michelle1030
Greenlighter
I got a refill of Ritalin on Tuesday afternoon. Stayed up all night Tue, and all day Wednesday, doing lines and eating them. Stayed up Wed night as well, even though my plan was to sleep, I have willpower issues. My binge never went over more than 25mg snorted at a time. Mostly doing 20mg and then bumping up with 10-15 after that, every 2-3 hrs. Def was no longer fun after the 24 hour mark. I should have quit then.
Felt really shitty all day Thursday, and started to see things. Everything was discolored, and the carpet looked as if it were swarming with bugs. I was more whacked out than I had ever been on a stimulant. I'm an opiate girl - don't really care for speedy drugs, but tell that to the devil on my shoulder. I would try to sleep, but woke myself up every few min, screaming at no one, and crying. VERY SCARY.
By Thursday 6pm, I had been using Ritalin for 48 hours. I'm NOT a regular user. I also take 16mg Subutex a day, but hadn't really touched much of it. As soon as I did snort an 8mg, that disgusting feeling drifted off, and I didn't touch anymore Ritalin from 9pm until 9am Friday morning. Got approx. 7 hours sleep after being awake for 50. Woke up DRENCHED in sweat, with hair so wet, it looked like I stepped out the shower. But I felt WAY better.
Ate breakfast and saw that my bottle is close to gone. I ate 20mg and snorted 20mg. Felt extremely nauseous, so took a Phenergan and 4mg Subutex. I still feel some leftover comedown sickness and my stomach ain't right, but I force food and water. Normal? I wasn't eating well the whole binge. I think I'm going to just do the last remaining pills, so they are no longer an option. If I try to save them, I will obsess over using them until I do. Isn't it great having an addictive personality? *eye roll*
Tips for the NAUSEA would be great. Don't want to throw up - don't think I need to, just feels so unsettled, and uneasy even after Phenergan, a sandwisch and lots of water + PowerAde.
Felt really shitty all day Thursday, and started to see things. Everything was discolored, and the carpet looked as if it were swarming with bugs. I was more whacked out than I had ever been on a stimulant. I'm an opiate girl - don't really care for speedy drugs, but tell that to the devil on my shoulder. I would try to sleep, but woke myself up every few min, screaming at no one, and crying. VERY SCARY.
By Thursday 6pm, I had been using Ritalin for 48 hours. I'm NOT a regular user. I also take 16mg Subutex a day, but hadn't really touched much of it. As soon as I did snort an 8mg, that disgusting feeling drifted off, and I didn't touch anymore Ritalin from 9pm until 9am Friday morning. Got approx. 7 hours sleep after being awake for 50. Woke up DRENCHED in sweat, with hair so wet, it looked like I stepped out the shower. But I felt WAY better.
Ate breakfast and saw that my bottle is close to gone. I ate 20mg and snorted 20mg. Felt extremely nauseous, so took a Phenergan and 4mg Subutex. I still feel some leftover comedown sickness and my stomach ain't right, but I force food and water. Normal? I wasn't eating well the whole binge. I think I'm going to just do the last remaining pills, so they are no longer an option. If I try to save them, I will obsess over using them until I do. Isn't it great having an addictive personality? *eye roll*
Tips for the NAUSEA would be great. Don't want to throw up - don't think I need to, just feels so unsettled, and uneasy even after Phenergan, a sandwisch and lots of water + PowerAde.