To me it feels like low or negative energy is much harder to hold onto. It's getting harder and harder. The only thing that seems to work for me is clearing myself and doing shadow-work all the time.
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To me it feels like low or negative energy is much harder to hold onto. It's getting harder and harder. The only thing that seems to work for me is clearing myself and doing shadow-work all the time.
vortech
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I felt like there was something special in/around '07/'08. That was a point where I was starting to trip a whole heap and really getting to understand some different shit. I was bonding closely to a few friends through these experiences. There was actually a really interesting vibe on Bluelight also. At that point, I was a mod in PD and there was an unusual number of people posting who were smoking DMT and having really similar experiences. There was a really innocent, inquisitive feeling around, lots of powerful positive emotions. I found it strange that my "real" life and online life were really coinciding. I think Xorkoth will also fondly remember that time too
(I have to add a postscript in that it was around that point that I started getting badly hooked on opiates and worse on benzo's. I was so energised and had been getting so much good from drug experiences that I guess I tried to make it permanent and that was a terrible idea. I spose I've come to conclude that a happy medium is best rather than intense peaks and longer troughs...)
Yesss, I rode that wave as well. In 2007 I quit my mind-numbing day job and traveled around the country, found 'the tribe' of like minds and began VJing at electronic music festivals. Discovered burning man for the first time that year. Plenty of good psychedelic trips, so magical and as you said a lighthearted inquisitive sense of exploring the secrets of the Universe. In 2008 I experienced DMT for the first time, wow, and started making enough $ from regular VJ gigs to not need a day job, and it seemed like there were always friends around circulating positive energy, creative energy on a level higher than any time in my life since then...I too fell prey to opiates though, in 2010 which led to a few years of battles between the light and dark side.
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I've been getting into shadow work as well. That's how I stumbled upon this post... it turned up in the results when searching.
Really, I tried to start a thread about it, but I guess there's not so much interest in that in a board like this where most would rather do anything than face their negativity. But this is something very little known and badly understood as well.
“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. The latter procedure, however, is disagreeable and therefore not popular.”
― C.G. Jung
“When you dig a well, there's no sign of water until you reach it, only rocks and dirt to move out of the way. You have removed enough; soon the pure water will flow"
- Buddha.”
“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. The latter procedure, however, is disagreeable and therefore not popular.”
― C.G. Jung
“When you dig a well, there's no sign of water until you reach it, only rocks and dirt to move out of the way. You have removed enough; soon the pure water will flow"
- Buddha.”
pharmakos
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in a shadow world, we hide in the light.
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I've gone through my adult years following the same patterns over and over again... little neurotic idiosyncrasies, thought patterns, etc. I make a little progress, but some issues are just deeply ingrained and hard to shake. I don't want to end up isolated and bitter as hell because I can't be fully comfortable in my own skin. My subconscious walls impact quite a few positive traits that I'd like to experience, such as the ability to be emotionally vulnerable with others. I'm not afraid of what's lurking in my shadow as I'm quite familiar (and comfortable) with my own darkness. I'm relatively new to my studies with Jung archetypes, but think I have a good enough idea of what to do that I've begun the process within... I'm not afraid of meeting a few daemons along the way if they help me grow in a positive way.
"But I know, somehow, that only when it is dark enough, can you see the stars."
— MLK
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1E7h74LegSE (Appropriate song came on while writing this post... listen to the lyrics)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jASU_Pbz5Og (Another song that kind of sings to the shadow journey)
"But I know, somehow, that only when it is dark enough, can you see the stars."
— MLK
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1E7h74LegSE (Appropriate song came on while writing this post... listen to the lyrics)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jASU_Pbz5Og (Another song that kind of sings to the shadow journey)
I've found what works the most for me is yoga, meditation, and breathing exercises. It helps get rid of all the negative energies stored in your body and energy system in a painless way.
Aside from that, the main technique is just conscious release. Just allow, hold your consciousness on it, and feel it release. Although this can be quite intense trauma therapy and it can take some time to clear out certain blocks and issues.
You also need need to stop with any repression, denial, or dissociation that you use to cope. Which can be hard at first as it's so ingrained in us. At first it gets worse, but then there is a great relief.
