To all the people saying there is no such thing as a k-hole: you are WRONG, so wrong!
A k-hole is like a dmt-breakthrough, but dissociative, and thus quite different in its own way. The main similarity they share is near-full anesthetization (as other posters have implied, beyond the "k-hole" lies only darkness) and a state of pure non-linearity. You don't know what is going on until you come down, 99% of the time. For me it's much like a dream, one moment I'm sitting in my chair in my room, then I feel it coming on like a wave of hot steel wool, then all of a sudden I'm just no longer present. Usually I start going through these strange subconscious "rooms" or "halls" in my mind. It's very hard to explain, and while it's going on I'm usually just kind of like "huh." Oftentimes if I do it right after work or some other extended activity I'll think I'm still at work or whatever it was, stocking shelves or whatever it was I was doing. Always strangely repetetive, menial tasks, and always laced with a sense of profound confusion and fucked-upness. Then you start to come down, and that's when things can get REALLY strange. A sensation of time moving backwards, or happening all at once. The feeling of being an alien in your own body/surroundings. A feeling of slowly "falling" back into your body, as if from the center of the universe, or some spirit world. Almost as if you could have just as easily fallen into some other body.
I haven't done any dissociatives in about a year because I started abusing them and they punished me, but still I hate to see them dissed like this. They are truly awe-inspiring drugs when taken at sufficient doses, and I'm sure others on this board will testify to it.
A k-hole is like a dmt-breakthrough, but dissociative, and thus quite different in its own way. The main similarity they share is near-full anesthetization (as other posters have implied, beyond the "k-hole" lies only darkness) and a state of pure non-linearity. You don't know what is going on until you come down, 99% of the time. For me it's much like a dream, one moment I'm sitting in my chair in my room, then I feel it coming on like a wave of hot steel wool, then all of a sudden I'm just no longer present. Usually I start going through these strange subconscious "rooms" or "halls" in my mind. It's very hard to explain, and while it's going on I'm usually just kind of like "huh." Oftentimes if I do it right after work or some other extended activity I'll think I'm still at work or whatever it was, stocking shelves or whatever it was I was doing. Always strangely repetetive, menial tasks, and always laced with a sense of profound confusion and fucked-upness. Then you start to come down, and that's when things can get REALLY strange. A sensation of time moving backwards, or happening all at once. The feeling of being an alien in your own body/surroundings. A feeling of slowly "falling" back into your body, as if from the center of the universe, or some spirit world. Almost as if you could have just as easily fallen into some other body.
I haven't done any dissociatives in about a year because I started abusing them and they punished me, but still I hate to see them dissed like this. They are truly awe-inspiring drugs when taken at sufficient doses, and I'm sure others on this board will testify to it.
