slippy sleeveen
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I am making this post as both a warning and an inquiry.
My entire life, I have been both mentally and physically fairly healthy. For about ten years now, I have responsibly used MDMA and psychedelics mostly, with an occassional fray into weed and opiates, but very rarely. I have never once experienced any significant aftereffects from use of these substances.
I decided to try out some of the piperazines. mCPP and TFMPP to be exact. I used mCPP about 8 times in a 3 month period and TFMPP twice (in conjuction with mCPP). The effects were ok mostly, once very good, but during the onset I would feel a bit of panic each time. The TFMPP gave me a 5 hour long panic attack each time. I think that these substances somehow set something off in me that has left me open to anxiety.
I have not touched any of these substances for about a month and a half now, but I'm still experiencing anxiety atleast half of the day and I have a lot of trouble getting to sleep. The only thing I have done since then is one MDMA session. Not surprisingly, the MDMA cleared up my anxiety for three days but then it returned to where it was. The anxiety is pretty bad and I sometimes feel like I am going to seizure or die of irregular heart beat...which is irrational I know, but it seems real to me then. I also sometimes get really odd thought patterns, similar to what I got on mCPP, and will space out and forget what I was thinking about 30 seconds prior and why I am thinking of what I am thinking of now (if that makes any sense). I will go to the doctor if this keeps acting up but I think it might be slowly letting off.
I have seen these substances noted as panicogens in literature before and am just putting this out as a warning to anyone that is interested in trying them, if you have any history of anxiety disorders or even if you don't, these substances could possibly give them to you. I don't have any literature to back this up but only my personal experience.
Anyone else know why these substances might cause this? (BZP, mCPP, TFMPP) any of them? Just would like something that substantiates my warning is all.
My entire life, I have been both mentally and physically fairly healthy. For about ten years now, I have responsibly used MDMA and psychedelics mostly, with an occassional fray into weed and opiates, but very rarely. I have never once experienced any significant aftereffects from use of these substances.
I decided to try out some of the piperazines. mCPP and TFMPP to be exact. I used mCPP about 8 times in a 3 month period and TFMPP twice (in conjuction with mCPP). The effects were ok mostly, once very good, but during the onset I would feel a bit of panic each time. The TFMPP gave me a 5 hour long panic attack each time. I think that these substances somehow set something off in me that has left me open to anxiety.
I have not touched any of these substances for about a month and a half now, but I'm still experiencing anxiety atleast half of the day and I have a lot of trouble getting to sleep. The only thing I have done since then is one MDMA session. Not surprisingly, the MDMA cleared up my anxiety for three days but then it returned to where it was. The anxiety is pretty bad and I sometimes feel like I am going to seizure or die of irregular heart beat...which is irrational I know, but it seems real to me then. I also sometimes get really odd thought patterns, similar to what I got on mCPP, and will space out and forget what I was thinking about 30 seconds prior and why I am thinking of what I am thinking of now (if that makes any sense). I will go to the doctor if this keeps acting up but I think it might be slowly letting off.
I have seen these substances noted as panicogens in literature before and am just putting this out as a warning to anyone that is interested in trying them, if you have any history of anxiety disorders or even if you don't, these substances could possibly give them to you. I don't have any literature to back this up but only my personal experience.
Anyone else know why these substances might cause this? (BZP, mCPP, TFMPP) any of them? Just would like something that substantiates my warning is all.