Yea there's a big change.. There's like lines everywer just floating about somtimes black dots so anoying@ryan - of your physical symptoms have you experienced any change to your eyesight?
Yea there's a big change.. There's like lines everywer just floating about somtimes black dots so anoying@ryan - of your physical symptoms have you experienced any change to your eyesight?
Yea that's exactly what I've got.. Do you know what's causing this ? Will it ever go awayDo you find it more difficult to read. Like words are moving around and it hard to read in a line? I also have sensitivity to light and my night vision has massively deteriorated.
In my case I believe I suffered a traumatic brain injury (TBI) ( in fact I know I did). Maybe with time it will improve or one just gets used to it.
My current symptoms are:
-Feeling spaced out with brain fog
-The sensation that I have lost my soul or am experiencing a living death. ( I believe this is called a depersonalisation disorder)
- no anxiety although I had extreme anxiety for the first 4 months
- the world seems changed / wrapped. I think this is called derealisation
- high pitched tone in my ears.
-vision problems described above
- lack of motivation and ability to feel enjoyment. (Before this I was a very motivated high achieving professional)
- fatigue
- very disturbed and unrefreshed sleep
- probably depression as well.
- I just feel ''changed' like a different person. Like the old me has died and I'm just a ghost occupying the same body but am an imposter / actor pretending to be the old me.
- concentration problems
- the concept of time has changed. Like it is going so slowly / just dragging. (Time used to fly by)
- libido and erection problems;
Before this ecstacy experience (overdose) (my first and only). I was a fit ambitious high achieving happy individual with no mental issues.
Could a spect scan not detect tbi ?That's exactly the same as me is there anything that can be done ? I can't go on like this man
But even if it were to indicate damage. Then what?I don't know. Probably one for a neurologist
I wasn't emotionally numb before I took MDMA. I didn't have a lack of libido or no mornnig wood either. I don't find many things fun at the moment. Everything I loved before I took MDMA have no gone to shit (although this has only become a serious problem in the past month and a half or so) This is not all in my head, I'm sick and tired of hearing that shit. It's like telling someone with cancer its all in their heads. It's such a ridiculous statement.I just wanted to post about my MDMA story two years ago, where I ended up coming to this site looking for support. I had redosed for around an entire week and took around 1000MG of MDMA (very high quality). I was stupid, isolated from everything because of previous problems in my life, and had no idea what the hell I was doing. The mistake I made was google searching tips on rolling before I started to roll and did not search thoroughly enough. I am 100% recovered and feeling normal again. Everything goes away with time, you will look back on the situation in the future and be like "Damn, that sucked." Over time you will forget about how bad you felt when you took it and may be tempted to take it again, but trust me, don't do it. When I said I was feeling different and not like myself I was so caught up in what I thought the MDMA might have changed in me that I never really stopped to think that I had been living with myself for the past 17 years. I knew myself better than anybody and instead of just chilling out and moving on with my life and realizing the person I was, I kept freaking out about it. The best advice I can give you is to just chill out and go with it, listen to some music and chill and play video games or whatever you do for fun because you are still the same as before you took the MDMA. You have a couple choices. You can sit around like an idiot like I did and worry about all the shit that changed after you took to much MDMA, which probably made my symptoms last for a lot longer. Or you can come back to reality and realize that you are the same person as you were before you took it and that you are going to move on from this shitty situation and forget about it. Just take a moment and decide what you want to do. Everything is 100% back to normal for me. The ringing in my ears is gone, the insomnia has gone away, the increased anxiety and depression is gone, and everything else that I felt during that time. Just chill out and continue to live your life. Good luck, and I guarantee you will look back on this in the future and think that it wasn't really a big deal at all. It's been a couple years now and it isn't something I think about anymore. Kind of like one of those times you just get to drunk and you feel like shit afterwards, then you look back on it later and don't really think much of it.
I have all your emotional symptoms but noneof the physical ones. How much did you take on your first time?In my case I believe I suffered a traumatic brain injury (TBI) ( in fact I know I did). Maybe with time it will improve or one just gets used to it.
My current symptoms are:
-Feeling spaced out with brain fog
-The sensation that I have lost my soul or am experiencing a living death. ( I believe this is called a depersonalisation disorder)
- no anxiety although I had extreme anxiety for the first 4 months
- the world seems changed / wrapped. I think this is called derealisation
- high pitched tone in my ears.
-vision problems described above
- lack of motivation and ability to feel enjoyment. (Before this I was a very motivated high achieving professional)
- fatigue
- very disturbed and unrefreshed sleep
- probably depression as well.
- I just feel ''changed' like a different person. Like the old me has died and I'm just a ghost occupying the same body but am an imposter / actor pretending to be the old me.
- concentration problems
- the concept of time has changed. Like it is going so slowly / just dragging. (Time used to fly by)
- libido and erection problems;
Before this ecstacy experience (overdose) (my first and only). I was a fit ambitious high achieving happy individual with no mental issues.
I wasn't emotionally numb before I took MDMA. I didn't have a lack of libido or no mornnig wood either. I don't find many things fun at the moment. Everything I loved before I took MDMA have no gone to shit (although this has only become a serious problem in the past month and a half or so) This is not all in my head, I'm sick and tired of hearing that shit. It's like telling someone with cancer its all in their heads. It's such a ridiculous statement.
CloudIX - I'm a 'vet' - 25 months to be precise. Unfortunately there are some of us (arguably a small percentage) who are not that lucky. Eg BBen, Somedud, First Bad Comedown etc Yes some of the LTC suffers do get better but not all....
I think some of the longer term "LTCs" result from a co-morbid anxiety related disorder that was either triggered or greatly worsened by drugs.
If you are more than 18 months in, you should look at it as a mental health problem and treat it accordingly. I believe this is the case with FBC as he said he only started feeling better after treating his symptoms as a mental health issue rather than drug related damage.
I was lucky, my hell lasted 9 months. With the benefit of experience and hindsight, looking back, had I not experienced any progress I would have looked for a pharmaceutical way of treating my LTC as a mental health issue.
3 or 4 pills (I believe) . I took 1.5 pills initially but then have no memory for the remain of the evening. This being from 6pm to 3am yes a 9 hour period!! No memory what so ever. I believe whilst I was in this trace state 'friends' gave me more.I have all your emotional symptoms but noneof the physical ones. How much did you take on your first time?
IM really struggling here with a lot of problems so I'm goina give the ssri a go (prozac).
I don't have anxiety or depression but I have physical symptoms.
Does anyone know if these physical symptoms could be related to low serotonin
Headache problems thinking
Vision changes
Skin changes
Impotence
Muscle loss and Sore muscles after light training
Memory/ personality changes
And anyone that's tryed ssri how did it go ? How long do I need to stay on them for ?
I have taken ecstacy quite a lot of times years ago but this time I really abused it 2 days in a row with alchol I am pretty sure there is damage but obviously I'm goina think that with the symptoms I'm getting..so does anyone else have these symptoms and will ssri help.
When this all started I was getting really bad pricking tingling feeling all over my body I don't get that anymore but im wondering if that was my nerves being damage due to overdosing
I've had blood and mri all clear