Aside from that, the main technique is just conscious release. Just allow, hold your consciousness on it, and feel it release. Although this can be quite intense trauma therapy and it can take some time to clear out certain blocks and issues.
You also need need to stop with any repression, denial, or dissociation that you use to cope. Which can be hard at first as it's so ingrained in us. At first it gets worse, but then there is a great relief.
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Someone said something good which I agree with (or exactly like I've experienced it):
"Negative energies can not exist in the high vibrations and they will erupt into consciousness or erupt unconsciously as psychotic behaviors. The good news is that once the trapped and repressed energy is released things will settle.
The bad news for those that can't integrate their own shadow is that they will now find this world a harsher place to live in and will need to work harder at making things work because they will be struggling against their own self destructive impulses. I call these people the New Humans because they are embodied here to play the new duality game. By the end of this new cycle they will have learned what those graduating have already learned."
"Negative energies can not exist in the high vibrations and they will erupt into consciousness or erupt unconsciously as psychotic behaviors. The good news is that once the trapped and repressed energy is released things will settle.
The bad news for those that can't integrate their own shadow is that they will now find this world a harsher place to live in and will need to work harder at making things work because they will be struggling against their own self destructive impulses. I call these people the New Humans because they are embodied here to play the new duality game. By the end of this new cycle they will have learned what those graduating have already learned."
Thought this was an interesting update.
http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/2786-timelines-shift
http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/2786-timelines-shift
i've had a lot of really cool ideas lately....one of them involves how we are all born into the world struggling against vice...but you gotta tame that shit, its kinda like imagine if when your born your also given a pet lion and it follows you for life, you better have a relationship with that lion cause if it aint tamed by you it might just eat your ass when it gets big enough, you gotta feed it to tame it, and you gotta feed it so it dont go hungry.
Yes. I haven't been keeping up with these channelings for a while, but it's been very persistent for the past year that something's on its way, and especially this "Event" they're all talking about. Hard to say these days what is disinfo and not, but there might be something to it.
The Wave Of The Event
"There is no doubt that prior to ‘The Event’, many other events of ‘lesser’ magnitude will unfold. Such as the arrest of Cabal members and the Global Currency Reset.
From the heart of Prime Creator will be exhaled a breath, a wave of unimaginable love. So grand, so powerful, it will forever change humanity and Earth. There will not be a single organism on Earth that will not be touched by this wave. There will not be a single soul that will remain ‘asleep’ when this ocean of light washes over all.
Every soul on Earth will have no choice but to awaken from the dream that ’til now they have called life. Everyone’s light will be switched to ‘on’, and all will be in awe to what has just occurred.
From the heart of Prime Creator this light/love will flow to the Great Central Sun/Father-Mother God of our Milky Galaxy. The energies of The Great Central Sun, The Elohim and the Angelic Realm will join with the energies of Prime Creator.
The Ascended Masters, The Galactic Confederation will also send their energies in this wave. All will be directed towards our Solar System and this will uplift the consciousness of humanity and Earth. This doesn’t mean that this wave/event will not have an impact on the rest of the galaxy and beyond, it will.
All this that has just been described, will happen in an instant, like a flash of lightning. This is the ‘wave’ of The Event. And nothing will ever be the same again.
I know all are asking when will this happen? Only Prime Creator knows the exact ‘timing’.
However, it is ‘expected’ to happen by the end of 2016. The reason we say this is because the collective consciousness of humanity has tipped the scale on the side of love.
The light on Earth is stronger than ever before and continues to grow by the minute. And that is what was needed, that was the one request from Prime Creator, for the collective to choose love.
The calls, the prayers, the invitation of humanity for Divine Intervention has been heard and felt all across this galaxy and beyond. Humanity on Earth wants peace. A new way of life. In unity with all. And so it shall BE.
Be patient, at peace, always shining your light, and feel the momentum, the light building within and without, and when you blink, it will be a new dawn."
The Wave Of The Event
"There is no doubt that prior to ‘The Event’, many other events of ‘lesser’ magnitude will unfold. Such as the arrest of Cabal members and the Global Currency Reset.
From the heart of Prime Creator will be exhaled a breath, a wave of unimaginable love. So grand, so powerful, it will forever change humanity and Earth. There will not be a single organism on Earth that will not be touched by this wave. There will not be a single soul that will remain ‘asleep’ when this ocean of light washes over all.
