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Introduce Yourself! v.2.0

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sconnie420 said:
You have come to the right pace my friend..the people here are a gr8 outlet, for they are all fabulous..I can definitely relate to you, I also suffer from depression, as do most of us here..welcome to BL...stick around and you:ll make some gr8 friends..
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Thanks for the warm welcome : ) I feel like this is going to be good for me. Can't wait to help out others on here like so many have helped me in the past. :D
 
CaptCrack said:
Thanks for the warm welcome : ) I feel like this is going to be good for me. Can't wait to help out others on here like so many have helped me in the past. :D
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No problem friend..and if u ever need someone to talk or vent 2 I'm always here.. Pm me anytime. :D
 
CaptCrack said:
I'm 23 years old and have suffered from manic depression and social anxiety for as long as I can remember. About two years ago i moved from Florida to Texas to live with family after becoming severely addicted to opiates ( roxies being my drug of choice, but any opiate would do). Most days I can't gain the motivation to even shower. I've contemplated suicide on more occasions then i care to remember, but have never once made an attempt.. I still struggle to stay clean, but it is no longer a physical dependency. Not sure why i'm even posting, other then the fact that bluelight has helped me safely self medicate for years. Ive only recently created an account on here but i'm sure you guys and gals will hear more from me from now on. Hopefully this can be a small outlet for the things i cant find the courage to discuss with anyone in person..
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Welcome to TDS :) it relieves me that you've never tried to commit suicide, but if you ever feel like that again just come visit The Suicide Support Thread (link is in my signature). It's a great thread that has some wonderful advice and support for and from people struggling from the exact same thing. Actually, I really think you'll like it on here because you'll see that people on here aren't so different from you, all struggling from our own personal demons, yet we all come together as one to help people :) PM me if you ever need any help or just want to talk.
 
hello new family!

im a heroin addict named pat... shit started progressing really dramatically about 2 years ago so i decided to go to my first in-patient.. i thought thats ALL i had to do and it was going to "cure" me.. if ur all addicts then u know how absurd that thought was... long story short i ended up going to 6 more inpatient rehabs!!! i just cant seem to get this thing and addiction has taken EVERYTHING from me and then some... i have one week now on suboxone maintenance.. (many people dont, but i count sub maint. as clean time)... just trying to stay clean "just for today!!"
 
Welcome to Bluelight. I must say that I really like your profile picture. Maybe inpatient rehabs just dont work for you, have you tried an NA/AA setting before perhaps?
 
Hey there Sugarhill congrats on your clean time! And most certainly time on suboxone can be counted. And "Just for today" has always been my favorite quote for staying clean. It's such an understandable phrase. My mom used it when she quit smoking and I also use it. I'm glad you came around here to seek friendship and support. It's a great place <3.
 
thanx everyone for making me feel so welcome.. appreciate any support i can get... i know ill be spending alot of time on TDS =]
 
I'll try my best to check in as much as possible. Keeping busy is actually a good thing for me now.
New faces are always a good thing, I look forward to meeting and helping all of you.
Good to be back everyone :D
 
Hey guys! remember me?! :D
I've been sober over a year now.. what got me clean was actually SKYDIVING.. I became addicted to it as soon as I tried it...
 
^^ Oh my god dude!!! I have missed you so much :) It has absolutely MADE MY DAY to hear you're sober and loving life. Congrats, that is so so awesome. I hope to see you posting more in TDS again. Much love to you A :) <3
 
oldskooluser said:
i was keen as!! but then everyone keeps writing how bad a meth come down is.. but i need to do this!! oh well i have no choice im broke so i may as well start hey!! might just lock myself in my bedroom and not come out for the day will see how i go..
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well then,
how did it go??
 
n3ophy7e said:
^^ Oh my god dude!!! I have missed you so much :) It has absolutely MADE MY DAY to hear you're sober and loving life. Congrats, that is so so awesome. I hope to see you posting more in TDS again. Much love to you A :) <3
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word you to, I don't have much time as my job takes all my time but I'll be around, all in my prayers.. <3
 
gorgoroth!! Welcome back!! We haven't met yet but I hope to see you posting around <3. So awesome to hear about the skydiving revelation.
 
I thought I did this.... but I will do it again and some of you will get this far and say TL:DR.

I'm not really totally ugly.

I love music and sleep with ear plugs in, although they fall out after awhile but I need to block out my thoughts and give me something to get into before I get get into bed. pardon the pun.

I am a middle age woman at 53 and have been laid off two years and I suspect I'll never teach again. The pressure was very bad. From admin. They lorded it over everybody like they were training slaves or some shit.

So, at my age, with my husband 12 years older than me and all our kids grown, I don't know what will happen next.... but neither does anybody really so I'm going to hang together and start a new career and fuck the past anyway.

Sorry if this seems a bit violent. I'm not violent but by way of introduction, I don't rat.

run tell dat.
 
Hi everyone,

I'm a 27 year old female in the UK. Thought I'd say hi to TDS as I'm bipolar type 1, bullimic on and off for 14 years, previous cocaine and alcohol abuse - don't touch either anymore and a current daily speed abuser, which I sometimes want to quit for the good of my health and others really don't. I've attempted suicide on several occassions - couple of times I was nearly successful and gave myself liver and kidney damage. A psychotic manic episode lost me custody of my eldest son, and I only have custody of my youngest because I live with my parents.
Hoping TDS may be able to help when I decide to stop abusing speed and if/when my next major life mess up happens.
Also happy to offer support to anyone struggling or share experience of things I've been through. Sucks to feel alone and depressed or out of control.
Think happy thoughts peeps and remember - if you're at the bottom, the only way to go is up.
 
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