Going on day 3 here cold turkey and figured since it's 3am and sleeping isn't a possible option (once again), I might as well try getting up on here. First time I've felt like even getting out of bed since these fucking w/d's started. Damn, just sitting in front of this monitor is a goddamn battle.
I recall last time going through this (about two months ago) things were smooth sailing, so I anticipated the same this time around. Well fuck me, was I ever so wrong. These chills are so fucking cold I can't get warm at all. Even after an hour in the burning hot shower the water doesn't seem hot enough and I still got goose bumps. Then come the sweats, combined with goddamn aches in my back and knees, restless leg bullshit, no energy at all, but tons of insomnia! Depression adds a nice touch to the mix too. Part of me just wants to end this seemingly endless insane cycle either by scoring another bag, or eating a bullet from the revolver under my matress.
Wish I had something, anything to ease this madness. I fucked up bad, totally unprepared this time. No benzos, hydros, nyquill, nothing, fuck! Finally found some Tussin gel caps in a drawer from like 1981 and my luck of course, they're non-drowsy ones. Whats the best goddamn thing OTC anyone recommends from the grocery stores medicine isle???
Sorry for the long rant, hope others have an easier time thru their w/d's.
Heroin, you're a fucking skank-ass dirty bitch. But you already knew that, cunt.