rackazoobob
Bluelighter
Thanks to you chadd and sweetyjane your comments help me feel like im not alone and help give me strength. You are all in my prayers as well.
Mad Dash...ive been working on getting myhealthyvet situated. Had to submit a release form so I can message doc. I have to be mindful of my wording as I don't want to incriminate my VA standing. Its not certain that I will be convicted and as you are prolly well aware...sometimes the less they know the better as they seem to screw stuff up a lot and that is normal uncomplicated stuff.
Start making calls to see if opiate replacement programs exist within the prison system you may be entering. I don't know what you have in the US. I've heard that over here if you are already on a program be it methadone or suboxone then if you are imprisioned you can continue dosing inside. It may be worth asking your pain management Dr what the score is with patients going to to jail.....you certainly won't be the first chronic pain sufferer to end up in the can.
Out of my ten years, eight were in the recon community. This was before marsoc, but we did work with jsoc from time to time...lotta good bros. I am service connected 100%. I'm not supposed to be able to walk, but my legs keep me up for the most part...too stubborn t o quit and living in pain every day cost me a relationship with a woman I loved very much, but she was not the nurturing type and went the wrong direction with my condition and just labeled me a crazy asshole. I'm not a mean natured person, but when backed into a corner I can get pretty nasty....that's not bragging. I am not proud of that.
jesus... I think this is just what happens in the SO community. Me and damn near everyone else I know have similar stories. I got the same story divorce and all except my ex-wife is a drug and alcohol councilor currently dealing with a DWI who left me because I relapsed and had a few drinks (mostly because of the lie not the relapse) but ya. Fuck dude, the military can really fuck up your life, and all these kids getting on social media these days stepping on flags wonder why we get so furious? I lost EVERYTHING EXCEPT for my life and limbs and I have brothers who lost those, and it is because we fought for each other and to protect what that flag means. Ya because we are on military disability we are robbing the government, but those who make a living on welfare and supplement by selling drugs are fine, those poor people. And that is not to trash anyone who has been on welfare or unemployment but those who abuse the system. There are a million jobs we can never again do and it makes it that hard to find work. I have been flagged for my PTSD, so far every job interview I have gone to has turned me down because of it. Suicide really makes sense some times. But like rackazoobob said I am too stubborn I guess.
Cheezy you're being beyond inconsiderate.... This post should get an infraction IMO*deleted*