So I started doing MDMA last year at university, first time was probably around this exact time last year actually. And the third time I did it I actually suffered a longterm comedown, which lasted from Easter last year, all the way to the end of the summer this year, effects being Anxiety, and derealization, no depression at all or anything like that.
Although i did potentially over do it that night, and I think I actually did some the night before, but diddent feel anything that night, but felt really weird the day after, shortness of breath was actually present, and I still did MDMA that night. And then I had I a longterm come down.
Yes, before you say, I know I did it too much, I was new to MDMA and was potentially naive. So between that night I must of gave it about a 6month break to my next roll. Start of Uni this year I did it every fortnight for two months, with one back to back week in there, one month later I foolishly did it 3 times in one week, with a day in between, but these were all not planned and actually offered. After that 3 in a week binge, the last roll gave me my first proper come down, lasted for about two days and was depressed etc, but nothing I couldn't handle.
Anyway, gave it a month after that and did a quarter of a gram, standard dose for me, but this time it felt different, I came up just as hard, but It lacked the empathy, and diddent last as long, as well I came down really fast, BZP Mabye? I don't know.. also, I took alpha lipoic acid every hour of the roll, probably about 600mg in total, and 3000mg of vitamin C throughout the night, so I was prepared.
That night I got about an hours sleep if that, as I had a presentation at Uni, haha yeah I know, fuck that, while on a comedown, which was potentially the hardest thing I've ever done. But I put feeling shit mainly down to lack of sleep. Anyway felt fine since then, but strangely one month after that night I poped a 5-HTP and some of the symptoms have from my longterm comedown came back, anxiety, I'm noticing visual snow a lot more, but these are all far far more manageable and mild compared to the actual long term comedown symptoms. I've been taking fish oils omega 3 and vitamin c and Alpha lipoic acid since those symptoms and they are going, Mabye it's my brain healing itself proper after all this time? The only thing which I'm intrigued about is this sort of occasional warm tingling sensation I get in my head occasionly throughout the day, I've heard about brain zaps and everything, but these don't feel electrical or particularly unpleasant, just a bit weird.. Anyway, just be interested to know if anyone here has any simmiliar experiences, oh and I'm planning on taking MDMA about 2 months from now, do you think that's Ok, that would make it a 3month break.
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