ChemicallyEnhanced
Bluelighter
When I get my pain meds I get 14 day supply at a time, and I separate them into like sets of 1 week each to help me keep in mind how much I have so I don't suddenly realize I'm out of them after like 8 or 9 days.
I got my morphine 2 days ago, but everything else this morning. So I had put away 7 day supply of the morphine when I got them and left 1 weeks worth on my dresser, meaning to put them away later.
My pills came today (everything else) so I took out what I needed, put them on my dresser, then swept them all into my hand and took them.
[NOTE: I'm on 16 different rx meds so I often am taking a literal handful so extra pills wouldn't be noticeable]
I felt a little TOO pain-free just now so I went to check and (you see where I'm going with this..)...YEP. I fucked up and GENUINELY, ACCIDENTALLY took 5 days worth of morphine in one go. I'm fine in terms of I won't OD as this was about 2hrs ago (and it's all IR morphine) but my doctors know I have a history of prescription med (inc. opioids) addiction.
There is no way in HELL are they gonna believe this was an accident. Any more than they'd believe "I lost them" or "they fell down the drain in the sink".
Looking for any advice? Should I call them and just hope they believe me? Lie that something (anything more believable happened) happened? Try and suffer agony + withdrawal for 5 days?*
*I am also prescribed codeine, but that's gonna be very little help, tbh
I got my morphine 2 days ago, but everything else this morning. So I had put away 7 day supply of the morphine when I got them and left 1 weeks worth on my dresser, meaning to put them away later.
My pills came today (everything else) so I took out what I needed, put them on my dresser, then swept them all into my hand and took them.
[NOTE: I'm on 16 different rx meds so I often am taking a literal handful so extra pills wouldn't be noticeable]
I felt a little TOO pain-free just now so I went to check and (you see where I'm going with this..)...YEP. I fucked up and GENUINELY, ACCIDENTALLY took 5 days worth of morphine in one go. I'm fine in terms of I won't OD as this was about 2hrs ago (and it's all IR morphine) but my doctors know I have a history of prescription med (inc. opioids) addiction.
There is no way in HELL are they gonna believe this was an accident. Any more than they'd believe "I lost them" or "they fell down the drain in the sink".
Looking for any advice? Should I call them and just hope they believe me? Lie that something (anything more believable happened) happened? Try and suffer agony + withdrawal for 5 days?*
*I am also prescribed codeine, but that's gonna be very little help, tbh