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"I put shatter up my shitter" - your WORST drug mistake

After taking a 1/2 a snowball one night at Spectrum as dancing like a cunt for 12 hours saw how strong they were , following week being a twat i doubled dropped and spent six hours in my car listning to talk radio as the club was 'too much' got a lift home and had to retrieve my car the following day...Oh and a number of OD's
 
Bleaney said:
The single most reckless and stupid thing I ever did with drugs was to order "Mephedrone" off Topix (can we mention that place now that it is no longer a live source?). I'm guessing this must have been in those desperate days post ban after I had burned through my stockpile way quicker than expected.

The stupidest part was not ordering off Topix, although that was bad enough, the stupidest part was to look carefully at what actually arrived, and know full well that it definitely was not Mephedrone, nor anything remotely like it. I don't know what came over me, some reckless fiendish desperation to get high I suppose, so I weighed out 100 mg of what i knew was Not Mephedrone, and bombed it, regardless of all potential consequences. Despite knowing full well what they could potentially be.

I was not so naive and ill informed to not know that this was like golden rule number 1 of what never to do with unknown powders of very dubious origin and appearance. Within a short time I had the most sudden and complete KO experience ever. With exactly the same speed and finality of a CRT TV being switched off, I felt my brain go the same way and I was out.

By the grace of God I did wake up again. At least I seem to have used this experience as an opportunity to learn to contain my fiending to a greater extent, and never to take large doses of unknown substances again. Ideally never do it at all if something does not look right – just bin it. Or otherwise get it tested, or at very worst just have like tiny doses if I really must insist on being an idiot nad trying it regardless. (Even that is a teribble idea I know)

I have also got myself into many a state many a times with GBL. I love the stuff so much and have so much fun on it, but it feels like my rational / sensible part of my brain basically goes offline and I can become almost completely disinhibited in what I do,. Again I don’t know how I’ve come through all of those mad sesssions without ever ending up in the back of a police van at the very least I don’t know. Its kind of a miracle.

This fiending part of my nature often takes me by surprise where drugs are concerned. Even though I know its there, if it’s been a while I tend to forget how powerful this urge is. I’m normally mostly a sensible person in most other areas of life. This is why I have never got into injecting heroin (or anything else) for example. With my wild fiendish streak wanting to get as high as possible as quickly as possible combined with the nature of that beast, it would probably make for a very short and very final chapter of my life.
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More than once, I've woken up, just as I'm in the process of falling out of the seat, in front of the PC (even worse, falling out, after GBL & MDPV, with my jeans & underkeks around my ankles, mid onanism. Even fucked out of my head, I was fully aware that me, crumpled on the floor, virtually naked from the waist down, was not an example of poetry in motion!)
Also, the bit about the normally sensible me, giving way to my drug pig persona, is horribly reminiscent (crawling into the bedroom, on my stomach, after a supposed IM shot of ketamine that had been a bit too close to a small vein, while sitting on the toilet. Cue me announcing to m wife, "Deborah, I think I'm dead", only to have this most serious assessment of the human condition greeted by sounds of her pissing herself laughing!
I never realised she'd videoed me several times, totally fucked on dissociatives, until I looked at her phone, after she died.)
 
Ismene2 said:
What's the worst mistake you've ever made with drugs? That time you "eyeballed" fentanyl and went down like a sack of shit twitching like that cop on youtube? The time you were playing Charlie Big Potatoes in front of the girlfriend and ended up shitting the bed waken?

Do tell.
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Similar, except precisely 1 mg acid.

ONLY time I ever came unstuck from it.

It was regrettable mostly as Covid was directly and closely involved, re-entering my tested NS opportunistically from being finally in bladder alone last August.

The Covid seriously crashed my NS at the time. The trip was powerful, but 60 hrs after dosing, still hadn't come down, I felt normal.

Then something happened. The moment C re invaded my NS.

A Tuesday morning.

The Tuesday & Wednesday most physically damaged and tormented ever.
 
Also in 2004 I was working as a Dustman and we were using uncut ketamine nearly every day of the week in our circles.

I liked using Kitchen Tiles to prep, line up and insufflate from.

The trend caught on.

