I can IV 200mg and still walk around, now how retarded is that? I have a high tolerance, and I don't suggest anyone who is only at the IM phase to start on the IV phase. Believe me, it gets ugly from there. And yes you get really feindy when coming down from IV doses, and before you know it you've gone through 3 vials. I've binged too many times to count and more than anything it's because K comes too easily to me. I live in San Diego, just 20 minutes from the Mexico border, comprende?
I LOVE snorting K, and wish it still worked with my high tolerance. But that takes about a month or longer before I can actually snort it and get an effect. I can still IM and get an effect, but it's like snorting with less of that nice stimulant floaty feeling and more sedation than actually snorting.
I've been doing Ket for 4 1/2 years. I don't have trouble speaking, or any side effect except memory (short term). But that could also be the fact I've been on Klonopin (legally) for 8 years. I'm only 27, and I weigh just 128 lbs at 5'9" ... The Ket binges eat up all your body fat and calories (I also tend NOT to eat when I do K, because SUGAR KILLS K)... but I have hardly any muscle. I have that 'heroin sheik' look and track marks from the top of my hand all the way down following the vein to the medium cubital (elbow) vein.
I've always been sterile, however, and am actually a licensed phlebotomist. Talk about a fiender. I became a phlebotomist so I could get all the needles I wanted or needed to serve my addiction.
Ask yourself, do you want this? If so, go ahead and get in the habit of IV use... because it's right down hill from there.
I personally wish I had stuck to just snorting, or at least just snorting and an occassional IM.
I rarely get visuals anymore. But I get stuck in that weird "K-Land" place where you're walking around floating and everything looks like an old black and white reel-to-reel movie. Everything organic appears lifeless and mechanical. Then you hit the synchronicities and become so paranoid because of the patterns being experienced you wonder WHAT THE HELL IS REALLY GOING ON?
The only thing that I have found to help cure my addiction to Ket, or at least slow me down is a swift kick to the spirit with mushrooms or DMT.
My addiction will never be cured, and no dear, Ketamine is far more addictive than Heroin, because it is a strong psychological addiction and they actually use Ketamine to treat Alcholics in Florida and Heroin addicts as a substitute.
I heard Ibogaine is good for treating Ketamine addiction. It also works in the nmda receptors but it gives you such an experience (8-12 hours) that you only then realize what you've been doing to yourself. It can only help break a bad pattern or cycle.
Thanks for listening,
Elemya