Deltronpedro
Bluelighter
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- Jul 14, 2014
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@Deltronpedro
chill man, i know exactly what you're talking about. i've had these. it's not uncommon at all, even on people who have never taken MDMA. the transition from awake to asleep is weird - have you ever heard of sleep paralysis?
why does it bother you? it does not mean anything really. i don't think the onset of psychosis is similar to hypnagogic hallucinations. and also, i doubt a bad comedown from MDMA will trigger psychosis in someone. how old are you? does schizophrenia run in your family?
don't worry man... i never post here but i saw your post and had to reply to it. one/two years ago i faced something that was very similar to a LTC, but wasn't triggered by any single particular drug experience, rather slowly going into depersonalization, depression and HPPD as i kept abusing drugs, and i too thought all kinds of shit such as that hypnagogic hallucinations meant i was going schizo... well, for all it's worth i have yet to develop my first psychosis, and am better than ever right now
stay strong guys... you can get through this shit... take it easy and don't dwell much on it... don't look back
Good to hear. Yes, I've heard about sleep paralysis. But it occurs far more rarer than this hypnagogic stuff. I am 22 and there is no history of schizophrenia in my family, at least not to my knowledge.
It bothers me cause nearly every smyptom bothers one, trapped in an epsiode of anxiety, depression, DR and DP. My biggest fear is to develope schizophrenia, even if there was no sign in the every day life.
Im very glad this seems to be not uncommon, thought I would go nuts finally.
So for you it disappeared?