One working day I retrieved a load of v long tiles from construction bins.

Perfect, for gram lines!


I left my house keys at home, didn't want to wake mum, slept in shed.

Sniffed K off those tiles, without cleaning. Intook nasty grimey building site dust.

I swear it has affected me to this day too.
 
AutoTripper said:
Also in 2004 I was working as a Dustman and we were using uncut ketamine nearly every day of the week in our circles.

I liked using Kitchen Tiles to prep, line up and insufflate from.

The trend caught on.

One working day I retrieved a load of v long tiles from construction bins.

Perfect, for gram lines!


I left my house keys at home, didn't want to wake mum, slept in shed.

Sniffed K off those tiles, without cleaning. Intook nasty grimey building site dust.

I swear it has affected me to this day too.
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Not surprising, it is after all classed as a psychedelic
 
This is a tough one for me..

1) Eating 4 strips of acid on a mountain in March in New England, it was 55 degrees when we went up and we’re still full blown tripping at the top when the sun went down, and it hit 20 degrees. We were extremely I’ll prepared, cold, 2 hours from home and 2 hours up a mountain . And worst of all my dumbass friend was playing The Doors and I thought I was entering hell
2) drinking 3 bottles of delsym and entering the next dimension on DMX
3) overdosing on straight brown out of Baltimore and crashing into a state trooper and going to jail, waking up to 20 state troopers and German shepherds all around me
4) Doing a shot of pure crystal from Mexico and not sleeping for 6 days..

The list goes on
 
One time I took 75mg of AMT and 4 hits of LSD at a festival. Things were going fine until the musician I was seeing started giving off terrible vibes... he was screaming and cussing out the sound guys and people started to be like fuck this and walk away, and the guy started being like "fuck you bitches, come back here, I'm too good for this festival" (he was the headline act due to being the most famous but was such a huge dick about it). I started feeling a panic attack coming on, had the 500 yard stare... I tried to enjoy myself, but ended up back at my tent, desperately looking for my etizolam vial. I found what looked like it, but I also had DOC in an identical looking vial. It was dark and the visuals were such that I couldn't read it right and took 2mg of DOC instead of 2mg of etizolam. Then I REALLY freaked out, since DOC is a very powerful, 20+ hour long psychedelic. I went to my friend's tent and told him what happened, and he got my etizolam for me and I dosed 2mg of etizolam. For the next 20 minutes I curled into the fetal position on the floor of my tent, trying to resist the urge to lose my shit. Then the etizolam kicked in and I went from horrible panic to overwhelming joy. The next 2 days were one of the best trips of my life, the DOC kicked in and I was tripping so hard (despite the etizolam), but I felt constant joy and euphoria, didn't sleep the rest of the festival, had many adventures, and had supreme confidence. Of course I paid for that lack of sleep for the next week.

So it actually turned out great, but it was a pretty bad mistake.

My worst actual mistake was ever trying opiates as recreational drugs. My life has been worse for it since, it's a lifelong battle that has taken a huge toll on me.
 
OpiateKiller said:
Eating 4 strips of acid on a mountain in March in New England, it was 55 degrees when we went up and we’re still full blown tripping at the top when the sun went down, and it hit 20 degrees. We were extremely I’ll prepared, cold, 2 hours from home and 2 hours up a mountain . And worst of all my dumbass friend was playing The Doors and I thought I was entering hell
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I love how the worst part was The Doors, not potentially freezing to death :ROFLMAO:
 
I love the Doors but one of my most terrifying trips occurred when I took some "random" acid back when the album was fresh. It was a healthy dose, more than I expected. I knew I was losing it fast and wanted to put on some music; so I put on side 2 of their self named album. The record was on one of those players where if you don't return the upper record guide to the center the player replays the current disk endlessly, but restarting at the 45 rpm lead in groove.

End story, I had an entire out of body experience that had "The End" as it's sound track, abiet a short cut. It re- started the track where he was talking about walking down the ancient gallery endlessly that night. My trip was beyond ++++ and I touched the face of God.

Yikes! that was just one hit. Glad I didn't do 2 like usual.

Not on my bucket list to repeat, for the record.
 