Every soul on Earth will have no choice but to awaken from the dream that ’til now they have called life. Everyone’s light will be switched to ‘on’, and all will be in awe to what has just occurred.
From the heart of Prime Creator this light/love will flow to the Great Central Sun/Father-Mother God of our Milky Galaxy. The energies of The Great Central Sun, The Elohim and the Angelic Realm will join with the energies of Prime Creator.
The Ascended Masters, The Galactic Confederation will also send their energies in this wave. All will be directed towards our Solar System and this will uplift the consciousness of humanity and Earth. This doesn’t mean that this wave/event will not have an impact on the rest of the galaxy and beyond, it will.
All this that has just been described, will happen in an instant, like a flash of lightning. This is the ‘wave’ of The Event. And nothing will ever be the same again.
I know all are asking when will this happen? Only Prime Creator knows the exact ‘timing’.
However, it is ‘expected’ to happen by the end of 2016. The reason we say this is because the collective consciousness of humanity has tipped the scale on the side of love.
The light on Earth is stronger than ever before and continues to grow by the minute. And that is what was needed, that was the one request from Prime Creator, for the collective to choose love.
The calls, the prayers, the invitation of humanity for Divine Intervention has been heard and felt all across this galaxy and beyond. Humanity on Earth wants peace. A new way of life. In unity with all. And so it shall BE.
Be patient, at peace, always shining your light, and feel the momentum, the light building within and without, and when you blink, it will be a new dawn."
"there will not be a single soul that will remain asleep...." i kinda look at it like we are born into the world but still yet in a womb(the sleep?) and some of us are born again, like i feel like i was born again and slapped on the ass to wake up, so i kinda was born into the world twice and just like the first time the doctor picked me up by my feet and slapped me on my ass and i was born crying the second time i was woke up the same way by the universe itself, some people die in the womb, maybe thats the way life is.....i was raised in the bible belt and was taught sin(vice?) was something to be avoided but i think really you gotta sin to overcome it not avoid it to overcome it, but that just may apply to me, i cant speak for everyone else.....i dont believe in heaven or hell, sometimes when i dream i fell like i go to hell, but its just like regular life with this shitty feeling i cant describe but when i wake up i know im glad to be here and not wherever i just was in my sleep......
"This is “Sananda”. Wonderful, as always, to be with you. To share in these times, in times as things are changing, as your consciousness is shifting and changing. I speak now of the consciousness of the entire planet. Not only to those of you on the phone and those of you in the room here, but the entire planet is shifting.
Of course those who look through their regular, three dimensional eyes do not see this. They do not understand that this shift is happening. As we have said, as many have said, it is for those who have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. Those of you have those eyes. Those of you who are opening your Third Eye are beginning to see into other dimensions, other levels of consciousness that before you did not know existed. But yet they are there and you are beginning to shift into those levels of consciousness that give you access to these other realms.
There are many across the planet that are moving in this direction such as you are, that are meeting in groups just as you are, that are reaching into higher levels of frequency to bring about the changes. The changes happen within you. And as they happen within you, I speak of the collective you, as these changes arrive you move higher and higher to these dimensional levels. And as you reach higher and move closer to these dimensional levels you are getting closer and closer to accessing the “Event. “
What has been called and is being called, the “Event”. The “Event” is a cosmic event, a cosmic happening that never has happened before on this planet or any other planet in the way that it is going to happen. But it is coming. It is part of the expression now on this planet, Earth, of the Solar System and of the Galaxy itself. Because this energy coming from the Galactic Central Sun is going to shift consciousness throughout the Galaxy.
It is not only the people on the Earth, the people within the Earth, it is also across the Solar System and the Galaxy that consciousness is shifting. As we have said many times, nothing at this point can stop it. It is what you call “a done deal”.
Many of you have now heard that a selection of those at the top, those controllers, have been taken out of the picture. Yes, that is true, they have been removed. Those who are their minions, those Illuminati, those Cabal on the planet still seemingly to run the show, I say seemingly because they feel they are still in charge. But they know now that their time is short. They are losing the battle. We know that they have already lost it. They are receding in importance. They know they are losing control each and every day that passes and they know there is very little they can do about it.
