider was crawling out from under my bed (like 6 foot in diameter big). The strange part about this was that I could only see the spider when looking at my bed through my bathroom mirror. When I looked directly at my bed I saw nothing, but I could sense its presence. I was terrified and the intensity of the massive hit I took was still rising fast. The spider was coming for me.

Suddenly I felt the come up come to a screeching halt. The spider crawled on top of my bed. A white ghost was laying next to the spider and was soothing/distracting it somehow. The ghost spoke to me and told me to put the foil down. He also told me that I "owe him one". I guess he saved my life?

Anyways, I was actually fairly calm considering the size of the hit. I danced around the room a bit because it felt like I was under water. Then I took a shower. Don't remember much until I finally fell asleep 12 hours later.
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Reminds me of DPH & DXM deleirum whilst ODing on a bottle of ativan, on my daily dose of stims. haha. More of a delerium than a sleep deprivation.
 
kingme said:
DUDE! put the stim powder DOWN!
14 days was awesome!
im sure you can do even more than that. but you ve first got to stop this here ongoing run eh
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Thanks friend, I too sure of I can go longer than 14 days without stimz, but the chance of me flush/thrash this a-pvp, is very low. When I first have the letter in my hand.. Then the "Just a little taste, I can handle it this time etc etc" starts.. We going to see :)
 
Nicklazz said:
Yea mate loads of times. Been grabbed on my legs so I fall, pushed, got punched (fuck it was hurting like hell), and one time It felt like one putted a burning cig in my pants. Them fuckin shadow people evil you know!!! =D

Remember one of the stories from u, the first as I recall. The other, damn scary!!
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Why the fuck do you people continue to take this shit? Surely the damage it causes you mentally, is nowhere near worth the high you get?

It's almost like you glamorize your psychotic episodes, and you enjoy going nuts on MDPV.

Baffling.
 
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