INDK
Bluelighter
from my experience iv= almost instant blackout and im= fun ass adventure into k land
Did the second infusion... This was the same dose same exact process, the only difference was the length of time for the infusion, they did a much slower drip this time. I did not have any psychedelic effect at all, merely a small bit of double vision. The healing is not dependent on the experienxe but rather on the after effects that Ketamine seems to have on primarily the glutamine, but also dopamine and other neurotransmitter sites.
I can add that I feel like a new person, and have not felt this good in years literally. I've stopped my anti depression and anti anxiety toxic/side effect riddled/ generally "negative" medications and have been exercising and meditating, I will get 2 infusions a week for the next 2 week so a total of 6 in 17/18 day span, and I'm hoping I will see the positive effects last for over a year. It truly is a miracle medication for me. With its incredible effectiveness I can only say that I am so incredibly thankful that this medication is allowed to be used this way. For me it's replacing 300mg of lithium, 600 mg of sereqoul 1/2mg of Xanax depending on they day, 150 mgs of lamictal; and 150 mgs of Effexor; and even weened my suboxone down and will have gone from 8mgs a day to currently at 2mgs, with intent to be off completely in 2 weeks.
Even with those meds I was severely depressed, not able to function normally barely get out of bed.
Today I cooked myself breakfast shaved showered and got a haircut, cleaned my room, cleaned my yard, bathed my dog, spent time with my mom watching a movie and laughing, cooked and clean my dinner, and worked out. I know that sounds like normal stuff but prior to the treatment I was making 1/2 daily goals of things like; eat 1 meal today, get out of bed before the sun goes down, take a shower. So the improvement is nothing short of miraculous. Thanks for everyone's support in new to posting but have used blue light for over a decade and really love it.