Probably have a bunch that could be seen as the worst lol perhaps giving a junky money to buy crack while in the system blew the checking account into a collection agency then hanging out smoking with him (he smoked more than I did and I paid for it go figure) in a seedy dangerous crack house one night he was getting paranoid and aggressive and wanted to see the crack in my pocket also one time (over one weekend a binge) he grabbed a big piece of broken glass he had cloth wrapped around the bottom to grip it thing was huge I was sitting next to him alone in a room and calmly asked what that was for then soon escorted myself outta there
 
Was at a music festival (camp bisco for the og's out there). Day 1 went great. Did an obscene amount of coke/ket/nitrous/lsd/cannabis then at night 3mg xanax and 8mg suboxone although no sleep was had lol.

Next day I decide to take it easy...by mixing 2.5 grams of fishscale into a ball of ketamine and just spoon bumping from like 9am on. Around 12:30 I was almost out of my bag (I was sharing but still) and inside the main lodge at an ooooold Yookie set. A combination of the dancing/extreme heat outside/frigid ac inside/mass of chemicals caused me to seize out

Woke up in medical tent, went AMA back to the fest, commandeered a deck chair by the mainstage, sold all my shit besides my weed, xans, subs....bought more ketamine ....and camped at the pool stage for the next 2 days.

This was a huge regret because this was the first time (7 years ago this happened, I've been an addict now for like 15 yrs) I saw people i care about genuinely scared and worried for my life which fucked with me.

But hey, I'm alive, and like 3 months sort of sober (still smoke and drink but not the other stuff) so yea! I have many other worse stories but alot of them I don't remember all of.....or there's just no way I can share lol
 
Bleaney said:
Fortunately I never owned nor even cast my eyes upon that book before..

I did actually buy a container of whole unprocessed nutmeg nuts a year or so ago, with half a mind to trying it as a legal high. But After re-reading the reviews on Errowid, and you're comments on here Fubar, the nutmeg remains firmly unused, apart from for one culinary experiment.

There was also always Saffron and Bananna skins of course. But I think Saffron could actually have an effect. The old Donovan song, "Mellow Yellow", had nothing to do with bannana skins. I tried Saffron once as a school boy, it was very expensive and burned very hot to smoke, and I don't recall getting high tbh lol.

"I'm just mad about Saffron. Saffron's just mad about me." pfft.

Not sure it was ever that good. Although I should probably look it up or try it again before I comment further.
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Yes, I fuckin tried banana skins as well.

As a desperate 15 year old with no Bluelight to persuade me oherwise, it had to be tried.

Obviously it was shit.


I do like Donovan though...
 
My main chem regrets have been preparing a big batch of some psychoactive for a group, and then consuming an extra portion after somebody drops out.

Had one of the strongest experiences ever with cannabis in this context, another time with poppy seed tea, needed to reach for the naloxone as I was blueing a bit (and I am not a psilocybin containing mushroom).

Edit: removed shit I said before fact checking.
 
Top tip:

Over the counter motion sickness medications such as 'Kwells' and 'Joyrides' contain Hyoscine hydrobromide (Hyoscine is just a chemist friendly name for scopolamine).

Several of these with a couple of spliffs may or may not get you very wasted.


Anyway, the following tale has not been proven beyond reasonable doubt, but me mates say it's true so that's good enough for me.

Three mates dried out a load of deadly nightshade leaves and proceeded to bong them one night.


They didn't think it was working until they experienced a shared hallucination of a line of milk bottles walking across the room and out through the back door.


Make of that what you will...


Edit: this was a response to @Skorpio and his musings on belladonna and Datura which seems to have disappeared now
 
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I guess multiple accidental benzo overdoses, true sleepwalk blackouts threat to life on Earth by mishap....

Then the LAST time breaking back falling into bath on surely 35 mg's Etiz top of 10 already loads potentiating kava, so big amount benzo like over 500 mg's Diazepam effectively.

Plus serious internal knocks to diaphragm, small of back, digestive tract.

Affecting me to this day. Peristalsis waa disabled for months, no ability to move gas through, DEF the biggest reason I've been/still enduring hell with hemorrhoids....


Deserves a shout.
 
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