ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
my deepest congratulations captain 

198 days no suboxone![]()
I am. Even though I am not feeling well and in pain, I can still be proud of all I have gotten accomplished.
Hey totach, I also have a gambling problem so I know where ur coming from. I didn't think I would see anyone with that issue here and then there u were bro. I know it can be rough when they offer u all that free shit, chillin' rooms, free bets slot play all that garbage they use to make us think were real fuckin special! It sucks man I know. Just try and work thru it bro. I know u got no choice now but I just wanted u to know ur not alone here bro. I've lost the rent as well and I know there's no shittier more defeated feeling then walking out of that palace and not even have gas money cause u played that last 20 trying to recoup. Foxwoods owns me Mohegan owns me meds own me alchohol owns me, fuck man. Dude just don't try to flip it back, gotta start over again, it sux bad man but what's done is done so fuck it, move on from here is all people like us can do. I guess were not gonna be superstars,.. Just know u got a friend bro , ttyl and don't beat yourself up man, your boy, cliffyFuck man I'm a retard went back to casino today n lost my paycheck which I don't even get till next Friday this fuckin blows I'm so screwed I still didn't pay rent
Fuck man I'm a retard went back to casino today n lost my paycheck which I don't even get till next Friday this fuckin blows I'm so screwed I still didn't pay rent
Thanx for the supports guys. I actually have a bad heroin addiction aswell as a gambling problem they used to go hand in hand
Now that I'm clean for almost two months I thought I could handle the gambling but I was wrong
I think ga is not a bad idea I just hope I don't get kicked out for no rent cuz I owe my next paycheck all ready
I also don't want to risk my sobriety cuz I keep gambling n feelin real shitty when I loose
I can justify it by saying maybe these are tests towards my sobriety but if they are I've bin passin so that's good
Anyways thanx again for the support n I will update
Bin alcohol heroin benzo n pot free since 5/2/14![]()