Yet, their tenacity is strong and they continue to thrive. They continue to move forward and do whatever has worked for them. I speak of the various families and whatever has worked for them up until now. It can no longer work because there are too many forces of light that have come to bear upon the situation and have brought even more light to those who have tried to maintain control.
So their time is short. Your time is just beginning. Everything is in place. As the Ascended Masters have been saying, as the Galactics have been saying, everything is being orchestrated. Everything is being orchestrated for the betterment of mankind.
Do not be concerned about your brothers and your sisters and what will become of them. That they are still asleep and do not know what is coming and that is correct. They may not have any idea at a conscious level of what is coming, what is already here. But they all know that everything is in shifting changes. All is shifting with the wind and they know at a deeper level that they are part of this shift of consciousness."
Of course those who look through their regular, three dimensional eyes do not see this. They do not understand that this shift is happening. As we have said, as many have said, it is for those who have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. Those of you have those eyes. Those of you who are opening your Third Eye are beginning to see into other dimensions, other levels of consciousness that before you did not know existed. But yet they are there and you are beginning to shift into those levels of consciousness that give you access to these other realms.
There are many across the planet that are moving in this direction such as you are, that are meeting in groups just as you are, that are reaching into higher levels of frequency to bring about the changes. The changes happen within you. And as they happen within you, I speak of the collective you, as these changes arrive you move higher and higher to these dimensional levels. And as you reach higher and move closer to these dimensional levels you are getting closer and closer to accessing the “Event. “
What has been called and is being called, the “Event”. The “Event” is a cosmic event, a cosmic happening that never has happened before on this planet or any other planet in the way that it is going to happen. But it is coming. It is part of the expression now on this planet, Earth, of the Solar System and of the Galaxy itself. Because this energy coming from the Galactic Central Sun is going to shift consciousness throughout the Galaxy.
It is not only the people on the Earth, the people within the Earth, it is also across the Solar System and the Galaxy that consciousness is shifting. As we have said many times, nothing at this point can stop it. It is what you call “a done deal”.
Many of you have now heard that a selection of those at the top, those controllers, have been taken out of the picture. Yes, that is true, they have been removed. Those who are their minions, those Illuminati, those Cabal on the planet still seemingly to run the show, I say seemingly because they feel they are still in charge. But they know now that their time is short. They are losing the battle. We know that they have already lost it. They are receding in importance. They know they are losing control each and every day that passes and they know there is very little they can do about it.
Yet, their tenacity is strong and they continue to thrive. They continue to move forward and do whatever has worked for them. I speak of the various families and whatever has worked for them up until now. It can no longer work because there are too many forces of light that have come to bear upon the situation and have brought even more light to those who have tried to maintain control.
So their time is short. Your time is just beginning. Everything is in place. As the Ascended Masters have been saying, as the Galactics have been saying, everything is being orchestrated. Everything is being orchestrated for the betterment of mankind.
Do not be concerned about your brothers and your sisters and what will become of them. That they are still asleep and do not know what is coming and that is correct. They may not have any idea at a conscious level of what is coming, what is already here. But they all know that everything is in shifting changes. All is shifting with the wind and they know at a deeper level that they are part of this shift of consciousness."
http://recordings.talkshoe.com/TC-119117/TS-1102646.mp3
This was interesting. After all that talk about psychedelic drugs, at the end he starts to talk about this mysterious "Event" (which I'm tired of hearing about), he says it's a transformative event and after that point it won't even matter what he tells people.
He says the 2012 thing was invented to take away our hopes so we won't pay any attention when the real thing happens and miss the boat, but that we're already in the new age. He says when they get revelation (higher self guidance) all they can hear is "We're in the new age, we're in the new age", the frequencies are changing, and people are waking up.
I don't know about anyone else, but a lot has happened this year for me. And I trust this guy for some reason, because he's so dead on about most things.
This was interesting. After all that talk about psychedelic drugs, at the end he starts to talk about this mysterious "Event" (which I'm tired of hearing about), he says it's a transformative event and after that point it won't even matter what he tells people.
