Chilly_bee
Bluelighter
Special K Tolerance
Ketamine Subthread: Tolerance & Addiction
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[original post:]
Hey Peeps,
I new on this Bluelight thingy (hello!) So i thought Id C if n e body can help with a problem ive had 4 quite sometime...
...First i'll give u some background info -
im 21, male, healthy (sort of!), Very experienced with most intoxicantes, and have a happy life...
Ive had mind blowing times and learnt so much off most drugs, and researched everything ive taken (- ive taken (most) chemicals to explore and expand (not to 'get fucked')) - My 'baby' is defiantly Ketamine, loves the stuff i do, and ive hammered it to a point i think i regret.... U c, i cant 'k' hole properly anymore, i either blackout (and come round naming the funiture!) or lay there (spanner'd) wondering why im not in a themepark in my head -
i know all about the tolerance of the drug, but am scared its caused unchangable damage... ive been assured that just leaving it alone for awhile will repair the receptors in me old brain, but no matter how long i leave it, the effect is still the same...
I had a 'addiction' to the stuff for about half a year, in which time my everyday life was severly affected (problems with speech etc, -when sober!) which scared me into calming down, i luckily returned to normal after a few months but since then have had this painful problem with K holing...
Do i just need to leave it for awhile (years?), is there anything i can do...
i cant just let go of this passtime, it has changed me, taught me and shown me the way (to a point that effects my daily life *directly* for the better)
Please help
Chilly -x-
Ketamine Subthread: Tolerance & Addiction
[Back to the Big & Dandy Ketamine Thread]
[original post:]
Hey Peeps,
I new on this Bluelight thingy (hello!) So i thought Id C if n e body can help with a problem ive had 4 quite sometime...
...First i'll give u some background info -
im 21, male, healthy (sort of!), Very experienced with most intoxicantes, and have a happy life...
Ive had mind blowing times and learnt so much off most drugs, and researched everything ive taken (- ive taken (most) chemicals to explore and expand (not to 'get fucked')) - My 'baby' is defiantly Ketamine, loves the stuff i do, and ive hammered it to a point i think i regret.... U c, i cant 'k' hole properly anymore, i either blackout (and come round naming the funiture!) or lay there (spanner'd) wondering why im not in a themepark in my head -
i know all about the tolerance of the drug, but am scared its caused unchangable damage... ive been assured that just leaving it alone for awhile will repair the receptors in me old brain, but no matter how long i leave it, the effect is still the same...
I had a 'addiction' to the stuff for about half a year, in which time my everyday life was severly affected (problems with speech etc, -when sober!) which scared me into calming down, i luckily returned to normal after a few months but since then have had this painful problem with K holing...
Do i just need to leave it for awhile (years?), is there anything i can do...
i cant just let go of this passtime, it has changed me, taught me and shown me the way (to a point that effects my daily life *directly* for the better)
Please help

Chilly -x-
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