He says the 2012 thing was invented to take away our hopes so we won't pay any attention when the real thing happens and miss the boat, but that we're already in the new age. He says when they get revelation (higher self guidance) all they can hear is "We're in the new age, we're in the new age", the frequencies are changing, and people are waking up.
I don't know about anyone else, but a lot has happened this year for me. And I trust this guy for some reason, because he's so dead on about most things.
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jammin83
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Listened to about an hour of that nina. I don't agree with everything the two guys are saying but I think they have a few things right. Some of it is pretty spot on but I don't agree with some of their conclusions. It was interesting though and I think we have been shut down spiritually on a lot of levels. I could jive with the idea that people are waking up. It was pretty interesting overall and ive come to some similar realizations about what is really happening in the world. Thanks for sharing.
Yes, I've come to the conclusion most channelers and conspiracy theorists are disinfo agents, but I think he's actually telling the truth as best as he can, and is very knowledgeable. I just discovered this in May, but it's been pretty eye-opening.
No one even wants to comment on this podcast, and I think it's because that would be bringing it to people's attention.
No one even wants to comment on this podcast, and I think it's because that would be bringing it to people's attention.
vortech
Bluelighter
I will make some time to listen to his words later, but I will say based on these comments so far, yeah, I agree with a lot being said. I personally have had the most spiritually awakening year of my life, the last 12 months. 'Revelation' as it is said...The revealing. Depending on which side you are on it will be experienced as many different manifestations. For me, it is a profound sense of intuition, like spooky-level accurate, increasingly, to the point where it is always on and frequently breaking the barriers of the physical dimensions, absurd amount of synchronicity, somehow maintaining equilibrium as all the energy swirls around, serendipitously meeting so many other 'light workers' as they are called by one name (but we are also shadow workers, so it is a bit of a misnomer) and we are working together in so many ways to inform each other and do what we can to help out and raise the collective vibration.
I used to only be able to touch these states of consciousness on psychedelic drugs, but after my natural awakening experience last November, and then successfully traversing the trials of the dark night of the soul for lack of better description, the turn to a new (or old?) level of light and clarity has been profound and so very enjoyable. I feel I have been reprogrammed, upgraded, etc, to handle these and the upcoming waves, maybe even a tsunami, I don't care, I will stand next to the fire and throw in logs as I watch the world bern, and then watch the Phoenix rise out of the ashes. Then will be the signal it is time we can really build the new world without resistance from the old world.
I would think all of this to be completely strange, or that I'm going insane, if I didn't have so much faith in everything in these times. I receive signs of reassurance in so many ways. I must go now, but if I can say anything to anyone reading, now is important time to align yourself with love, pay no mind to the haters, align with people on your wavelength and work together, quiet your inner battles, bring them to peace, understand the nature of energy, and listen to the signals you receive, subtle energy, and learn to follow that intuition.
I used to only be able to touch these states of consciousness on psychedelic drugs, but after my natural awakening experience last November, and then successfully traversing the trials of the dark night of the soul for lack of better description, the turn to a new (or old?) level of light and clarity has been profound and so very enjoyable. I feel I have been reprogrammed, upgraded, etc, to handle these and the upcoming waves, maybe even a tsunami, I don't care, I will stand next to the fire and throw in logs as I watch the world bern, and then watch the Phoenix rise out of the ashes. Then will be the signal it is time we can really build the new world without resistance from the old world.
I would think all of this to be completely strange, or that I'm going insane, if I didn't have so much faith in everything in these times. I receive signs of reassurance in so many ways. I must go now, but if I can say anything to anyone reading, now is important time to align yourself with love, pay no mind to the haters, align with people on your wavelength and work together, quiet your inner battles, bring them to peace, understand the nature of energy, and listen to the signals you receive, subtle energy, and learn to follow that intuition.
The Dark Goddess and the supermen ruling from inside the earth.
http://recordings.talkshoe.com/TC-119117/TS-1000843.mp3
Far out. Even for me.
http://recordings.talkshoe.com/TC-119117/TS-1000843.mp3
Far out. Even for me.
vortech
Bluelighter
Grooving on this writing, a lot of what I have been saying, feeling, intuiting, but damn I could have said that in half as many words. Felt like some of it was repeated.
Ninae, could you summarize the link about the Dark Goddess? 180 minutes is quite the time commitment for something so 'out there'.
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